Tom P.O.V.
Her birthday was coming up in 2 days, and I couldn't pinpoint what I was feeling. On Sunday things broke down between us. Again. We kept drifting around each other unable to get along. When one of us would take a step forward, the other would back off. I felt like we were constantly hurting each other without knowing what. Earlier in the week I tried to talk to her, but she ignored me. It was hard to explain why I kept getting so upset with her, so I also decided not to talk to her until I figured things out for myself. There were many conflicting feelings swirling inside me: anger, joy, jealousy, lust, love... "What the f**k?" I didn't understand myself. I couldn't love her. She was going to meet the love of her life in 2 days, and I was going to stand by, clap, smile and alwa
