Gifted

Hey my name is amber I’m 16 years old I turn 17 in three days which is may 25 the day I graduate from high school secretly. You sees I’m a very smart girl I’ll be graduating with a 4.0 GPA I did it with out my parents knowing My father name is Rick he works at a job that he won’t tell me my mother died in front of me saving me from my father but that’s for a different story.My dad remarried to a wicked lady she has a daughter the same age as me. My life is missed up and confusing some times I wonder what my life will be dead. My stepsister has blond mid wavy hair, baby blue eyes and thin lips. My stepsister treats me like s**t she’s always spoiled she get what she want and when she wants. My sister loves to bully me tell what to like a dog which I hate she calls me a f*****g dog all the time and I get irritated. She’s a w***e and loves to go f**k man she does whatever she wants her mother treats her like a f*****g princess. I have long eyelashes two different color eyes that are unique a dark blue like purple and green eye like forest green. I’m 5’2 I’m rlly short i have Tan skin and I have long hair thats missed up dead ends and split ends I’m rlly skinny and bone. I look horrible. My father and stepmother abuses and s****l assaults me and torture me all the Time. The beating started when I was just 4 I knew I had no chance to survive this hell I would get beat if I don’t clean if I do t respond to them as “yes sir” “yes ma’am”. My stepsister I had to call her “yes princess” I hated calling them that but if I didn’t I’ll get wiped and beat they would break my bones and cut me with knifes but not to deep to kill me. I was usually bruised up and had open wounds. When I turn 8 my father and stepmother where doing the nasty on there bed when they called me to go get them water, as I went in the room I saw her hoping on fathers lap naked screaming and moaning I was shocked but I didn’t drop the water instead I turn to leave but I was stop by a loud growl that came from my father telling to stop, put the tray on the coffee stand and stand next to him. I knew that because he taught me to that or I’ll be beaten. As I was standing there I see that my stepmother still bouncing he kisses me and I gasp but that only made it worse he puts his tongue in my mouth he holds me still I tried to move over and over but he doesn’t budge instead I start crying which as he slaps me n I fall to the the ground as shocked I was he told me “don’t you think about disobeying me amber, come her I’m going to teach you about grow up things and u better shut the f**k up and don’t cry” as I get up I walk to him he tells me to sit on the floor patiently as I do he get up with my stepmom still bouncing on him he walks towards me tells me to lick her p***y and d**k I do want I’m told not knowing how to do it I licked up my fathers shaft and my stepmother p***y I do that for a while till my father pulls out of her while she screams and c*m, her legs shaking and her head thrown back. My father then put her on the bed while walking back to me he tells me to go ti my knees and to open I’m mouth. I don’t do it till he tells me again and again I don’t do it I j start crying again the third time he growled at me and slapped me. So I open my mouth and drop to my knees he puts his d**k and f***s my mouth moves out and In he thrust over and over i start gagging so he pulls out and then he puts it back in my my mouth. I’m just I’m my knees when my stepmother moves towed up and tells me to put my fingers in her as I do she starts rocking on the so she tells me to move hand but I don’t she says to do I still don’t compline till I got slapped on my cheek while still having my fathers d**k, he tells me ti do it so I do it. My father was about to c*m and he told me “when I c*m u better swallow it I don’t want to see a single drop” seconds later my stepmother cums on my hand she leaves to the restroom while my father still in my mouth n it starts hurting he finishes and then he tells me to leave and I do. I went to my room which is in a storage I get on my small bed and start crying not until I run to the bathroom and throw up my dads semen. I then get naked take a long hot shower while curled up in the corner crying and cutting my wrist to die. I cut my wrist but I didn’t die instead I start to cry harder I pray to the moon goddess why me? Why must I suffer? When can I be happy? I want to die why don’t u let me? I get no answer I get out the shower and get dressed I bandage my wrist went back to working.