Lilieth I return to my room as soon as I finish dinner. I don't linger for long. The fact that I finished my homework is a massive relief, and I can sleep earlier than I intended to. Resting has really helped me heal and recenter—I spent the entire first quarter awake and anxious on some days, wondering what would happen next. Now, I'm more patient. As impossible and unbelievable as it seems, I've changed. Evolved. Patience is the key to making it through this with a calm, healthy mind. I'm not afraid. That might be stupid, but it's the truth. I usually lock the door only when I'm about to sleep, but when I reach my bed and see a book on top of it, one I'm fairly sure I've never seen before hence was placed here by someone else, I make the decision to always keep my door locked

