UNBREAKABLE (walls and love)

Chapter 9

It's been a week since the divorce was finalized,my cousin is now left with the two kids to take care of as their father couldn't care less.I need to call Jayson,I miss him a lot, we've been apart for days and it's all my fault. I can't control it, it's impulsive, cutting people off but I've calmed down now and I just need to hear his voice.

It ringed three times then he picked.

“princess"came his husky voice and God I've missed his voice.“Hi jay ”i replied but before I could say anything he ended the call.He is definitely mad at me, I've f****d up badly.

A message popped up on my screen.“You're coming over,no buts "it read.I released a tensed breath I didn't know I was holding,it was from jay and am definitely going.Time to get ready.

“I'm going out" I said to the people in the living room,Hope,mum and another relative from God knows where and like the rest she doesn't like me.Her name is Morgana,I know right like the lady Morgana in Merlin only this one is not as pretty or graceful just plain wicked.

”You've not been at your house for weeks and have not been picking anyone's call,you got us all worried I just hope you weren't busy selling your body while we've been here worrying "said Morgana and no I wasn't having any of this.I was about speaking when I was interrupted

"I always knew she had it in her,I saw how you always eyed my hus....ex husband dear cousin so wouldn't you like to tell your mum your whereabouts " Hope said looking me in the eyes.

To say I'm surprised is a big understatement,I am disappointed,wait what. After all I've done, standing up for her.wow.I looked at my mum expecting her to say something but as the people pleaser that she is she said nothing.

I stood there shocked fighting inside of me with all I've got to not show any emotion on the surface but this hurt so in a split second the pain showed on the surface just disappeared quickly.I am more than this.

Well good riddance to bad rubbish,I said to my myself,I won't let them break me.“If you must know,I was at the hospital all along, because I underwent an appendicitis operation"I said casually while raising my shirt to show them the stitch on my stomach.Without waiting for a reply,I left the house.

All through the ride to Jay's house,I mustered all the courage to not cry because I know if if I did,I won't be able to hide it later so I didn't.

Standing in front of his house,I took a deep breath, managing to put on a fake smile as I knocked on the door.Seconds later,the door opened revealing the only person that gave me peace.