My Psycho Best Friend

Chapter 20

    I wake up feeling groggy and hazy. I look around the room thinking how I got here but then I remember Ian kidnapped me again! I thought I fell asleep in the room with the twin bed but now I am waking up in the master bedroom. I think Ian picked me up and put me in here. I do not know how he did that without waking me up. I am brought out of my thoughts when I notice I have arms wrapped around me. I look behind me and Ian is all snuggled up to me. I must get away from him as fast as possible. The less he touches me, the better. I roll over to get off the bed as best as I can so I will not wake him up.

    Once I was up, Ian was still sound asleep. I go out of the bedroom and go into the living room. Now would be the time to see if he left the door unlocked. I go to the door and turn the knob. It is unlocked!!! I open it and rush outside. I look around for some road but see none. Not even anything that looks like a driveway. It looks like this cabin does not get many visitors. I am guessing it has been abandoned.

    I look in Ian’s truck, hoping to find something that I can either use as a weapon to protect me or something that can get me out of here. I find nothing so I decided to just follow the truck tracks that are barely visible. Right now, following these tracks are my only hope of getting out there. I walk about a mile when I hear something behind me. I look back and I see Ian’s truck. He must have woken up and realized that I was gone.

    I panic and just start running. I run as fast as I can. I run into the forest hoping that where I am going is too small for his truck to go. I am running into limbs and jumping over logs. I am out of breath.  I have been running for about ten minutes so I find a tree to hide behind and so I can look to see where I can see Ian’s location. I do not see him anywhere. I wait a couple minutes then decide it is safe enough that I can walk for now.

    I just start walking in a random direction. I walk for about an hour when Ian comes out from behind a tree. I stop and try to run in the opposite direction, but he grabs my arm. I try to fight him off, but I am not strong enough. He throws me onto the ground. I try to get up, but he gets on top of me. He starts ripping my shirt up. He is keeping my hands from hitting him by holding my hands above my head with one of his hands. He strips my underwear and shorts off. I try to kick him, but he holds my legs from moving. I can hardly move so I decide to be safe for the baby I will stop fighting.

    I try to plead with Ian by saying, “Ian, I am so sorry. I was just exploring. I cannot be stuck in the cabin for too long. I was going crazy. I am sorry! Please! Don’t do this!”

    He just ignored that I said anything at all. He was not going to answer me. He just wanted to have his way with me and to teach me a lesson. He starts kissing on my neck and is pinching my n*****s. But not in the nice way that is pleasurable. He is pinching them like he is trying to rip them off. I scream in pain. He shoves his body to be between my legs. I try to prepare myself for the horror that he is about to do. I try to focus on the sky. I focus on how the dirt and rocks feel on my back. They are digging into my back and scratching my skin. I feel him put his manhood at my entrance and suddenly he thrusts hard into me. He does not give me any time to adjust so it is painful. I try to keep my mind off what is happening to me. But it hurts too much to do so.

    I try to plead with him again saying, “Ian, think about the baby. You could be hurting the baby right now! Please, Ian! Stop it. Please!”

    He growls angrily and says, “I have to teach you a lesson. The baby will be fine. You tried to run away. You must be punished.”

    He flips me over so that I am on all fours. He thrusts back into me. This position is not as bad as the first one. I am guessing he is trying to not hurt the baby. I close my eyes and just try to picture Ryder. It is not so bad when in my mind I am with Ryder. I know that it is not Ryder, so I do not find my climax, but Ian does. He gets up and starts walking to the truck that is hidden behind a wall of bushes. I try to get up, but my legs will not allow me. I try my best and after a few tries I get up to my feet.

    I cover my breasts with my arms as best as I can since he ripped my clothes apart. I follow him because I know he will make me go with him anyways. I get in the passenger side of the truck and he turns the truck on. We drive back to the cabin. I have no other clothes. We get out of the truck and go inside. He tells me to start cooking. He sits at the table. I look around and find ingredients for spaghetti. I start cooking the meat and get a pot out for the noodles. A little while later, the food is ready.

    Ian is sitting at the table ready to eat. I feel my belly tightening. I think it is Braxton hicks. I make a plate for Ian and take it to him. I then make myself a plate then go down and sit across from Ian. We eat our food in silence. After dinner, I clean up the kitchen. I am tired so I think I will try to go to bed. At least the blanket will cover my nakedness. I try to go into the small bedroom, but Ian stared daggers at me, so I knew I have to go to the other room. I lay in bed when Ian comes in and wraps a cable around my ankle. I can see it is a really long cable. He then ties it to his own ankle. I guess he is trying to keep me from running again.

    I do not say anything and lay down. I try to get as comfortable as I can, but I am sore from running so much. Obviously, from what Ian did to me. Ian is snoring softly next to me. I can feel my eyes get heavy and before I know it I am asleep.