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I let my body move along with my hips as they swung back and forth with the music. I was so stuck in my head and nothing was bothering me. The music kept me entertained as I flipped the pancake happy that I didn’t spill anything. I spun around in a circle as the chorus of the song started playing.
23's like Jordan on the Escalade
Got a pound of dro' girl, if you want to blaze
You can let your hair down, while the AC blow
Before you get in, I just need to know
Do you? (Do you? Do you? Do you?)
I'll keep it on the low
Do you? Do you?
I started to sing along not knowing the words by a bit. The beat of the song is what dragged me into it. My hips nerves stopped moving as I just went along with them. I was everywhere but I was also nowhere. There was nothing bothering me and there was nothing around me. There were no problems just me and my music.
Cause I'm coming with some pimp-type game
Iced out charm, chromed out truck
Coming through balling like I don't really give a fuck
Blowing the fatty, an purple, with the windows up
When I'm sipping on Hennessey and Hypnotic getting stuck
And I need a thug
To care for me while haters be attacking me, backing me
To a corner while a brother trying to get theirs
And I need a queen backing me while I'm running my faculty
Telling me I be lethal when I spit words
Hit herb??????
Hold it in, then blow it out
I continued to dance and turned around to see Marie coming downstairs. Once she saw me she rolled her eyes and groaned. I listen to this song constantly and she’s gotten to the point she can’t stand it. Or so she says. I caught her a few times listening to it. I put her pancake on a plate and some bacon and she thanked me for not burying it this time, she also told me to put on some pants.
Currently I was only wearing a bra and underwear and a robe that stopped at the bottom of my butt. I got up pretty early and needed to clear my mind so I put some music on my phone and started breakfast. Marie doesn’t really care what I wear around the house as long as I don’t bend over. I chuckled as I went back to dancing and cooking.
I was in my happy space right now and I didn’t care about anything else. I always told myself that if I’m in a depressed state I have to dedicate one hour to forget about everything and just listen to music and be happy. Right now this is that hour. The hour I get to make breakfast for my beautiful daughter and annoy the hell out of her.
The song ended which didn’t even closely stop me from replaying it. I heard Marie groan front he kitchen causing me to laugh. My body got back into the movement as I finished the last pancake. As the chorus came back I spun around again as saw Georgina standing behind the kitchen island leaning against bitting her lip. I smirked as I turned the over off and made my way over to her.
I made sure to let my hips swing even more as I circled around her. I started quietly singing the lyrics as I put my arms around her neck. She smiled at me as she wrapped her arms around my waist and brought me closer to her. Our lips were almost touching as I kept swinging back and forth. “I will put away my annoyance for this song just to see that.” Gina said as she gripped my ass. I chuckled as I pulled away from her.
She groaned at my teasing. I laughed as I went to go put the pancake on a plate and bacon. I gave it Gina because I’m not really that hungry and I know she never has a chance to eat in the morning. She smiled and moaned as she put the pancake in her mouth. I giggled as I took a piece of bacon. “So how did the meeting with Layla go?” She asked. I stopped chewing thinking about yesterday but I ignored it because this is my hour, or the next 30 minutes.
“Fine.” I simply said. I looked up at her to see her put the fork down and stare at me. She can tell when I’m lying and I hate that because I know shes going to ask questions. Before she could open her mouth though I put my hand up. “This is my happy hour.” She sighed in defeat because she knows I don’t play about my happy hour.
“Can you at least tell me if I have to kill anyone?” I shrugged my shoulders as I walked behind her and kissed her neck. She tilted her head to the side and sighed.
“Not yet.” I said. She chucked as I gave her one last kiss on the neck. “And thank you for being concerned. But I don’t think this should involve you.” She rolled her eyes and scoffed.
“The hell it does. None of this would of happened if I didn’t invite you to that party.” She said as she turned around to face me. I smiled a little as I put my hands on her shoulders.
“It’s not your fault. And the thing that’s gotten me bummed out would of probably happen at some point anyways.” Gina nodded her head as she pulled me into her, I squinted my eyes as her. “Is someone catching feelings?” I said. She pushed me away from her and grabbed a piece of bacon.
“Please, I’m just here for the free food and that ass.” I giggled as she was looking over my body. I rolled my eyes and made my way out of the kitchen knowing her eyes were on me the entire time.
I went back up to my room and got dressed. You would be surprised how many times I forgot to put on clothes. Although it was uncomfortable for me I think my neighbors enjoyed. I put on some regular clothes that consisted of black pants and a t-shirt. Most people would dress up for their job especially if their the boss, but I’m a pretty laid back person and everyone who knows me knows that. Plus I don’t have any meetings so they there’s really no point of dressing up just to sit behind a desk all day.
I put on a little make up and my watch and went back downstairs. Gina was helping put Maries backpack on which made me smile. I went to go grab an apple and told them lets go. Gina had the morning off so she usually comes into the office with me.
I put Mare into her car seat and got into the car along with Gina. I turned the radio on and down there blast the damn thing. Neither of them complained because they knew I wasn’t in the right state of mind and they also know music is the only way I escape from the world. The drive was pretty quite with just the music playing songs as we singing a long everyone once in a while.
Once we pulled up to the school I got out and grabbed Marie while Gina grabbed her back pack. This has became a routine for us on Tuesdays and I love it. We walked into the school and both of us kissed Marie goodbye. Once Gina went back to the car Marie made me bend down to her level. “Are you two dating?” My eyes widened as I smiled and chuckled.
“No sweetheart. Why would you think that?” She shrugged her small shoulders.
“The way she looks at you, it’s weird and disgusting.” I bit my lip trying to stop myself form smiling. I know Gina looks at me and it’s a look that Marie can’t understand. And I hope it stays that way for the next twenty years.
“Gina and I are really god friends we do really like each other but not like that.” Marie nodded her head.
“Then how come you guys were kissing?”
“Go to class.” I hurried up and shut that down. There is no way I am explain what happened, plus I don’t even know when exactly she saw us kissing. Marie rolled her eyes and we kissed each other on the cheek. I smiled as I watched her run down the hallways where her teacher greeted her.
I turned around getting ready to walk back to the car until I felt my depression side start to ooz back into me. I stopped walking and turned back around and walked up to the front desk. Carla smiled at me as she went into hug me. I accepted the hung every though I really didn’t wan to. “Wassup girl, how you been?” I fakely smiled as I pulled back from the hug.
“Great. I actually have a favor to ask.” She nodded her head. “Don’t allow anyone to pick up Marie except me. Even if they say that I gave them permission or have a text from me. Don’t allow them and immediately call me.” Carla seemed a little confused but decided against asking questions and smiled instead.
“Of course.” I smiled one last time and made my way back to the car. Once I got in I sighed and ran my hands through my hair.
“I am more than happy to relieve your stress.” I looked over at Gina to see her smirking. I know she was joking, (kind on) but I also knew she as just trying to cheer me up.
“I might just have to take you up on that.” Gina smiled making me laugh. I started the car and headed to the office did.
“Did you know that Marie thinks we’re dating.” Gina looked at me hen started laughing.
“Why would she think that?”
“Because she caught us kissing.” I said in a duh tone. She turned to look at me.
“Why did you say that like It’s my fault?” I chuckled as I kept driving.
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"Oh f**k!" I yelled as her fingers continued to assault my v****a. I was on the verge of my orgasm and she knew it. And that's why she's not letting me have it. She has been teasing me for the past three minutes and I'm about five seconds from snapping at her and do it myself. Her fingers kept going in and out of me right when I was getting ready to release she pulled out. "Gina!!" I screamed at the top of my lungs. I was getting ready to cry. Gina started back kissing my neck not easing my anger by the least. "Gina Please." I pleaded. She didn't listen to me as she continued to make a mark on my neck.
Right when I was getting ready to call it quits she shoved her finger in me again so fast it caught me off guard and within ten seconds I was cumming all over her finger. I let out a sigh of relief as I fell back on my desk. My pants were off and so was her shirt. It started off with a heated make out session but quickly grew into something more. "You are such a f*****g tease." I whispered. Gina chuckled as she licked my inner thigh where my after affects of my orgasm laid. I moaned in content as I finally felt relaxed. I slowly sat up but flinch seeing how sensitive I still am.
"God I love doing this." Gina said while putting on her shirt. I chuckled while putting on my pants and sat down in my chair. Within five minutes of us getting here we had three rounds. I like giving pleasure but I also love receiving and Gina was more than happy to give it to me.
"Thanks Gina. I needed that." She smiled as she walked over to me and gave me a small kiss.
"You are such a pillow princess." I opened my mouth wide and smacked her on the arm.
"I am not. You never let me touch you." She giggled as she took out her phone seeing someone was calling her.
"Because I love giving it." I rolled my eye as she picked up the phone. "Hello?" She said and then walked away.
My hour of happiness ended some time ago but thankfully Gina was here to distract me. I know she has to leave soon and I'm not looking forward to it. I don't like being alone no matter how much I might say I do. Being around people who love me is what I live for. I got up from my desk and walked over to the window. This view was something that I've always treasured more than this building. Although I have had many of my dark moments in this office, this is also the place I come to relax and get things off my mind. Its where I come to cry when things have gotten to hard for me to handle. Which I haven't felt that way in a while but there is a storm coming and I know it.
I was interrupted from my thoughts with arms wrapped around me. I looked over my shoulder to see Gina looking at me with so much love (as a friend would that is.) "I got to go. My boss just told me something came up and she wants me to handle it." I slowly nodded my head as I looked back out the window. She kissed my neck and tightened her grip on my waist. "I'll call you when I'm done." I turned around and gave her a small kiss letting her know I'm okay.
She smiled a little and grabbed her purse and left. And here I was left alone with nothing but my thoughts. Before I could even start my depression my office phone ringed. I sat down in my chair and answered it. "Wassup?" I knew it was someone from downstairs so I didn't feel the need to be formal.
"There is someone down here requesting a personal item." I squinted my eyes not understanding this.
"Well why are you calling me then. You know the process of someone asking for a custom item."
"I know but the woman said she wanted to speak to you in person." I sighed not wanting to talk to anyone for the next decade.
"All right I'm on my way. What floor?"
"Second." I nodded my head and hung up the phone. For someone to order a personal or costum item they have to fill out a paper say what exactly they want and leave their number. I also respond with three days no matter how many people there are so I don't understand why this person wants to meet face to face unless it's really personal like a collar for someone or something along those lines.
I left my office checking my phone to see I still have a full day ahead of me. I walked to the elevator and pushed the second floor. All my employees enjoy working here because I give them their freedom as long as they get their work down. When I was in school I never did my work when I was supposed to but I always got it done and on time. So I give my employees that freedom to do so.
Once the elevator doors opened I stepped out with my head down looking at my phone. "Who am I here to see?" I asked without looking up from my phone.
"Her." I looked up to see a woman with her back turned away from me looking at some of the jewelry. She looked pretty from where I stand, she had black wavy hair, she was wearing a suit bring a small smile to my face hoping she's gay.
"Ma'am, what can I help you with?" I asked politely. The woman put her hair to the side and I could just feel her smiling. I didn't know why until she turned around. Her smile brightened as mine faded so damn quickly.
"I have a personal item I need and I believe that item is my daughter." I stopped breathing as my eyes were wide. Fear was coming out of every end of me as I looked at the woman who ruined my life. She stood there with a smile never disconnecting her eyes away from mine. She was loving how much power she had over me and I knew it. I didn't know what to do as I started to feel light headed. The guy that called me down here came to my side and kept asking if I was okay but I didn't answer as I could feel my head becoming heavier and heavier. The last thing I saw before I passed out was Skylar smiling at me.
Then everything went dark.