Sam
Why do I have to be at this stupid party again, I don’t even remember how I even got dragged to this stupid thing. All I know is that everyone from my school is here and all the guys that are here are horny and all they want is to have a girl in their bed.
I am not about that stuff I don’t want to be that girl that a guy can think that is easy to get into bed. No girl is going to sleep with a guy and think that it’s cool.
Well you never know you might find that one girl who is super stupid and will find it cool to sleep with with one of these horn dogs. I just think that it’s plain stupid that boys at my school or even a t this party to think that it’s okay to f**k anything g that moves or even talks.
Guys in general are weird they can barely even talk to someone without screwing it up and talking weird like an i***t. Or maybe I’m just anti-social maybe it’s me. I’m one of those people that will watch every move that someone makes.
Maybe it’s because I have really bad trust issues maybe it’s because I have a bunch of things that have had happen to me when I was a young girl who knows. Maybe I’m just not right in the head like I once was.
Parties where never really my thing until my best friend decided to drag me to them, then I made more friends then I wasn’t called a loner anymore.
Trust me I didn’t mind being a loner I didn’t get a lot of attention I kinda liked it that way. But now that I have friends I tend to get into peoples drama. Which I don’t tend to get into their drama it’s just when it comes to abusive boyfriends I have to. I can’t let guys that abuse their girlfriends get away with it. No girl deserves that no matter what us girls always have to stick together.
Well pardon me I forgot to introduce myself my name is Sam. I am a goth girl who loves horror movies and don’t like big crowds as I told you I am a loser. Nobody ever talks to me they always try and avoid me. Boys always avoid me because of my strange behavior.
The reason why I am so anti-social is because abuse my parents died when I was three. My parents got into a car accident on their way to a fancy dinner. Now I live with my grandmother.
My grandfather died of cancer two years ago. My grandmother is still grieving over his death I really don’t blame her, my grandfather was her true love. I hope that one day I find my one and true love.
But all I can keep doing is dreaming about my true love. But after the death of my grandfather I have been super sad and that’s why I chose to go goth.
One day I will be something great and do good. Everything changes when the new kid showed up.
That kid showed up out of nowhere I have no clue where he even came from. When I showed up to school from the weekend, he was in the hallways he tried to talk to me but I wouldn’t give him a time in the day. He seemed like a good kid but I can’t get attached to something that could just disappear. My phone started ringing, I picked it up.
“Hey girl what you doing,” sage said with her little quirky voice.
Sage is my best friend she has been there for me through thick and thin.
“Oh nothing, why what’s going on,” I asked?
“I wanted to see if you wanted to go to Joe’s party,” she said.
“Another party sage really,” I said.
“Yes Sam another party, are you coming or not,” sage said.
“Yeah I guess I’ll be going,” I said.
“Okay good,” Sage said.
“Well I am going to let you go, I’ll see you tonight alright Sage,” I said.
“Alrighty I’ll see you tonight girl,” Sage said.
I hung up the phone hoping that nobody else will call me tonight. I need to get ready for this party that was super last minute. As I got ready I start to put some music on so I have something to listen to while I get ready.
As always I put some Five Finger Death Punch on and start jamming out. I put some makeup on and I put a skirt on and a crop top on. I took one last look at myself, then walked out the door.
Joe is Sages boyfriend he always throws the parties it doesn’t help that he is captain of the football team. So he has to be one of the cool people so he has to keep his reputation up, but he does have to do it away from the school so he. An at least get into a good college.