Rightfully His

They say you'd find your true love roaming around the stress here I am looking for the love of my life. The person who I'm, –supposed to fall in love with isn't here. I'm just f*****g kidding I'll be so dumb to be doing that but, it's almost midnight and my so call brother isn't showing up. Why did I even agree to meeting him. Oh right, because I'm that lovely sister who obey to her brother who's younger than me by 5 minutes like jeez, if you're going to act like the bigger person at least try. If I was the one who popped out moms v****a first he'll be still the slow one. He says he's the oldest he needs to start acting like one before I kill him anytime now. All my head is doing is a tick tock sound in my head like nothing else matter at the moment oh how I wish I would live in peace, right about now. snapping my fingers together. I got it. I'll duck tape my brother to chair and start to ask him question like cop in movies but, the bad cop is so hot it turns me on. Do you blame me when the cop points the gun at the person? It has to be a turn on for me like never in my whole life I've been turn on by anyone in my life. Yes, I've been with guys but I won't allow myself be taken by them leaving after we make love. or as Mr. Grey f*****g hard. Oh how that movie is a turn on how I wish I was Anastasia getting f**k by a billionaire with a huge of amount of d**k inside of me while he pound into me. If I had a guy like that I would enjoy if very well. Well, too bad my dreams won't turn any time too soon, all my dramas come to an end because, it's only a fantasy in my head of mine. And I'm still in this f*****g cold weather I'd might put it too. He has about 20 minutes or else I'm leaving his ass hanging like he did to me. I don't care if he's in a gun fight or a boxing match he better drop anything and get his ass over here and tell me why the hell is he even late. I'm going to cry any time now, this isn't supposed to be how I be standing when I first got back to my hometown Tijuana. This is f*****g a pain in the ass. Wait no don't say that word is my mother voice saying in my head don't say pinche when you're out in this area people will think you're talking to them. When it's all drunky ass people in Mexico like oh my sweet Jesus help me if I don't die today have mercy on me for the love of god. Maybe the floor be very comfortable if I sit down but, people are already staring at me like someone have trespassing someone area like something is going to happened. "Oh help me god" I mumble to myself like why can't Mexico be a good place to be at without nobody looking at you weird like you grew two heads on. These people are giving me the creep, I'm calling my brother that's it. It's so f*****g insane here I'll say nobody has ever show me around here before. Well here is a good life to a f*****g hell of life coming to an end because someone likes to late to everything here is my life to a very end. When I saw a truck pull up in front of me this is like in movies in stories that your Prince Charming come out and safe you from freezing your ass off. A man step out of the truck like he's some god like this isn't happening at all he could be the new Mr. Grey is for all I know the look maybe even the— No stop it I can't think like that it's only bad that everyone left when that truck show up what's the matter with these people like who is this person. He's walking towards me what do I even do? Maybe if I runaway he won't bother me but, before I could do that I was thrown over his shoulders this isn't how my story is supposed to go. "You arrogant jerk put me down before I cut your ball off and feed them to your dogs" I snarl at the guy who thought I was piece of feather like he gone mad. "Sweetheart keep your mouth shut before I put something in there to keep it shut" how dare that mother fucker say that to me if that a threat that b***h ass ugly— Don't you dare say he's ugly because he's not even half to ugly so f*****g zip it Amanda this man will get under your skin if you don't keep it shut. What time is it? Maybe it's dinner time? Oh ah maybe if I ask that man who decided to kidnap me and maybe have my brother who knows maybe I'm going to be long gone for all know. Books never lie he's in some kind of gang the looks he's pulling off says it. I could be lying to myself but it don't make sense –sometimes at it. "What time is it you jerk? Why did you kidnap me you arrogant asshole" it looks like I have no effect on him whatsoever like this asshole have something else coming his way. "If you weren't Noah sister I would kill you the second you called me an asshole I'm sparing your life sweetheart don't want my best friend to hate me" He said in a calm voice has he gone mad or is he bipolar because this ain't normal. That's it. He's f*****g bipolar. That's what he is no matter what he'll always going to be bipolar towards me when I go to my brother I'm telling him about his ugly ass friend who decided it was right to kidnap an innocent woman on a street. This man is f*****g bipolar he could at least open the car door and say my brother ask him to pick me up, not throw me into his truck and getting in next me while his men's drive off. This is a f*****g big deal to me how can my brother be friends someone like him. Maybe it's fame I could give it to him I'm known as a model for a fact. Ugh. Guys make me so sick of them now. It's this so call god who think he's the s**t and have a hard time staring at me if I'm some girl who's going to kill him, any time now if he don't stop. I'm going to poke his eyes out, it's not that nice to stare at someone if you want to study me well ask before I think you're really creepy. Can I maybe call him a freaky stalker and maybe taking advantage of my brother because no way in hell my brother be friends with him. This jerk has to be an imposter of someone else he looks so uh.. scary who I want to stay faraway from him as possible he's bad news. Bad, like the big bad wolf who decided to blow down the pigs house down. That's a ashamed the wolf wanted to eat the pigs how dare the pig. Oh. I see it now. Maybe the wolf was in love with one of the pigs and trying to get his attention trying to make a move but, people never like him that could be the case. This is going to be a long ass drive being with this man. I've got back here to Mexico and he just kidnap me? Is this how it's going to happened to everyone. I swear people need some help around here over the fact he kidnap me for the love of god save me from this man who's bipolar.