My Star is a Loser

Denying Jealousy

*Alarm Clock sound

My eyes are still shut while reaching the alarm clock beside my bed. I shut it and glued my blurry eyes on the ceiling of my room which has Stars painted all over. It took me ten minutes till I decided to stand up, stretch my body slightly, and take a shower.

While looking in the mirror, I saw a different person. I saw my old self but I quickly stopped remembering. I don't want to see the old Kira. It was already in the past, it's over.

I put on my uniform, put my necktie in my pocket, and went straight to the garage.

"Let's go." I muttered while looking at the driver who seemed struggling while having an inspection on my car.

"I think there's a problem with the car ma'am, I tried earlier but it won't start"

Oh God, what a troublesome morning I have. The other cars are all out, used by my parents and other staff members. It seems that I have no choice but to commute for now. It's been so long since I last did that, Oh well, I don't have a choice.

"I will book for you ma'am" suggested by my driver.

"It's alright, just have my car fixed" says me, who's getting all annoyed so early in the morning.

I went outside the house, walking slowly while trying to book a ride. I'm getting pissed by now, the sun is attacking me. I tried to call Kim and Larra to pick me up but they couldn't, they'd already arrived at school. Argh! I hate this, my legs are getting tired from standing here. I suddenly think of Cy, he will pick me up for sure if I call him. But no, not Cy. I don't want to look like I'm taking advantage of him or something like that.

Thinking of someone to call, a shiny black car stopped right in front of me. I looked at it but I moved my eyes away, I'm afraid this is someone who has bad intentions in me.

The window started to get down then my eyes widened for a second as I saw who's inside.

"LOSER!?"

"Get in," He said, but without looking at me.

This situation is kind of awkward for the both of us, I can feel it. I don't know what exactly am I feeling right now. I feel tense, weird, but I also feel nice thinking that I would get to go to school with him.

"If you're just gonna stand there then I'm leaving" he said, trying to act like he was about to start the car.

I can't stand the heat while standing under the sun at this moment. I want to fight back with words but I just can't stand it anymore. This is no time for that, my skin is burning.

I started walking and went inside the car, in the front seat beside him. I didn't plan to sit here, but looking at those books in the back seat made me dizzy. Is he planning to build a library?

"What? Why aren't you starting the car?"

"Seatbelt" says him without giving me a look.

"Come on, Just drive" I mumbled while getting my lipstick on my bag.

I was about to apply it but Eiji pushed me and got his face so close to mine which made me stunned and froze up. His glasses were already bumping on my face as he reached the strap of the seatbelt beside me while not blinking, staring closely to my eyes.

*BADUMP *BADUMP *BADUMP

"Baka! I can do it myself." I said as I pushed him.

Pushing him back to his seat made his uniform to be painted by the lipstick that I was holding.

He looked at his uniform, then he looked at my hand that was holding a lipstick.

"It's not my fault," I said, trying to act so innocent. Then I breathe heavily, trying to calm my pounding heart.

He didn't show any care at all then he started to unbutton his uniform.

"What the hell do you think you're doing?" says me with my voice getting loud and stuttering.

He just looked at me while still unbuttoning and said, "People might think someone kissed me"