I forced out a laugh. This was my most fake sounding and clearly fake laughter I had ever released. It was a clear diversion as I tried to ignore his question before and to pull our conversation another way. Truth to be told, I didn't want to talk about it, because I knew that he meant mentally and not physically.
If I gave him a completely honest, no bullshit answer... my answer would worry him way too much and I didn't want that. Not when he is starting his new job tomorrow and I could only guess how much stress that will cause him even without me in this equation.
Shit...
What should I tell him?
That I think that I was probably abused, attacked or something worse and that my memory loss is not from physical trauma but from a mental one as we had discussed before? Yeah, I'm not gon
