Hate and love

Hate and love "Sky! Gumising kana jan malalate ka niyan" Rinig kong sigaw ng kapatid ko. I rolled my eyes. "I'm already awake " I shouted back. Grade 12, probably another boring thing that could happen to my life. Isinuot ko ang earphones ko saka lumabas na ng kwarto. Pumunta ako sa hapag kainan at nakita ko ang mga kapatid ko. The eldest one is Trisha, she works on the cafe since hindi ito kaagad nakapag tapos at nabuntis. Sunod si Sam, she's already college and graduating and me, pinaka bunso. Lahat ng kapatid ko ay babae at ako lang ang lalaki saamin. Umupo na ako sa upuan saka nag simulang kumain, may sinasabi si ate Trisha pero hindi ko ito marinig dahil sa earphones na suot ko kaya naman tinanggal ito ni Ate Sam at tiningnan nila ako ng masama. "What? " I asked saka sumubo. "I asked you where did you put the money? Alam mo namang hindi ko na tinatanggap ang pera nila mama" Sabi ni ate Trisha habang sinusubuan ng pagkain si Carlo, anak nito. "I just need it for myself. Don't worry I'll make sure to pay it" I dead panned. "You better will. Ayokong magkautang ng loob sa kanila. They'll probably use that to insult us" Sarkastikong sabi ni Sam. I felt their eyes on me so, I looked back at them but they didn't said anything so, I just continue to eat my food. We're all having a bad issues with our parents. Probably because they keep insulting us and compare us to my cousin. Telling us how stupid and useless we are but we're already used to it. That's also the reason kung ba't naisipan naming mag apartment ng mga kapatid ko. Nakita ko namang natapos si Ate Sam sa pagkain saka tumayo ito at umalis, sumunod naman ako dito, inayos ko ang salamin ko saka isinuot ang earphones ko. Maglalakad lamang kami papuntang school total malapit lang naman ito. Hindi ibig sabihin na hindi na namin tinatanggap ang tulong ng mga magulang namin ay parang binabastos namin sila. No, to be honest we never fought back at them, hinahayaan lang namin silang insultuhin kami at i-kompara sa mga pinsan namin. But that is not the reason why we chose to stay on the apartment it's because ayaw na naming masakal pa. You can't choose your own passion because they would probably said na wala rin kaming mapapala atsaka nakakabisita rin naman sila saamin. My parents are both successful persons but what I hate about my family is that parang lumalantay sa dugo nila ang pag kukumpara. Intelligence is very important, I know that but they should limit it. I never got to enjoy my Elementary days, junior high school days is because all I did was to study until I get used to it and then I cannot stop it. Always keep reminding me to study and read books. When I was young all just classmates used to bully because they said that I'm weird for staying at the library and read. Yeah, pretty stupid reason to bully me but I'm not like a nerdy guy who would let my bullies bully me. Lagi akong umuuwi sa bahay na may pasa dahil sa away. So, all the bullies stopped on bullying me, my life become peaceful after that. No friends and enemies not until a one guy came into my life. Pag naririnig ko pa lang ang boses niya, naamoy, at higit sa lahat nakikita ko ito, para akong sumasabog sa galit. I snapped out of my thoughts when I felt someone poked me on my cheeks, I took off my earphones and tilted my head to the side to see who's the fckin asshole ruined my day. Mas lalong nasira ang araw ko nang makita ko ang taong ito. His fckin long hair na ngayo'y nakatali, his jade eyes, those fckin pointed nose, red lips and of course his perfect jaw line. "Hey shorty" He greeted. "Why did I expect for you to transfer? " I whispered.