My Star is a Loser

Just who exactly are you?

***

"Your friends are here Kira" says our maid, which made me quickly turn around and hold loser's shoulders while looking into his confused eyes.

I quickly turned loser around and hurriedly pushed him from his back without letting him stop his feet.

"What are you doing?" He asked but I didn't say anything and continuously pushed him till we reached the stairs.

"Oh, Kei is still here?" Mom said when she saw us. I couldn't find any excuse to say but...

"He's borrowing my notebook, It's in my room," I said. Then mom just nodded and went to the kitchen, holding a cupcake that loser gave her.

"Go, you can find it on my table," I said as I signaled loser to go upstairs.

He just looked at me confused without saying anything as I continuously moved my hands, making a signal for him to go up faster.

"There you are Queen, your maid said you were with a friend just now" Kim said which made me turn around and face them.

"Oh, you're here. Friend? Oh, that's right, I was playing with my dog just now" I said.

"Where should we study? Should we go to your room?" Larra said then she quickly headed to the stairs but I sprinted in front of her.

"No!... I mean wait, I think we should do it outside beside the pool, the wind is nice on that spot" I said while pointing in the pool's direction.

"Sounds good to me, then, should we go now?" says Kim.

I quickly nodded and held their arms while walking, turning my head slightly from checking if loser had already gone upstairs.

***

"Kira, do you understand what I'm saying?" Kim said as she looked at me that was overthinking my ass off.

"Huh? Y-yeah" I replied but I'm actually not. I was thinking about loser. Mom called him Kei which I first heard on Cy. Why does Cy know that? I really am confused right now. Having these thoughts, I looked up on the balcony of my room and saw loser looking at us.

My eyes suddenly widened, then I moved my head slightly, trying to tell him to hide his ass off inside. Kim and Larra might see him and if they did, it would be a big trouble for me.

"Kira, Are you alright? Why are you moving your head like that?" Larra asked, then she looked at where I'm looking. Luckily, loser went in already.

"Nothing, I just… I think I got a stiff neck" I said while touching my neck, trying to act.

"I see. I have an idea, let's stop for now and watch a movie instead" Larra said while arranging her papers.

"I'm in, I was about to suggest that also. Then, should we watch it in your room Kira?" Kim said which made me gulp hard.

"Good idea, let's-"

"Bad Idea!" I suddenly shouted without letting Larra finish her sentence.

"I mean, wait for me here, I'll clean it up first, It's quite messy up there" I said as I stood up then I sprinted upstairs, to my room which loser is currently hiding in.

I entered my room and saw loser sitting on the bed. "How long are you planning to hide me here?" He said, complaining, but I didn't mind him and grabbed his arms.

"Hide under the bed," I said, trying to pull him down to get under the bed.

"What!? No, I'm leaving, I don't wanna-"

"Just do it, I'll let you do whatever you want to me" I said unconsciously while taking a peek from the balcony. s**t, they're gone. They must be on their way here.

I turned around and saw loser gone, then I looked under the bed. "Good boy" I whispered while smirking as I saw him under, giving me a look as if he's asking me if I'm satisfied.

Still looking under the bed, the door suddenly opened with Kim and Larra entering while asking each other what movie to watch.

"What are you doing down there?" Kim said.

"Nothing, I'm just checking on something. What movie should we watch?" I said then I sat on the bed, trying to act calm knowing that loser is just here with us, under the bed where we are sitting.

***

We're watching a Drama movie right now. I must be crying from watching this heartbreaking scene like these two yet I'm sweating as if I'm watching a horror movie.

I noticed that we're almost out of Popcorn so I told them to get some downstairs and pick whatever snacks they want.

I quickly checked on loser once they had left the room. He got out under the bed and stood up.

"W-wait, Where are you going?" I said while trying to stop him.

"Are you expecting me to pee under your bed?" He said coldly, pointing at the bathroom.

I heard footsteps outside the room so I quickly pushed him to the bathroom.

"Your mom gave us cupcakes, it's delicious" Larra said while entering the room.

I saw Kim heading to the bathroom which made me block her way.

"The flush is broken, you can use the one downstairs" I said while pointing down.

"Gosh, you should've told sooner. It's so tiring going up and down the stairs" she said then she left the room with a complaining look on her face.

***

We finished a movie and Larra just received a call from her mom so she left with Kim and went home.

I took a deep breath and stood in front of the bathroom door which my finger bones were about to touch for knocking but it suddenly opened before I did. Loser suddenly grabbed my arms and pulled me inside the bathroom with him then he slammed closed the door. Holding my arms, He gently pushed me to the wall and pinned me there.

"W-what do you think you're doing!?" I said with a loud voice, trying to push him away but I couldn't.

"Didn't you say you'll do everything I want? Try to remember" he said coldly while still pinning my arms on the wall.

Shit, I remember it now. I did say that unconsciously earlier.

"Let me go!, you can go home now"

"Do you expect me to just go home after I've spent hours under the bed and in the bathroom?" He said.

"Just what do you want!?" I said while still trying to escape from being pinned on the wall.

A moment of silence occurred for seconds,"Stay still," he said coldly with his eyes stuck on my face that was about to explode.

My arms and my body were getting tired at this moment as I am trying to escape from his strong hold. Looking into his cold eyes, I began to stop from moving and rest my arms which are tightly glued with his hands.

"Good" he whispered right into my ears which made shivers to insert deep inside me.

His hands let go of my tired arms, letting me put it down for a second then he held my hands instead, a reassuring touch as if he was saying that he wouldn't hurt me.

He slowly lifted up my hands that he's holding and put it to rest above his shoulders, making me touch his flawless nape.

My body froze up as I stared at those cold eyes and pale lips that were standing still so close in front of me. His breathing can be heard already from the little space between our faces that were both sweating cold but looks hot in redness.

"Would you dare to?" I said with my voice starting to get lower as I felt the air from his mouth touching my blushing cheeks.

He didn't spit any words but his cold hands gently crawled on my back and pulled my frozen body on him then...

One gentle kiss on my sweating forehead had been done.

*BADUMP *BADUMP *BADUMP

My eyes widened and my mind suddenly went blank for a moment with my ears hearing only the sound of my pounding heart.

"You aren't actually a loser… Aren't you?" I said as I stared back at his eyes with both my arms still resting at his shoulders.

I slowly loosen up my hands from touching his nape and attempted to remove his glasses from his deep cold eyes but he stopped me by holding my hand then he slowly stepped backwards. He put my hands down and silently turned around, took a step away from me and opened the bathroom door, leaving me without saying a single word. I touched my chest and felt my heart still pounding so hard from what he did. Then I just felt my knees shivering and weaker which made me sit down on the floor while starting to create puzzles in my mind.

"Just who exactly are you?"