Not A Happy Ending

December 19 2018 was when everything started. I was just 13 years old when my father decided to let his friends touch me. it was scary but he said i had to do it if i really loved my family. i always knew this was bad but i didn't dare to tell nobody about it not even my best friend Nathan, we known each other since we were in diapers and he has been my crush since i remember but i never had the courage to tell him. my mom passed away 3 years ago so it was just me and my brother and my dad in the house when everything started . a year ago my dad got married again to this lady name Anna she was super nice and she took the roll of my mother but i couldn't tell her about what was going on with my dad. I couldn't tell my brother either he didn't like our dad much so i knew this was going to make him hate him even more. there would be times where i wanted to tell everyone but i couldn't, i didn't want to break my family's heart. " Eva come on now honey we have to go" said my dad. we were going camping but i knew his friends were going to be there. "okay dad i'll be right down" i didn't want to go but he had force me, he said that if i didn't do what he said he was going to punish me. Anna always wanted to spend time with me away from my dad but we couldn't my dad wouldn't let us go anywhere by ourself he was scared that i was going to tell her about what his friends do to me. " Honey are you sure you want to go with your dad? we can go and eat lunch together and do our nails." Anna had came to my room to try to convince me to stay is like she knew what was going on. "yes i love camping especially with my dad"  i said while packing my bags. she didn't say anything else but she was watching me while packing my bags i felt like she was waiting for me to say something to her. The first time my dad let his friends touch me it was scary, the were touching me all over my body and kissing me in my lips. they touch my v****a and made me suck their p***s. that day my dad made $1000 and he was so excited. i didn't know what to do so i just went and showered and cried in the bathroom. i felt so dirty and useless, one day my dad said that this was my mother's fault for dying, when i asked why he said that she was a w***e too. that he now needed to pay bills and the money he gained using me it will help us a lot.