After I left that place, my home. I just kept strolling around the city of Seoul. I'm quite far from them and it kills me. Back to zero again, I have no home, no friends and I just sleep in the sidewalk. I'm getting dirty too. I can't count the days anymore. Sometimes, it's fast and sometimes, it's very slow. I don't eat much, I'm saving foods for my whole life. Great. I tried to ask for job but no one's giving me chance but still, I'm hoping for someone that will help me. Anyway, Tiffany's everywhere. Her pictures were posted everywhere. Now I realized that she's really famous actress. Why would she go back in that dirty place right? She don't belong there with us and there's a huge gap between us. What happened to us before is just nothing for her. I don't deserve her, I'm just

