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EMILY’S POV.
I paced up and down in my room after returning from work. John was still ignoring me, and it made me feel he had something up his sleeve.
Going to court made me feel worried? Wouldn’t it have to be made public? Was Lucas sure he was making the best decision? Wouldn’t negotiating with John be better? What if we lost the case? John was a man with lots of connections. He knew thousands of people everywhere.
Lucas wouldn’t bribe anyone, but I couldn’t trust John not to. What if everything became even worse?
Eventually, I fell back on my bed, not wanting to give way to my worries, but fresh ones came, decorating my mind in their blue and grey patterns.
What if we managed to get divorced, and I finished the years I owed him, and I left only to discover something about the
