Reborn Karen

Chapter two

Karen's P.O.V

“I am Simone’s lover and I am pregnant for him.”

"Maybe this is a prank" I thought.

Maybe Simone is just testing me and wants to know how I’d react if he ever did cheat on me. He can't do this to me. Maybe, just maybe.

I stare into space, lost of words. I feel broken in every way possible and it is entirely my fault for trusting him, I try to fight that feeling but I can't because it is clearly seen.

Maybe he would just tell me all this was a prank, maybe he would tell me he can't ever do that even if he has to lie. I will most certainly believe him and not her.

“What’s the matter? Are you tongue-tied? If you think I’m lying, maybe you should ask your Alpha and see his response if it differs” the lady adds with a smirk which I know was not friendly.

“Enough of all this nonsense. What the hell are you thinking?” Simone snaps, hoping his outburst won’t raise my worries and doubts any more than they are already.

I couldn't bear it anymore, I take a step back from both of them as I watch Simone grab the lady by her hand

“Is she really pregnant for you?”

The lips are finally free and I wasn't in control of it anymore the words come out freely like sad quotes without second thoughts, they sounded like a sad song.

Simone says nothing he is completely quiet for almost a minute.

His silence is enough for me to believe he has nothing to say about the woman in front of me neither could he defend himself. He doesn't need to say a word before I can understand that she is right.

I fight my tears hard and hold my head high, I turn my back at them and slowly I walk away. The promises we made to each other thinking we would last for a lifetime pop into my head.

Deep down, I want him to walk up to me and tell all is a lie or call me back but my thoughts are wrong he didn't. Simone just watch me leave him like he never wanted me in his life.

“I wished I never met you, hate you,” I whisper as I let down my tears that I held for long and the rain begins to drizzle down on me from the sky.

*******

I arrive home, I was drenched by the rain, I was shivering of cold but I didn't care.

I am drain of energy that I can not take off my wet clothes, Miya my maid was far from me and I had no energy too to reach her.

I perceived an aroma from the kitchen, she is likely preparing lunch for us, I guess.

I keep longing for a broken record as I walk into my room. I just want to gear it one more time. *I love you* are the words I wish to hear from Simone.

“He is coming back for me, I know he will, he promised he will. He loves me much that he can't and won't leave me.”

I kept repeating those words of comfort to myself and hope it will happen but he never came for me.

Every second without him was like a minute, minutes to hours, and hours into days with no sign of showing up or his love.

I have no intention to go out or be with anyone I've been in my room for days without any food or friends, not even the internet.

I stink so well because I had refuse to have my bath since I returned. I look disgusting.

Miya finally comes to check on me but I turned her down. I snubbed her and rejected her calls, as well as I ignore her knock at the door.

I never thought that the romantic date I had five days ago would lead to our break up. Who would have thought about that? Anyone who saw us wouldn't think it would ever happen.

“Werewolves,” I hit my head hard as I sigh.

I am not able to bear this pain anymore, my agony and heartache are enough. I know just what to do to ease myself of this pain and anguish.

I sluggishly stand up from my bed, that was actually the first time I stood up from bed. I headed for the kitchen where Miya is busy with cooking.

“Oh ma'am, you are out today. I was worried and planned on calling your grandma.” Miya says to me.

I ignore every statement she made and make my way to the cabinet searching for something. A tiny dark purple container.

When she noticed I am not bothered what she said and have not say a word she tries to find out what I was up to.

“Ma’am" she called.

"What’s wrong? What happened to you?” she asks again.

Her questions pissed me this time.

“Will you let be alone and get the f**k out of here” I roar in anger, pain and other thing that followed.

She leaves the kitchen with her head buried to the floor and was afraid to utter a word. I gave her a deadly look and ready to kill her if she say a single thing to me again.

I continue with my search as a sad song pop into my head and I hum it nicely.

*Wise men says, only fools rush in. But I can’t help falling in love…*

I pause humming when I could feel a container in the cabinet, I take my time to enroll my hand for a better grip, I finally got it.

I bring out the container and stared at the skull that was drawn on it. This certainly means whatever I am holding is poisonous.

I have a second thoughts but, that will not matter now. It will not even stop me from taking less of this thing but it wants me to have more.

I want to end the pain I'm feeling, the suffering and every other thing bad. Have a peaceful rest and end my miserable days on earth.

At that point I am battling with thought of either to live or die, the matter of death and life.

Tears roll down my cheeks as I remember my grandma's warnings.

*You are human, not a witch, not a vampire, not a werewolf. Life as an Alpha’s beta will not favor you but will only end in a very miserable way* these were her words.

Maybe if I had listened to her I wouldn't have been in the mess. I should have stay clear off Simone and everything that concerned him.

She is a wise witch. Of course, she knew what would happen but I doubted her words. I gave up as human and was fooled by love to live among the werewolves.

I inhaled deeply and let it out slowly as I opened the poisonous liquid. It will work in seconds I am human this wont take time.

I poured the liquid into my mouth without making a stop until the bottle becomes empty.

My body still feels normal and it will be that way for a while as I thought.

For some reason I don't know, Miya refuses to take her eyes off me after I had taken the poison without her knowledge.

The look on her face tells me that she was certainly aware I wasn't alright but the fear of me getting mad when she says something made her keep quiet. Confusion was written all over her face.

It's been an hour and finally, something feels different about my body. I waited patiently for it to get worse because it will actually be.

Within some seconds my head begin to spin and my eyes got blurry. My stomach begins to twist like something is squeezing it.

“Ma’am? Is everything alright?” Miya finally voiced out.

Luckily I could locate the chair and sit on it, trying best to feel fine and I hide how I was actually feeling but the bottle in my hands shows everything.

“Oh my Gosh! Ma’am Karen! What did you do to yourself?" Miya yells as she drags the bottle from my hand quickly.

Her heart skipped and she begin to panic, obviously she can't think clearly. She was confused of what to do and what not to do.

After a few minutes of thinking, she runs out of the house and I can hear her scream at the top of her voice.

“The Alpha’s Luna poisoned herself!”