Poor Queen

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I don't do s****l harassment because I was, once, sexually abused. My stepfather did that and I almost killed him when I got back few months ago in our old house. He didn't change. He will never change. My biological father died when I was 9 years old because of car accident and after few years my mother was remarried to that douche grumpy old man! He abused me verbally, physically and sexually because he said I'm just a useless dyke. He said I deserved that treatment. I'm lesbian or whatever it is, I don't care what they call me. But in the category, I'm a femme. I guess. Femme who likes femme. To describe myself, I'm petite, blonde and has pale skin, white as snow. I have my chocolate brown eyes and that killer smile. Many girls and guys are head over heels to me. I'm not conceited, just telling the truth. My mother died because of the depression when she knew what my stepfather did to me. First, she didn't believe me but one night she saw my stepfather trying to harass me again. Even if she knew that, she didn't call the police then she became drug addict. It killed her. I didn't cry in her burial, well, I didn't cry at all. I'm numb and emotionless. I don't even know if I loved her or if she loved me. Life sucks. I don't wanna stay in that house with my dumb stepfather. I'd just kill myself rather than to be with him. Besides, I'm in legal age. I can handle myself. I already suffered many years with him and I don't want to add more. I left our house and my relatives didn't care about me, I had no place to go. I became homeless. Beggar. When I got here, I met the big boss of this place, Eric. I gained his trust by doing all his favor. He also taught me how to fight. I'm best in stealing and fighting so I became his right hand. I know it's all bad. He's bad influence to me but he cared for me, he became my father. He never tried to touch me maliciously. I know he loved me like I'm his real daughter even though, he never said that to me. He died in a gang fight so I became the boss of this place not because he was like my father, I became the boss because I have the potential. Here, everyone obeys me. I let them do whatever they want, I don't care but what I say here is always a must or they'll be dead. I admit... I killed, once. I didn't regret it. Because the person I killed was a very notorious guy. He tried to steal my throne and raped many girls here. He also killed innocent children and grannies that's why I decided to end his life. That's counted so I became the ruler here. I became more powerful. We steal for our foods because no one wants to give us jobs. Why would you trust beggars right? For people... we're crazy, uneducated and worthless. We tried to ask for donations but they just ignored us. What will we suppose to do? Wait till we die because of hunger? No normal people will trust us or help us. So we need to help ourselves. Steal and fight to live. I prohibited rape or any s****l harassment here. I don't tolerate drugs too because instead of buying those, we will just buy foods. But most of the time, we steal foods than money. Here, food is more essential than money. "Taeyeon!" Someone called me and I knew her very well. Yes, the name is Taeyeon Kim, 21. Young, wise and broke. "Taeyeonnie, our boys sent us foods! Let's keep this and feed the children and oldies!" Yoona said excitedly. Yoona Im is my best friend s***h sibling s***h partner-in-crime. She's orphan too and also a victim of rape. She was kidnapped by mysterious van but gladly, she escaped. She's really brave for that. She's really beautiful and has that crocodile mouth lol, smile. And take note, she's straight. We're just really sisters but to be honest, I have that little crush on her. She has a kind heart, she can't fight and steal. She can't even curse! Bullshit, she doesn't belong here I know but she has no choice because like me... they abandoned her. No family, no friends. Don't pity us, that's life. We just accepted it. Besides, we can't do anything about it so just leave it alone. "Okay, that's good! Let's go," we're visibly poor because of our outfits but we could build supermarket because of our stock of foods in my place, my fort. "You look so serious, smile a bit boss," she playfully said as she put her arms around my shoulders. I shook my head and smiled. "That killer smile will make girls die for sure," she joked then I chuckled. As we were walking, a guy blocked our way. It was Dean and he bowed to me. "What is it?" I sternly asked. He's my right hand. I trust him and he's a loyal follower but inside me, he's like a brother. "Nick and his group has this girl named Tiffany Hwang, the famous actress. They got her when the lady entered our territory," he explained. Nick is a badass guy but he's also my follower. He can't fight me, he's weak to match me. "Tiffany Hwang? Oh gosh! I know her! She's really famous and rich! And she's really good in acting," Yoona squealed and jumped excitedly, "Here look!" she showed me a bottle of water and there was a sticker of a pretty girl that wrapped around it, "Where is she? I want to see her! The queen of drama!" Dean shook his head, Yoona frowned. I knew it. They will do bad things to that actress. I hope we're not yet late to stop them. "Bring me to them, quick!" I commanded Dean and he immediately ran. "Stay here and feed our people," after I said that to Yoona, I ran and followed Dean. *****