Charis

Father please no! I shouted from the top of my lungs, practically making his skin jump from his body. My father than reaches over and grabs my shoulders tightly squeezing them,  with rage in his eyes I never have seen he say to me it Is finished. It  has been decided that you will marry Rowan and you will give him a seed.  all I can feel is the life fleeting out of me , everything slowly feels numb, except the stabbing pain in my heart. I slowly slump to the ground besied my bed and cuff my face in my hands. A couple of minuts go by and the only thing that makes me snap back to reality was the crisp morning air seeping through the open window. then removing my hands from my face I slowly run them  across the hardwood floor trying to engrave the feeling of the floor in my brain , knowing I will never walk across it again.. I look up with tears in my eyes and my cheeks  stand red from the blood rushing to them and whisper its not fare. than I feel the warmth of my father besied me , he slowly lifts my head up and pulls a strand of loos hair that has fallen and tucks it behind my ear and whispers to me I know, My eyes than meat his gaze . He than lets out a big sigh an says I wish there was some other way my dare . But don't worry you will not be on this journey alone. I then feel my heart flutter with excitement ,really? I shouted , who is coming with me? A giggle slips from my fathers mouth and the he says guess? I then blurt out Amara? nope! my father say , keep guessing he urges me, could it be Eria ? Nope. just tell me already I shout in a playful way. Its your ladies maid Amadrya . I then jump to my feet and immediately dash towards Amadrya room. I quickly take off down the corridor hearing nothing but the echo of my feet shuffle across the floor, I finally  reach the double doors knowing just behind them is the the enchanted garden, were I spent my childhood playing and learning my powers as a healer. I thin freeze , could I really do this? I ask myself, cold I really run past my teacher sage and not utter a word? No! I had to. because if I don't I could never leave. I finally shake my head and burst through the double  doors I take off running and without stoping I feel the warmth of the sun , the smell of the mystical fruit that are  gathered ones every 5 years and sold to all five kingdoms because it can only grow here. I feel my face getting hot and my eyes welling with tears, I cant. Not now, im almost there just alittle more,I have to get past the trees and ill be fine. finally I thought, as I reached  Amadrya`s room, I peack in nearly passing out from exhaustion.I thought  it would not be a good look if I fell  and started flopping around on the floors, so I take a minute to pull myself together and slowly walk in behind her and rap her in a hug , she thin turns and faces me with sad look on her face, I try to make a joke to brake the ice, man! I nearly died trying to get to you. I then see a sad smile escape her mouth,  thin she whispers softly how can they do this to us ,  I cuff her hands in mine and say I know but we have each other. I have a little peace of home coming with me I say smiling at her warmly. she than raps me up in a tight hug that I feel last forever. she than releases  and  continues packing her things. I then look at her with a confused look, why are you packing? Amadrya then looks up and meets my confused gaze , you don't know? she ask?know what ? I replied.  we leave tomorrow.