Scars To his beautiful

the beauty to his Beast

**Alexander’s P.O.V :**

I woke up to the annoying sound of my bestfriend yelling my name , WHY can’t he wake me up like normal people do ?

“ ALEEEEC !! wake your ass up “ he said walking into my room

“ugh! I really should change my locks or something ” i murmured to myself , I looked over at the clock , “ 9 AM? U had nothing better to do at 9am? I guess u really wanted to die today , huh?”

“well, my darling boy,u can’t kill me just because I woke u up ” he said with a disgustingly sweet voice

“ too late ! I already decided how “ I smiled wickedly

“ oh no ! I hate that smile “ he said backing up slowly

“ u hate when I smile “I said feigning sadness

“ no , just this particular one that u have on when u’re up to no good, I’m OUTTA  HERE! “ he said running off

“  U CAN RUN but U CAN’T HIDE FROM ME Elias , just u wait when I get my hands on u ,u’re soo dead “ I said laughing like a Disney villain , not that I’d to anything to him I’m too lazy to actually chase after him but he doesn’t need to know that .

I got off my bed , took a shower , picked a dark grey hoodie and some black jeans and some black sneakers , put them on and sprayed some perfume , styled my hair , grabbed my keys then walked downstairs .

“ would it kill u to wear something colorful, or at least not look like the embodiment of a dark gloomy night all the time ?” said Elias as he eats cookies he grabbed from the pantry .

He was the opposite of me : he was your usual college student , spontaneous, fun , he got along with everybody.Overall his happiness was contagious.

 Most people didn’t understand how we got along in the first place .he was wearing a pink sweater , paired with light blue ripped jeans and some pink Air jordans .

“ says the Tooth fairy ! “ I said laughing lightly 

“well at least I don’t look like the dude from ‘I, Frankenstein’ “ he replied laughing .

“ that was a good one “ I said shaking my head , “ let’s go, we’re heading to campus right ?”

“ Yup,we have a seminar this morning remember ?altough u don’t attend most of them this one’s important ,that’s why my great self decided to risk my life and wake u up ” he announced very dramatically .

“thank you , Oh great sir . your sacrifice won’t go to waste “I replied bowing my head equally as dramatic as him .

We got each in his own car and drove off to campus . We parked , got out  and headed for the conference room .

As soon as I stepped on campus , I was reminded why I skipped classes quite often : the looks , the whispers .

Some were giving me the scared look , some hatred , but the ones I hated the most were those of pity . I pulled my hood over my head to hide the scar on my neck and kept walking .

Thankfully , none of them ever had the courage to approach me, my reputation scared them off .But , I could still hear them talking amongst themselves as I walked by .

I tend to either ignore them , or just glare until the scurry away .

As we walked into the conference room , all the noise died down , I could tell they were all shocked that I’m actually attending .

“ I still don’t know how they find u intimidating? I mean look at those cute blue eyes , It’s probably the I,Frankenstein look , told u u should wear light colors “ Rambled Elias asking and answering his own question as usual.

“Well u see , not everyone is as Brave and stupid as the guy who befriends the beast , no offence “

I’ve always hated that nickname ,I guess it’s my fault for trying to intimidate everybody away , cause I wanted to avoid the part where they get too close and start asking stuff I don’t wanna answer, or don’t have the answers to.

“ none taken bro , at least u have a cool nickname , who would like to be called Happy virus ? “ he replied sounding kinda annoyed at the end.

“ well, if u ask me it suits u perfectly “

“ I mean u’re not wrong , but I still don’t like it “ he uttered.

We walked towards the seat in the back and sat down .

The professor walked in and started the debate . I couldn’t focus at all, the mentioning of that horrible nickname triggered memories of the real Monster I call Dad .

It’s not like I forgot about him in the first place . How could i? he made my life a living hell for 11 years.

The first “accident” was his fault ,but he would never admit it . It was back when my mom was still with us , they were fighting as usual , but this time something was different I saw my dad pick up something and throw it towards my mom, my 6 year old self panicked and jumped in front of her and was his with a glass bottle that shattered and  left a huge wound of scattered pieces of glass on my neck , arm and side .

After I finally got out of the hospital , my mom had the same look I so despise now : Pity . My dad brushed it off as an accident thanks to his influential job , the police didn’t look much into it , or any of the scars I got after those ones . afterall that asshole of a dad of mine , blamed them all on the “Fights” I tend to get into a lot  .

My mom left soon after that , on my 7th birthday , she just couldn’t take anymore of his temper and it only gotten worse after that .

I knew I wanted to leave that hell hole as soon as possible ,so when I turned 15 , I started jobs as a freelancer. One of them payed back big time. and when I turned 18, i had enough money to get my own house ,so i moved out , fueled by Hatred and self preservation.

**TIME SKIP AFTER THE SEMINAR:**

This seminar took longer than I expected , not that listened to any of it .It was already evening , I decided to go to my secret place to clear my mind .

I drove out to the closest Tacobell , grabbed something to eat then went to a 7-eleven near by to pick up some snacks , energy drinks and beer .

I got everything I needed and drove off to my spot.

As I got closer to the cliff , I noticed another car there , I parked my car and got out . I could see the figure of a girl with long hair , but I could see her face cause her back was turned towards me .

I could hear sniffles , I thought to myself “ Is she okay? Should I ask if she wanted help ?”

NO dumbass ,u’ll just scare her ,it’s the middle of nowhere , it’s gonna get dark soon , u look like a character from a scary movie .

I decided to just go back to my car ,looking back at the girl one last time , i saw her pull her legs up and lay her head on them hugging herself .

I couldn’t just leave her there , what if she needed help .

What should I say ? “ are you okey miss? … no I sound like a guy from the 19th century … Do u need anything ? … oh Come on ! what are u , a server at a restaurant ? … umm think Alec Think.i Gave up arguing with my inner voice and approached the girl’s car slowly not to startle her .

“Umm, is everything okay? Do u need help or something ?” I said trying to sound as unthreatening as possible . she squealed and turned around in a hurry .

GREAT WORK dickhead ! u scared her , happy now? She probably thinks u’re a psychopath .

I could see her wiping her eyes quickly ,she looked at me with a half scared , half embarrassed  expression .

“ Umm, i- I’m okay, I don’t  need any help or anything , thanks tho” she said kinda panicking , her eyes were looking my way but didn’t quite focus on me .

WELL DUH~ she’s uncomfortable , just walk away and leave her alone man .she’s gonna call the cops and u will end up in jail and u didn’t even get close.

“ I can tell that u’re not Okay princess, I mean “ Crying in a secluded area” doesn’t say “I’m okay’ to me “ I replied

 I could tell she was getting kinda annoyed cause she turned and looked away ,” Well, even if I wasn’t okay , why would I need help from a complete stranger ?you could be  a serial killer for all I know “ she said.

Apparently her own words scared her , I could tall by the panicked movement to get off the car as soon as possible .

I held my arms up in surrender “ WOAH! Calm down princess,I’m not gonna hurt u ,or anything like that.This place is Umm- my secret hideout too,I come here to clear my mind or think about…things” I said not wanting to get into details of how messed up my life is .

She looked down still not facing me “ umm- that’s what I needed too” she muttered quietly , that I almost couldn’t hear her .

Well you should leave her to it then , just go home . She clearly needs the spot more than you do, argued my inner voice again.

“well I don’t wanna make you uncomfortable so , I’m gonna go back , Laters princess” I said walking away towards my car.

Until I heared her voice :”Umm- u can stay , sit next to me if u want. I feel kinda bad for taking your hideout “ she said looking me , but I was kinda far from her so I still couldn’t quite see her face clearly .

“ are you sure ? and u don’t have to feel bad it’s not like I own the place “ i said laughing lightly . I realized I still had my hood on and she probably couldn’t see my face too and that could be what’s scaring her so I took it off  .

“umm, yeah I don’t mind , u don’t seem like a serial killer now that you took the hood off “ she said laughing back .

It didn’t sound fake either, she sounded very adorable , so I got a bit closer to her to see her face , part of me wanted to see her face , the other part wanted to make sure she isn’t scared of me first .

HAHA! She will freak out as soon as she sees that god forsaken scar on your neck . I mean everyone else is scared of u why would she be any different?  , said my inner voice sarcastically .

I ignored it and looked down at her to see the most adorable girl I’ve ever seen . she had big Doe hazel eyes filled with tears , she had a bit of makeup smuged under her eyes , but that didn’t make her any less adorable .

She had long brown hair , and caramel tan skin , plump pink lips , and puffed cute cheeks .

She was no stranger tho , I knew who she was . Of course I did . Everybody knew her name :Emilia Campbell, they all wanted to get close to her .

She was the cheerful beauty on campus . but I could only see her from afar .We lived in too different worlds, but everytime I saw her , it was like she was surrounded by happiness . she was like a ray of sunshine lighting up my dark gloomy heart .

COME ON man! U know u can never have her .don’t start giving yourself false hopes and dreams now .

I snapped out of my daze , hoping I didn’t stare for too long . I focused my eyes on her to find her checking me out .

Was she actually chechking me out? She didn’t look at me with fear , or pity , she was looking at me like she liked what she saw ; there’s no way , is there?

NO … there is no way, u’re probably just imagining it …

I cleared my throat , and she snapped out of it , she then blushed profusely , but kept looking straight into my eyes .

No one ever does that, they all look at my feet or just avoid looking in my direction at all. And she blushed? I mean that was adorable , but was she embarrassed because I caught her starting ?that means she was in fact checking me out ,right?

Well that gave my ego a little boost , I could feel myself smirk a bit, or was it a smile? I don’t know

She quickly covered her cheeks with her hands and turned her face away from me, Okay That was Adorable, she looks so innocent , and that gives me a weird overprotective urge over her , amongst other things I don’t wanna think about now …

“ okey  princess , lemme grab the snacks from my car real quick then “ i said walking back to my car laughing a bit , it’s been a long time since I laughed around anyone other than Elias .

I grabbed the 7-eleven bag and headed back towards her .

I sat down on the hood of her car next to her, but keeping a safe distance not to make her uncomfortable .

Well at least she doesn’t seem that scared of me anymore , nor did she scoot away from me . that’s a good sign right?

 “ here , sweets and junk food always seems to cheer me up you can take which ever ones u prefer“ i said opening the bag towards her .

I hope she doesn’t think I drugged them or something !

She doesn’t even know your name , of course she won’t take snacks from u dipshit .

Oh s**t , I Didn’t even introduce myself , and had a hood on my head , no wonder she was scared ! Ugh , I’m such an i***t.

“ my name’s Alexander by the way , you can call me Alec for short” I said .

Thank god , she doesn’t know about my reputation , that would’ve terrified her even more .

“umm, I’m Emilia ,u can call me Emy or lia or whatever u like, thanks for the snacks by the way “she introduced herself back with a small smile.

I was debating whether or not to tell her that I knew who she was ?  I mean wouldn’t knowing that we attend the same college put her at ease a bit , right?

She grabbed a pack of m&ms from the bag and thanked me again.She’s too nice forher own good.i decided to just tell her , if it scared her or something she’ll just push me away or something .

Look at the bright side , it would spare you the heart break later. It’s gonna hurt none the less tho.

Ugh, here goes nothing . “ you’re very welcome princess , and i- I know who u are , I’ve seen u a few times on campus “ i said kinda nervously .

The expression on her face changed immediately :she paled ,and I could see the panic in her eyes .But somehow I could tell ot wasn’t because she thought I was a stalker - Thankfully- she looked as if she looked scared I would expose her or something ? I mean what would even expose , I don’t know anything…I had to say something to ensure her I wouldn’t :

“ don’t worry , I won’t say a thing , not that I know anything to begin with .I- I don’t really get along with anyone one campus either so “

Oh no , That didn’t sound Pathetic enough , try something else to make her thinku’re more of a loser than she already does now .

What else could I say ? that’s the only way she’ll feel safe around me .

She was staring at me , so I masked the mixed emotions going inside me with an expressionless , cold façade .

“ I um- I’d really appreciate it if you didn’t .” she said looking down at her lap.

I really wanna hug her right now , and tell her everything will be okey , but she’s already scared of me .

What cold be troubling her tho ? could it be some guy?

Why does that thought piss me off ? it has nothing to do with me, it’s not like she’s mine or anything .

Snap out of it , you act be possessive of her , she just met you today and is probably still SCARED of u !!

“ don’t worry princess , your secrets are safe with me .if you decide to tell me that is “ I said giving her an assuring look .

She looked at me hesitantly , like she wasn’t sure whether or not to tell me what’s troubling her.

“ I – I …. I’m not sure if I should say this .Fuck,I’ll say it anyway… I caught my dad cheating on my mom 2 weeks ago, I – I didn’t know what to do , I decided to tell her but when it came down to it I just couldn’t , How could he do that to us ? he has a wife and 3 kids , I mean he and my mom were highschool sweethearts and everything . If I didn’t see him with my eyes I wouldn’t have believe it “she said as tears streamed down her cheeks again .

Great , u made her cry again ! Bravo …well atleast try to comfort her a bit dumbass …

“ that- that sounds awful princess, I’m so sorry you had to find out that way “ i said while wiping the tears off her cheeks  . Well, that had an opposite effect , it only made her cry harder…

FUCK IT! I’m hugging her , I can’t just keep looking at her crying .

I swiftly pulled her against my chest ,embracing her as she kept crying .I didn’t really know how to comfort a crying girl , so I was just winging it and hoping for the best.

I kept rubbing her back or her hair , hoping she doesn’t hate the fact that I’m touching her . But I mean the fact that she didn’t push me away proves she doesn’t .

She snuggles closer to me , and I know it shouldn’t , but that action warms my heart .

U CAN’T fall for her , come on my dude , u know better than this . U’re already in over ur head . This is gonna hurt and u know it .

I still didn’t care and hugged her tighter against me.it felt so good to hold her I didn’t wanna let go at all. She made me feel whole , This just feels Right .

 Her cries eventually died down , and became sniffles , she put her hand against my chest and pushed her self a bit , I guessed she wanted to sit by herself .

I was looking at her face to check if she’s okay , and handed her a tissue to wipe her tears and makeup .

She looked over to my chest where her head was laid , and she immediately panicked : “oh my god , I’m sooo so sorry about your shirt , I didn’t mean to dirty it i- I …” she rambled ,grabbed another tissue and then proceeded to wipe the stain on my chest .

Don’t THINK about her hands on your chest , this is DEFINETELY not the right time to get a b***r . well she’s not making it any easier for me .

Man I just wanna kiss her , I wanna make her mine.

Dammit , I know it’s not possible but still … but she makes me feel things , things no one other than her can , she makes me want to protect her , kiss her , make her mine … that would be perfect but NO I have to control myself …

“ if’s fine, it’s fine princess .It’s just a hoodie u don’t have to apologize . I can just throw it in the washing machine later. More importantly , do u feel any better” i said loking at her eyes , I could see so much emotion going in them .

She smiled at me , looking straight into my eyes again and simply said “ Thank you” , those two words held so much appreaciation , and her smile was genuine that I couldn’t stop that huge grin that appeared on my face .

We started talking about random things , as we eat snacks , completely ignoring the time as it glides by quickly .

And soon , minutes turned into hours , and I finally noticed that it’s getting dark outside , and she probably should get home.

” it’s getting kinda late princess, you should probably go back ,don’t u have like a curfew or something ?”

“ oh s**t , what time is it ?”  she panicked for like the millionth time today.

I looked at my watch , “ it’s 11:30 “

“oh my god ! I’m waaaay pass curfew “ she said .

should I lend her the spare room in my home , they probably won’t let her into the dorm tonight .

Like hell u should , are u out of your mind ? that is the recipe for disaster , just imagining her in your house will give you a hard on, no way u can control yourself .

As I’m going back and forth , arguing with myself , her phone ringed …

“oh hey Kath ,uh- no I was – I had somethings to get done , so I was busy all day today , and I sorta passed curfew too , can I stay at yours’ today?” she replied to whoever it is on the phone , assuming by the name and the voice I could hear it’s a girl ,thank god .

“ yeah sure, see ya later “she said .

 Judging by that I guess the problem was solved .

She turned over to look at me ,and said  “ well now that that’s settled I should go , thank u for letting me your shoulder , I really appreciate it , and I’m sorry again about your shirt  “ , she smiled apologetically .

“ don’t mention it princess , I’m glad I could be of help even just a little bit .” I smiled back a little .

I really wanted to ask for her number or something , but I could muster enough courage to do so , I thought I’d spare myself the pain and rejection .

“ well ,you should get going ,I’ll see you later princess “ , I kneeled a bit and placed a small kiss on her forhead , ifelt her shiver a bit .

OH come on , princess! U can’t be doing that , I’m already craving to touch u …

I closed my eyes ,then pulled back , and tried thinking of other things to keep myself distracted from Her.

We both said or good bye and headed in our different ways home.

As soon as I got home , I took of my shoes , threw my keys on the counter , and threw my self on my bed .

I couldn’t stop thing about her at all, those innocent beautiful eyes , the way she looked at me ,even her Clothes …

She was wearing a lightblue oversized  t-shirt  that reached her mid-thigh when she stood up , some white shorts and wite sneakers … When  she was sitting up her shirt was hiked up a bit . Damn , I really need a cold shower , my d**k didn’t get the memo that we were not f*****g her tonight , he just refused to calm the f**k down .

I stripped off , and got in the shower under the cold water . I shivered a bit but got used to it eventually .after a while my d**k calmed down a bit. It’s been a while since I was this turned on ,I mean I almost came in my f*****g pants , like a god forsaken teenager when she was wiping my chest , and when she snuggled up to me . thank god I managed to calm down a bit .

I turned the water off and walked out of the shower , I grabbed the hoodie I was wearing to throw it in the laundry, but I noticed it smelled strongly like her , my c**k immediately got hard again.

“UGH! f**k, seriously? “I utter

Maybe I should just jack off, I laid on my bed after drying my body with a towel a bit , put the hoodie against my nose then grabbed my c**k, and started stroking it slowly at first, god DAMN she smells so devine , it’s killig me ,thoughts of her doe eyes looking up at me , full of tears , and those beautiful plump lips , I wonder what it would feel like to kiss them , to have her pretty little mouth wrapped around my c**k as she sucks it .

I increased the speed of my hand , and I could feel myself getting closer with every image of her that pops into my head .

Oh God I want her , I want her so bad … was the last thought I had before I came . I went to the bathroom to wash my hands and just took another quick shower , put on some boxers and went to bed , knowing for sure that a certain vixen is gonna haunt me even in my dreams .

Well at least , it’s way better than the usual nightmares …

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End  of chap 3

 i hope u guys like it :)