Confidential feelings .

"The cat was cute but you're not", he commented . "He looked handsome but you look dope", she commented back in his style. Both maintained their composure while maintaining the eye contact . It was like a no blink competition that begun as soon as they Met. It was an Unexpected Meet. It was the first time she met Him. It was the first time he met Her. She had hatred for Him while he on the other side had annoyance. She was so overwhelmed by hatred towards him that she couldn't fathom his good looks . This amused him in some corner of his heart. But he tried to put up the act of being disinterested and annoyed in her . Little did he know it wasn't going to work with her , being a distinct observant person she could read people's emotions more than it seemed but she was too shy to check him out however she could feel him tall over her by more than a feet and block her sight by broadness of his shoulders . His cologne is intoxicating she realized. Emotions were kept confidential exchanged through eyes more than words through lips. It was getting so suffocating but didn't affect them. A thick layer of tension formed like a grey cloud which had a golden glow somewhere in between. It was mixed feelings for both of them . She coudln't compose herself with the confident act and the attraction anymore . She couldn't risk falling for him. But it was more than feelings and attraction for both of them. They both had responsibilities to take care of or was it the act they both have been doing for a long time to save their true selves from this rutheless world. But This Unexpected Meet made them question their act. It was reaching the bar of their limits . Not having the energy to put up with the cold war she retreated back hesitantly with a defeated sigh. "Alright, goodbye...." , she took her leave and turned around , few steps ahead and she heard him call her , "Wait.." , with a mild authoritative tone as if he was hiding his true emotions behind it but failed to do so. He had disappointed her before but if he knew it would change her expression to what he was seeing right now, he would have damned himself for repeating it. In front of him was a girl with the same short height , shoulder length soft brown natural curled hair , modestly clothed ,everything same but not her eyes , what he saw before were the eyes of a lioness growling at him and now they were filled with emotions he once saw in a kitten's eye who needed rescuing. She's unpredictable he thought to himself . He tried to approach her carefully but stopped as soon as he saw her eyes turning back to being bold fearless . And she left him incomplete in the mist of the autumn night for her own sanity. . Gautam I saw her fading away into the smog of November night . This sudden wave of summer air in autumn left me wondering about her . Being foreign to love I was having a hard time digesting what just happened. I just know know one thing about love ,it's intriguing . And I was intrigued, by her. I lost the track of time standing there until my phone rang, unknown number calling 9.23PM ."Hello ", I spoke in a cold voice ,knowing who's call it was. " Have you changed your mind yet ,mate? " A man with a hoarse voice spoke from the other end of the call . " I'd change it mate but unfortunately my mind is like your underwear that you change once in a blue moon " Gautam replied sarcastically . " Growls* You . Have . No Idea about what's about to happen in your life Gautam " , the man spoke with confidence,hatred and a hint of warning. " I'm in no mood to be enlightened by your little stunts ", Gautam countered his warning monotonously. "Ha ha hahaha ha ha, you definitely will ,because I'm going to do that stunt on someone you know.... " , the man spoke to himself after Gautam ended the call annoyed by Him. ▪︎ A small flower in a concrete jungle is more beautiful than those in the open field filled with greenery . Gautams life is like a concrete jungle , his emotions r concrete hard because he deals with the darkest of people from the underground world ,criminals , businessmen all sorts of things that being a state secret agent can bring but that's not the problem here , it's the truth that he's kept this reality just to himself because exposing it would call danger and most importantly disappoint his parents . Watching secret detectives agents movies all childhood becoming one of them was his childhood dream but since its not safe and doesn't guarantee a promotion his parents disagreed crushing his dreams . At present he is a General attorney of the states practicing since last 3 years . He was 19 when he started discovering the workings of the secret agency while he was studying in law school gradually over the years he grew connections and realized that he should become the legal advisor of the states that will help him keep up with the legal situation of the state for his secret missions as well . After almost a decade of working day and night he realized he was missing something ,something he never paid attention to amidst all the dark chaos . Jiya . She felt like that one flower that grows on the concrete , even though small her presence was enough to take away all the pain and make one feel alive . ▪︎ Thinking about her he headed towards his house . On the way he was thinking about how she left him ,one second she was vulnerable and the other brave ,he felt worried about her so he called his friend Atharva who works behind the computers for his missions in other words he monitors and tracks the location of the target assigned . Gautam wanted him to track the location of Jiya to know that she reached home safely however he couldn't ask him directly as it would make him suspicious and he wanted to keep his personal life just to himself , so he thought of using Sammy's recent threat call as an excuse to call him . " Atharva " "Gautam , what's up " , " I got His call , I want you to track Him now " " Give me a sec ...... tapped ,his location is moving ...towards the north west from your location " " ohkay . I've shared a number, track that too" " Who's it? " " Just do it " ....... "Jiya . Her location is same as his " " What?! " " Check ur phone" Gautam couldn't believe his eyes , his anxiety was rising but he had to remain calm and understand the situation first before taking any action . " Gautam ? Are you there? " Breathes deeply* " Ye...es ,Can u call her with your spare number and just pretend to be a salesman or something ?" " Yeah, I can do that but is everything fine ? You've never asked me to do this before? " "I don't know yet , keep me on mute while u call her " " Okay ....call ringing* , 'The number you're trying to reach is not responding ,kindly wait or call again later'" " Atharva , that girl might be in danger , Keep tracking her ,with the help of her number find where she lives and email it to me with the rest of the details. " "Noted " " If u notice anything unusual ,call me "