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"dad, just tell me, i know i have done wrong, please dad, i need know shes safe" i said pleading, i cant believe i f****d up again, my heavily pregnant mate and literally 2 days after our beautiful wedding, she looked stunning in her wedding dress.
"no. she is safe that is all you need to know, hopefully she can forgive your restless d**k a chance, because how you are feeling was how i felt when me and your mum found out we were mates, she found out while i was f*****g another, exept i went after my mate and begged and begged" he explained smiling at the memory.
"your dad deserved worse but i am much like raven, misunderstood and easily hurt" my mother says as my dad walks over kissing her forehead and wrapped his arms around her.
"son you need give her space, you marked her then had an argument and you stormed off and found and f****d the first p***y you see, i did not raise you that way, it was bad enough with kayla and her posse, you literally f****d all 3 of her posse son, we did not bring you up that way" my mother said then left the room.
"look son, i know this is hard but think of this the opposite way and she f****d another" i roared at my fathers statement causing the walls to shake.
dad waited for my temper to calm before continuing.
"exactly, and you did that to her son, look just focus on duties for now and give her time it will go quick, trust me, just focus on the kingdom and if i were you son, id think what to do with lizzie" then he left.
i swipe my hands down my face and through my hair i knew he was right, i wish i never f****d up, i caused that, i caused her go into hospital, f**k, im such a d**k.
i will find you my love and when i do, i am never letting you go and never hurt you again.
12 months......
its been 12 months since ive hurt my mate, ive been keeping myself busy and my parents have told me my baby has been safely born, i want meet my child, but i know i need sort this s**t out, i still dont know what do with lizzie, especially now she claiming she is pregnant, i never came in her so that bs, so today is the day she leaves.
"is she gone beta" i asked my best friend dylan.
"yes she is, my king, how is our queen. everyones worried they have not seen her for 10 months and everyones concerned man" he breathed.
"she left 10 months ago because i f****d lizzie" i said rushing.
"what, when, surely that would be before you met raven man, she doesnt have a ri..."
"i f****d her 2 days after me and raven got married" my beta punched me right in the face.
"i deserve that bro" i said angry and annoyed but he does have a right.
"i know i f****d up man, i just got so angry and yes i f****d lizzie, i dont know what came over me, i need her back and our child" i sighed.
"goddess man, you have so much sort through" my beta said.
"dylan, i need my mate, i always seem to f**k up, ive been contemplating on rejecting her, she deserves be treated better, she deserves someone who doesnt hurt her, someone who xan truly be loyal, im a mess dylan, i want my raven" i sighed tears brimming.
"look, damien, you massively f****d up and dont get me wrong she probably does deserve better, definetely, but you need get your s**t together, you need make it up to her and your child, you need get rid of all the whores, make this kingdom and home, perfect and stress free, all the kingdom loved her apart from girls you slept with man" i know dylan has a point and he is right, i smiled to myself, i got things ordered and started on a nursery for the children in our room in the walk in closet and got rid of the doors, got a crib, mobile, everything nèeded.
i finally finished it all after 3 weeks, my mum absolutely loved the room, ive now spent 3 months, in this room waiting, wanting my mate back, ive sent warriors search for her and nothing.
i spent the next few days organising all the babys clothes, nappies, wipes, bags, cot, blankets, put 2 rocking chairs in there for when raven feeds our child, so i can sit with her.
ive decorated the room a lilac color with intricate patterns of silver and gold with photos of family put up, even one of her mum and dad in the hospital with raven, i put a photo of raven smiling at her bump and my eyes watered.
that was the day i asked her marry me, i dont get how i turned out the way i did, im such a d**k, i caused her so much pain and suffering, how can i put her through that.
i have been sorting all kinds of issues over past few months, its now been 18 months since she left, my child would of been 1 year 4 months, i just want my family back.
i have sorted every issue, got rid of every girl i ever slept with, penny has been a massive help, she has even put me in my place numerous times i have been wanting go after raven and she told me if i go after her she probably run away again and she is probably right.
my mum says she will be fine, she has sam, her dad, maya, sheila and lila and her matebwith her, so at least she is protected.
it should be me protecting her, maya should have her 18th birthday this week, i think she is dylans mate but wont know until she comes home.
'please goddess, bring her back to me, i need my raven back and my child please, i promise ill do right by her'
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