Sam
When I got home I couldn’t help but to think about Jake and our long talk and walk. It was nice taking to him about a lot, I couldn’t bring myself to talk about my parents. I couldn’t bring myself to talk about my grandfather cancer. I don’t want Jake to find out that I am a freak right away.
I need to give it time before I tell him all of that. I need to give it a little more time, plus I want to get to know him first before diving into something too serious.
I looked at the clock 1:00 in the morning oh boy I better get to bed before I regret not going to bed. I got into my bed and got super cozy, I tried drifting off to sleep but I couldn’t for some reason, but then I dozed off.
The Next Morning
My alarm went off, I got up and turned off my alarm. I went to the bathroom and I turned on some In This Moment so I could get ready for the day. I hoped in the shower and did my business I hoped out of the shower, I got dressed and opened the door so the steam could go out and let the mirror unfog.
The mirror got unfitted and I went back in the bathroom. I started to do my makeup this time I decided to do glam instead of my usual goth style. Today I decided to change up my style as well.
If I don’t like it, then I can just change it right back. It’s just a style right, who knows maybe somebody will talk to me instead of ignore me. Maybe for once I will be accepted into peoples groups. This is just an experiment that’s it.
I got done getting ready, I went downstairs where my grandmother is cooking breakfast.
“Well good morning sweetheart,” grandma said with a little excitement in her voice.
“Good morning grandma,” I said.
“So what made you change your style sweetheart,” grandma said.
“Just a little experiment that’s I am trying out,” I said.
“Well I like it, I mean I like your other style as well, but this style brings out your beautiful eyes sweetheart,” my grandmother said.
“Grandma I am just trying something new, that I might put into my routine once in a while,” I said with confidence.
“Well okay sweetheart whatever you want and remember you and I are going out tonight,” my grandmother said.
“Oh yes, I almost forgot. Thank you for reminding me,” I said.
“Of course sweetie,” grandma said.
I ate breakfast and headed out the door. There is Sage with her ford mustang, she had to drive that car out of all the ones that she owns. I got into her car of course she is listening to her very girly music.
We got to the school, why did Joe plan a party on a school night. He really is trying to ruin his reputation and everyone else’s god.
I walked into school with a good attitude I got to my locker and I could feel someone staring at me. I looked around and everyone kept staring at me.