Essel Pov What did you say? “You really have no idea what's going on around you, do you?” “Yeah, I guess I’m just living in my own little world.” The atmosphere was so uncomfortable. I really dislike those awkward moments, especially with Ella. It’s just so… cringeworthy. “Charlie doesn’t have feelings for me,” I declared. It just didn’t seem possible. We’ve always been friends, and I can’t picture my life without him; he’s always been my rock. I care for him deeply—just as I believe he cares for me. But romantically? No chance. “Yes, he does.” There are many things I appreciate about Ella—she’s genuine, she values natural beauty, she’ll honestly tell you if that dress doesn’t suit you, and she’s never envious. Even now, she’s not jealous of me; she feels sorry for herself. “Did he

