“There you go, this is the last trip,” Elgin announced, putting a suitcase at his feet. “The apartment is empty, I took all your personal belongings.” “Thank you,” I say, “stretching out full length on the sofa in his living room.” He had just emptied my old home. I wouldn’t have been able to do it on my own or even do it at all. Since Julia’s death, I hardly ate anything, I had constant headaches and slept very badly. I had never been prone to nightmares before, but for the past three nights I had woken up sweating almost every hour. I was exhausted. I was due to start working at the tea room in a week when I was having trouble standing. “I’ll return the keys to your landlord tomorrow.” “But tomorrow is Julia’s funeral.” “I’ll go in the morning. Don’t worry about the funeral,

