party

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'Lilly's now seventeen. Two years after the last chapter and Peter is now the age of twenty-nine.' Peters pov. "This is your f*cken test boy. Do you understand me and all the f*cken rules or not?" I grit my teeth talking my wolf down. Down mother-f*cker, down! "Yes, I understand it all, Alpha." I nod to complete it. Never breaking eye contact. "Good now get f*cken going before your late." He states flatly. I turn an leave without so much as a duces. F*cken punk-ass f*ck of uh f*ckery fu*ker. I ain't got s**t ta say ta his ass. He enlisted me to follow princess from their home ta her and some chick's party. Then keep a close eye on her without blowing my cover. More like his f*cken cover but whatever. I growl. I ain't seen my princess since her sweet sixteenth birthday. I can't f*cken be around her. The fucken pull to her is beyond anything I could have imagined. He knows this. His only objective is to make me as miserable as possible. Not like I still don't have to wait almost a whole year now. Time is ticking by slowly. Days feel like weeks now. I don't f*cken stalk her or nothing anymore. It only causes me loads of pain and grief. I constantly wonder what she's doing or if she's dating or getting close to other males. The restraint it takes to stay away is beyond anything I've ever been through physically or mentally. So here I go crouching behind some bushes waiting for her to leave so I can now spy on her for her b*tch a*s father. I mean, yeah, I'm also curious if it is a party my girl is attending. Over the years, I have had but one enemy. Richard Mongolian. Alpha of the Mongolian wolf pack. The one and only. My mates father. I f*cken hate him as much as he hates me. So it's mutual. No love between us. When he f*cken dies I'll be the one ta loogy his f*cken grave. No f*cks given for that dude. I honestly don't think I ever will have any f*cks for em. I and Julious are alright. He needs ta pull the plug from his a*s for sure though. He's one tuff f*cken dude. I give em that. Dudes not only intelligent but cunning as sh*t with the muscle ta add to it. He can back up any beef he makes. Luckily for me, we've always had a mutual relationship with one another. Father like son though, right? He's been dating this one chick for the last eleven years. You can do the math if ya know the past. I smell my favorite scent. I inhale deeply. It's like a drunk getting a fix. Sending shivers straight up my spine. My eyes painfully turning at once. My whole body painfully aching. It's literally been that long. How I endure this all I haven't a clue. It's all I got to just clutch my chest and grit my teeth and bare down on this and see it through. It's my test or so the f*uck says. My body immediately starts to shake aching painfully so. My wolf wants his mate and I soon see her. D*mn! She's f*cken all grown-up curves to die for. I inwardly groan as I look away momentarily. I tighten my fist, my inner struggle of not seeing her in so long eating at my flesh at the moment. The bond being so strong now, the force of which even blows my mind. Never expected this much intensity! See, I couldn't handle the desire for a woman who was just a child. The very child I gave piggyback rides and pinky promised ta be best friends with when she was only five. I always get infuriated with myself when I'm around or near her. As soon as I smell her, I leave. Not even taking a glance in her direction. The pain hits home every time. I've become accustomed to the pain. I've learned to feed off it, survive off it, live off it. We haven't even spoken in a very long time. The only way to stop drug usage is cold turkey, so that's what I did. I stepped out of her life like I never f*cken existed. Just a thought in her memory. She's like a drug to me, giving off endorphins, enticing my wolf to come closer, and after all, he's just a beast. His feelings are more animalistic than those of our human side. I don't even wanna know if I've hurt her by being away. She won't understand until the time comes. Eventually, she stopped calling and texting. Stopped knocking on my door. It hurt something terrible, it did. I just couldn't like myself with the thoughts I had. Try listening to the one you love beyond the whole world knocking and you have to just sit there and act like your not home. Pain is all I've ever experienced in this bond. I've lived with pain for so long now, I can't help but now embrace the feeling, love it, for it also comes with being her mate. I just ain't that type of man. Not even for my mate. I won't lust after a little girl bond, or not, it was best to stay away. I won't be a perv that checks her out unintentionally. No way. It's really sickening just thinking about it. So stay away it must be. I shift into my wolf, grabbing my clothes in my mouth. I take off quickly to keep up with her traveling along in a car. From the entail, I got from her father she's staying within the pack's territory. Which brings me some ease. As for an only girl's party, I doubt that. She walked out in an all-white mid-thigh fit dress with white slip-on shoes, meaning she plans on being on her feet for a while. Her long black hair was perfectly straightened and flowed down to right above her lady bump. "Why ya dressed ta impress princess?" I mumble aloud to myself. Frustrated, I might f*ck up and should have just declined the whole thing. I'm not one ta back down from a challenge head-on and especially from him. She finally arrives at this so-called party full of seniors and juniors. Like, I expected, she lied to her father. It's a big get-together. This is why I should have declined. I immediately growl lowly. I smell the alcohol from here. Mixed with s****l tension and perfumes of all kinds. I shake my head. This can't be good for me in general. My wolfs, beyond already agitated. Crawling under my skin. All his emotions raw on the surface. I shift quickly, throwing on my clothes. I watch my princess exit her car, but before closing the door she looks around in my general direction. What the f*ck? Can she sense I'm here? She looks down and shakes her head before shutting the door, smiling towards where the parties going down on the side lawn. Did she feel something that made her look out here? Hum. That's the first time I've seen a reaction from her side recognizing the pull. I chuckle low. Some girls run up and engulf her in a hug. I'm temporally relieved it's just a bunch of girls for now. I can hear them laughing and giggling. Not too interested in what they are saying cause my wolf paces angrily at the young wolves check-in out her body. A low growl escapes past my lips. I curse myself inwardly. This was exactly why I didn't want to come. "Eyes down you f*cks!" I growl lowly so only my ears can hear. This is why I've stayed back. Why I've been distant. I can't hide my feelings and longing for her any longer and I would definitely expose myself to her with other males around. They have a big fire lit. I see princess grab a glass bottle of Smirnoff. I shake my damn head in annoyance. Youngins! A newbie drinking those I bet four tops and she's gonna be sick as f*ck. This won't be good. Especially, if I have to move in and pull a superman maneuver. She moves into a group of young wolves talking and immediately fits right on in. Not surprised being the Alpha's daughter and all they were raised to be kind to all pack members. Still don't like it though for she does not wear my mark of yet. There's no proof we belong to one another. Nor does she know this either. She randomly takes sips from her bottle giggling at something this dude says while looking down at her dress, blushing it up. The fu*ckers probably giving her a string of compliments about her dress and beauty. Just like I'd love ta do myself. I want ta just rip his head off. She takes another sip, still listening to f*ck face when she suddenly frowns and looks back into my general direction. Stunned is what I am. What the f**k!?!? That twice now. I know she can't see me, so she has to feel something that makes her look out here with that sad face. Why is she so sad? Does she feel it's me? Does my presence make her sad? The thought of that alone settles wrong with me. After a while, she's done drank four and I see her starting to feel sick. Nothing much has really happened at this party. Boring as f*ck except I can see my girl and I haven't done that in too damn long. Just a couple of jerks trying ta make moves on my mate. A couple of folks taking off ta have s*x. Only even seen two youngins barf their guts up. I chuckle. I'm seriously glad nothing has happened, cause if I intervene I fail my test, but how can a mate sit back if they were needed? I watch as my princess starts stumbling her way away from the people heading straight for where I'm located. I don't move. I want to see where this is going. I don't even f*cken care what Alpha a*s said. F*ck him! My girl is headed my way who the f*ck am I to refuse such advances? I want her too and that's the problem. I've always waited for the day she would since I'm hers. Damn! She smells f*cken delicious. The bonds pull makes me want to meet her halfway, but I'm a d**k and I decided a long time ago she must come to me. In the end, it will always be her choosing. She stops at the edge of the tree line. I'm in the shadows. She still can't see me. "Petey," she says softly. I can't believe she called my name. She knows I'm here? A grin spreads across my dumb a*ss face. I see tears slip from her beautiful dark eyes. Grin is immediately gone now. Completely wiped out. It crushes my chest, making me rub the center of my chest trying to rid the pain from seeing the tears flowing from my queen's eyes. My chest constricting up at just her proximity. I can't wipe her tears or anything. I'm a useless b*stard. She turns around, grabs the center of her chest and stumbles towards her car. "Come back, baby," I whisper brokenly aloud. I wish anything in that moment she'd turn around and face me. She would yell smack or even just curse me. Anything but walk away. I want to make it known she's right. I'm here I just can't. She must come to me. I can't fail a single test when it comes to her. If nothing else, Alpha Richard will have some kind of respect for me in our future. I've learned one thing tonight she felt something. I rub my chest again and cringe. She's like my magnet every step she takes forward pulls harder. Pain is what it is. Luckily, I've lived with this pain for quite a while, but it still hurts the same, never getting any easier for me. As time closes in, it only seems to intensify. I follow her back to her place. I stay there till I see her bedroom light flick on knowing she's made it home an to bed will bring some comfort to me. She was wasted. Can't believe my little princess has grown up enough to even be wasted. My phone pings. I look down expecting Alpha to want a full in-depth description of the party. Not that I'd f*cken snitch on my princess any f*cken way. I will always have her back, no matter what she does. My loyalty ta him is only so much after all. I'm surprised though to see a text 'Petey' I know it's my princess. Even after all this time, I still pay her phone bills and get her a new one every year. The best on the market. I just removed her from my contacts list so I wouldn't be tempted. My fingers hover over the phone. I haven't spoken to her in a long time. Then another text comes through. 'I still love you, Petey' My heart rate picks up. My mouth instantly dries. She loves me as her friend. Will she be able to love me as her mate? Is she too young to know what love is? I can't help but send one back. 'I love you too, princess always always.' That's all there is. She doesn't text me back. I don't text her back. She doesn't say she knew I was at the party or anything, so I'm left clueless. Maybe she's giving me a dose of my own medicine. I chuckle sadly to myself. To see her and her womanly figure after so long though...
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