The dinner went great.
Sure, the shadow of my interaction with Jonathan was at the back of my mind, but it didn't cloud the whole thing. I pushed it to the back of my mind, trying to be more in the moment. And it worked to an extent, but it was still there, eating me away... little by little.
But other than the nagging feeling of how real my trauma was, everything went great. Jonathan's scary looks were not a reflection of his personality. He was a great guy.
Especially when it came to Judith. You could see love flowing between them from the way their eyes shined and the way they were always touching each other, either holding hands or something just as sweet. They looked and acted like teenagers in love. It was sweet and funny at the same time.
We chatted... well, mostly Judith talke
