Chapter 1
I've just awoken in my bed. Cullen was in tears. I could also feel the wound in my neck. For the first time, I am terrified of my boyfriend.
"I'm so sorry, baby, I didn't mean to hurt you earlier," he said, but I pushed him away.
"Sino ka ba talaga Cullen at ano kaba talaga?"
"Yara, I've been meaning to tell you for a long time that I'm afraid you'll find out I'm a vampire, so please stay away from me. I don't want to lose you to me, please baby."
"Ayoko! Hindi ko gusto makasama ang tulad mo di kita gusto makita. Isa kang halimaw!"
Nagiba naman ang kulay ng mga mata niya naging kulay itim.
Ako si Yara Echeveria dito magsisimula ang kwento ko sa mga bampira.
5 hours later.....
"Will Cullen come and get you, Yara? Will Mika and I accompany you? Bea inquired.
"Just come with us, Yara doesn't look like Cullen will pick you up, and then what time is it?" Mika added.
Only Mika and Bia became my friends during my high school years. I'm also not very good at making new friends. I'm shy and quiet because I'm the opposite of Cullen, who is funny and always smiles, contrary to what others say. Cullen is five years gap to my age.
Uwian naman at wala pa yung magaling ko boyfriend ang sabi niya susunduin niya raw ako pagkatapos ng work niya hangga ngayon wala pa siya.
"Thanks Bea at Mika pero susunduin ako ni Cullen matatagalan lang siya nang 10 minutes."
"Okay ka lang girl? Isang oras na siya late kaya tara na Yara." Hinila ang kamay ko ni Mika pagsakay sa kotse nila. Yung sasakay na ako agad naman dumating si Cullen.
"Hep! Hep! Sakin sasabay si Yara."
Bumulong ako sakanya. "Bakit ang tagal mo kase?"
"I'm so sorry baby."Bulong niya sakin."Mika at Bia pwede ba akin naman girlfriend ko ilang araw niyo na tinatakas sakin si Yara."
"Ang tagal tagal mo kase Cullen namuti na mata ni Yara wala kapa." Sabi ni Bea.
"Kasalanan ba namin laging ka late?"Sabi ni Mika.
"Hindi naman kulay puti. Kulay berde parin. Dumating naman ako kaso wala na kayo. Kaya pwede sakin naman si Yara please.."
Kulay berde ang mga mata ko at kay Cullen naman ash gray.
"Sige na! Sayo na si Yara baka umiyak ka pa ng dugo." Sabi ni Bia.
"Ingatan mo si Yara nako patay ka samin pag napahamak yung kaibigan namin. Sige na Yara una na kami ni Mika."Sabi ni Mika. Niyakap nila ako at sumakay na sila sa kotse.
"Bakit ka naman late?"
"I'm so sorry baby talaga busy lang talaga sa work pero babawin ako ngayon promise kahit saan tayo magpunta okay lang sakin."
"Talaga baby. Sige kain tayo sa favorite ko."
"Saan sa Jollibee."
"Yup."
He scratched his brow furiously. Every time we go to Jollibee, people stare at us and even ask if we're married, to which he simply replies, "Yes." I frequently order chicken joy, fries, and a sundae. When he sees me smile, he knows we're fine and I don't have anything to offer him.
I was eating and he was staring at me.
"Bakit di ka pa kumakain. Cullen umayos ka nga! Nakakahiya."
"Bakit sobrang ganda mo baby. I can't imagine my life without you."
My cheeks flushed, and he burst out laughing.
"Baby, you're so cute, when you blushed, and your cheeks turned into red tomatoes."
"Tskk bwisit ka talaga."
Walang ginagawa si Cullen kundi asarin ako. Hangga umuwi na kami ng bahay medyo late din. Hindi ko nang rin siya pinauwi.
Nag-aayos na ako gamit ng di ko sinasadyang mabasag yung vase pupulutin ko sana kaso nakakita ako ng dugo. Nung nilapitaan ako ni Cullen ang mga mata niya nagiba ang kulay ng mga niya naging kulay pula.
"Cu- cullen?" Nilapitaan niya ako parang gutom na gutom at kinagat niya ako sa leeg.
I've just awoken in my bed. Cullen was in tears. I could also feel the wound in my neck. For the first time, I am terrified of my boyfriend.
"I'm so sorry, baby, I didn't mean to hurt you earlier," he said, but I pushed him away.
"Sino ka ba talaga Cullen at ano kaba talaga?"
"Yara, I've been meaning to tell you for a long time that I'm afraid you'll find out I'm a vampire, so please stay away from me. I don't want to lose you to me, please baby."
"Ayoko! Hindi ko gusto makasama ang tulad mo di kita gusto makita. Isa kang halimaw!"
Nagiba naman ang kulay ng mga mata niya naging kulay itim.
Lumapit siya sakin at hinawakan niya mga kamay niya.
"You can't leave me Yara, you're just mine! You're my property!" He kissed me passionately.
I was terrified. The Cullen I knew morphed into a different person or monster from the man I knew and loved.
"Bitawan mo ko! Bitawan mo ko halimaw ka!"
"Isn't it a monster? I can show you a real monster!"
I tried to flee from him, but I couldn't because he was so strong and fast that I didn't realize my hands were tied. He ripped my clothes. I couldn't help but cry and beg her.
"Please, Cullen, do not do this to me."
As if he hadn't heard anything, he went about his business. He kissed one of my breasts while holding the other.
"Ahh uggh Cullen. Please Stop it."
He then took a dildo and repeatedly inserted it inside me. He tied one of my legs while holding the other. As he inserted the dildo he was holding, he licked my pearl.
"Please, that's all..."
"You're drenched, baby."
He removed his pants. I noticed his weapon.
He stabbed his weapon into my pearl with ferocity. I could also feel my pearl tear. At those times, I just cried. He didn't stop until he was exhausted.
Bigla nagbago ang mga mata niya bumalik sa normal.
"I'm so sorry baby, I didn't mean to," he'd say as he gripped the straps around my feet and hands.
"Please, Cullen, go away and don't show that to me because it's cutting off whatever is between us from now on."
He vanished like a bubble, even when Cullen didn't show up for me, and I forgot about everything that bothered us until Cullen r***d me, but before he knew everything, I decided to hide from him, and it was a good thing that Bea and Mika were there to help me.
5 years later..
"Caleb anak! Let's go! Malalate kana sa school."
"Mommy wait lang po pababa na."
Si Caleb Echeveria ang anak ko kay Cullen . Namana niya ang mata kulay ash gray sa papa niya mga mata naman sakin at ilong. May manipis na labi at makapal ang kilay. Sabi ng mga teacher niya kung may ibang lahi ba si Caleb sabi ko na lang pinaglihi ko siya sa mata ng pusa.
"Ang bagal mo naman gumayak anak para ka babae."
"Mommy lalake kaya ako but I have femme side."
"Oo na lang tara na anak malate ka naman."
Grade 1 na si Caleb ngayon at ako naman secretary ni Mika. Si Mika nang kase nagmanage ng company nila. Malaki pasasalamat ko sa magulang ni Mika dahil noong nalaman ng mga magulang ko na buntis ako. Pinalayas nila ako bahay at ang pamilya ni Mika. Nagtratrabaho ako sa Han Empire .
"Ang aga naman natin Ms. Echeveria."
"Yes Ms.Mika kailangan para sa anak ko."
Maaga talaga ako pumasok ng office wala pa si Mika nasa desk na ako. Kailangan ko maunahan pumasok si Ms. Mika.
"Lokaret Mika na lang tawag mo sakin pag tayong dalawa lang parang hindi naman tayo friends. By the way ayaw mo ba talaga bumalik sa pamilya mo. I heard na yung Tita Danielle mo nagmamange na company niyo diba gahaman niyo sa pera?"
"Hayaan mo sila choice nila si Tita Danielle ang mapatakbo ng company nila."
"Hmm Yara nasa Pilipinas na pala si Cullen at alam niya sakin ka nagtratrabaho but don't worry hindi niya alam may anak kayo."
"Ilang taon na ako nagtatago kay Cullen at saka muhkang wala naman siyang alam sa lahat nanyare. Unless kung sinabi mo."
"Hindi wala ako sinabi. Okay din na nakamoveon kana kay Cullen dahil may meeting ako sakanya mamaya at kasama kita."
"Okay anong oras?"
"6pm sharp. Kasama niya rin yung new girlfriend niya."
Tumango na lang ako at nagpatuloy sa ginagawa ko. May halong kaba at takot nararamdam ko hindi pa totally nawawala yung truama ko noon sa nanyare samin tanging si Mika lang may alam na lahat.
Hangga dumating na yung oras kinakatakutan ko. Magkaharap kami ni Cullen.
"Yara okay lang talaga kung di kapa ready pwede kana umuwi sasabihin ko na lang may emergency ka."
"No Mika kaya ko naman."
Naghintay kami ni Mika sa isang Cafe inagahan talaga namin dahil ayaw rin ni Mika nalalate kahit siya yung bibigyan ng proposal. Dumating na si Cullen at kasama niya si Bea. Si Bea ang pinalit niya sakin impossible dahil alam ko di type ni Bea si Cullen.
"I'm so sorry Ms. Han ako may proposal pero ako pa yung late. By the way, I'm Cullen Monterosa my secretary/ girlfriend."
"No. It's okay and don't be formal dahil matagal naman tayo magkakilala. Hi Bea! I thought kasama si Nico my ex boyfriend na inagaw mo. Don't worry the transaction not affect to our past issues right Yara?"
"Yes Ms. Mika."
5 years ago may boyfriend si Mika . Ang pangalan niya si Nico . Almost 3 years na sila at nagulat na lang ako nang malaman namin na may kabit si Nico at ang masakit si Bea ang best friend namin.
Nagusap na sila about sa business pero habang nagsasalita si Cullen nakatingin lang siya sakin.
"That's it. Mr. Monterosa kakausapin kana lang ng secretary ko kung nag decide na ako."
"Well thanks Ms. Han. Can a go to comfort room kanina pa kase nagwawala yung mga pops ko."
"Hindi ka parin nagbabago Cullen katulad ka parin ng dati."
Umalis na si Cullen at kaming tatlong na lang natira sa table dama mo yung intense.
"So pagkatapos kay Nico kay Cullen naman sabagay sanay ka sa tira tira pagkain." Sabi ni Mika.
"You don't know the whole story Mika so don't judge me."
"I won't judge you. I just saying the fact."
"Really?"
"Ehem! Can I excuse myself."
Tumango lang ako.
I went to the restroom to clean up. Cullen walked in unexpectedly, and luckily no one was there. He kissed me as he pushed me up against the wall. I shoved and slapped him.
"Bastos!"
"I miss you baby."
"Kapal mo din non girlfriend mona si Bea tapos nilalandi mo pa ako. Hindi ko pa nakakalimutan ginagawa mo 5 years ago."
"I'm so sorry matagal kona pinagbayaran ang lahat lahat ginawa ko sayo. Please forgive me Yara."
Hindi ako nakinig at lumabas na ako ng pinto natigilan ako maglakad.
"How about my son kailan mo siya papakilala sakin." Humarap ako sakanya.
"Walang ka anak Cullen you're a monster and I don't want my son to know about his father."
Tumahimik lang siya at nagtuloy tuloy na ako maglakad. Umalis na kami ni Mika dahil kay Bea. Habang nasa daan kami nag rant si Mika.
"That girl!! Alam mo ba tinagi niya lahat na kabit siya si Nico. Ang sabi niya pa si Sandra ang kabit ni Nico yung twin sister niya."
"May point naman si Bea dahil magkamuhka naman sila ni Sandra."
"I know Yara na si Bea ang nahuli ko ng gabi malaman ko may kabit si Nico. By the way anong nanyare sa comfort room?"
"Ayun alam na ni Cullen tungkol kay Caleb."
"Anong plano mo?"
"Wala pa muhkang wala naman siyang plano agawin ang anak ko."
Hinatid na ako ni Mika sa bahay . Nakita ko anak ko nasa sala maghihitay at nanood ng tv.
"Late ka naman umuwi mommy."
"I'm so sorry na baby kailangan magwork ni mommy para sa future mo." Kiss ko lang siya sa noo.
"Tapos magagalit ka bukas bakit late ako sa school napupuyat po ako kahihintay sainyo."
"Sorry na Caleb. Ang mabuti pa matulog kana at pagkauwi mo kakain tayo sa Jollibee."
"Yes!!"
Umakyat na siya ng kwarto upang matulog.
Hindi ko hahayaan mawala si Caleb sakin.