In love and war

I really need to find me some work before i go crazy it has been two good years since after college and im still at home doing nothing, submitting resumes everywhere i could get a break........its tough out there but its worst when my parents make me feel worthless because i dont bring an income at home Liza has been spending lot of time trying to find any work just to have something to do so she could be away from 'hey i was thinking if i could go with you to rugby practice sometime'...... Liza called her high school male friend who was the biggest supporter of rugby game so was Liza and she need to go out of the house before going crazy Ivan.....'ill come pick you up tomorrow after 1pm' he reply over the line but Liza wanted them to meet at the stadium '.... Ok let meet at 2pm then at gate 1 the main gate' 'ok cool see you tomorrow....' Phweeew i must really get out more often maybe ill get lucky sitting at home and playing made to my parents and siblings wont get me a job besides i have mastered taking care of everyone i could do this in few hours and have some hours to myself before they get back from work...... Liza thought to herself as she gave a faint smile to the universe thinking about her life Liza was a township girl who finished finished school went to college passed and couldn't find work most probably she was reserved and shy.......mom always told me to keep to myself noone wanted to my opinion mostly my voice.... Where Liza came from was different she was always told not to talk when people are around, everytime she wanted to show her emotions she was told she is seeking attention and dramatic I cannot believe you could embarass me like that child in front my friends..... Liza's mother 'Sanna' said after her friends had left their house for a visit Liza had sat through out her mother's conversation with her friends as she was expected to be invisible as always ..... ''Where was i supposed to go' she said out loud with realizing so as she chuckled with a frown on her face Liza was always made to feel bad about anything which is everything she tried so hard to stay positive but being home was just too depressing for her even when she had to go somewhere with her friends she had to lie at home otherwise she will never hear the end of it, job hunting was her best lie and its the only thing seemed to make them not question her absence and the reasons she came back home late im the evenings Otherside 'Stefan hurry we will be late of our practice'.... Morne shouted outside the waiting for his friend who was still sleeping because of late night early morning clubbing with his sister and their mutual friends '.... No man you don't have to shout this loud im sure Jesus can hear'..... He laughed as he walked out with his practice bag with his boots over his shoulder and water on the other hand "howzit bro"(how are you brother)...... "lekker(well) and you....."? "sure"....... "you ready?" "yeah sure" Stefan said with his breath through his teeth as walk into their car to the rugby practice Stefan and Morne we best of friends and playing for the same provincial team they were at the peak of their game and doing great as they were scouted for the national rugby team Rugby game is one of the biggest game sports in South Africa