Fates Chains

Chapter 14

I looked at her confused. My leg stung. I truly am not meant for this life. She looked crazed. She heated up the scalpel again. Her smile made me realize she was f*****g crazy. She started to brand an M into my chest. I strained against the feeling of it. She reheated the scalpel and went over it again. I tried not to scream out in pain. I wouldn't give her that satisfaction. I watched as she reheated it again. Her smile never left her face. She started branding the c next. Good thing the alcohol I had helped eased the pain. She started again. I looked at her crazed smile and I knew I had f****d up. But for some reason I couldn't but think I wanted more of this crazy. Seeing her dark side was something else.

"Asher" She says grabbing my face roughly.

"Is that the best you got little bird"

Her smile never broke from her face.

"Oh sweet sweet Asher I was just getting started"

I really felt like I needed her to keep going because the pain she was inflecting made me feel good.

I watched her. She was right she just getting started. The pain she inflicted on me only got worse. I didn't scream not once. I was bloodied by the end. I knew I had messed up.

"Call doc back only to care of him and when he's all cleaned up call them back as well" She says to Maybell.

Maybell walked away and made a phone call. We heard a car pull into the drive way. Heels clicking up the drive way.

"Doll what did you do"

"If you're going to judge me for how I was taught to deal with things after you left. I thought you died" She had tears streaming down her face.

"Ok fine. I'll get him cleaned up" Izzy says walking over to me.

She put on gloves and got to work. The pain of the cleaning wasn't close to being tortured by a girl I thought I would do anything for. My little bird. The girl I thought I would burn for had me feeling more lately then just how I completely betrayed her. Izzy helped me up and we walked inside.

"Hose that down" I heard her say.

The hose started and spraying sounds was all I heard when the door closed. She helped me down the hallway and into my room. She kicked her heels off at the bathroom door while still having me propped on her shoulder. She gently sat me down on the toilet. Walked over and got the shower to run. She walked back over gently started to remove whatever bindings I still had. Gently picked me up and helped me into the shower. She stood outside the curtain and handed me antibacterial soap to clean myself up with. I had some trouble standing but all I could do was watch the blood wash down the drain.

"Asher" Izzy says.

"Don't"

"Listen to me please"

"Fine"

"Asher I left when she was just little girl. I don't know what she taught. She had been hurt by a lot. She doesn't know how to do anything else but hurt for herself. Cas was the only mother figure she came to know. Levi wasn't the best either. When they were promised to each other Cas knew she would do anything to help Mareena. Sammy and her became Cas' world. The torture she just put you through is her way of showing that you shouldn't betray her again because the next time it'll be worse" She says.

"Izzy I was being childish"

"You are still a kid and so is she" She says.

I turned the water off and a towel was shoved through the curtain.

"Thanks" I said taking the towel.

I wrapped the towel around my waist and got out. Izzy was gone. I looked at myself in the mirror and realized I still wanted my little bird. I wanted every crazy bit of her life. I was hers and she was mine. how can I gain back trust. I slammed my fist against the wall. I looked at myself again and wondered why did I do something like that. I got dressed and left my room. I was sore everywhere. I went and sat in the living room. Sammy came in the door smiling. Hattie and Hallie came in shortly after.

"There he is" She says smiling.

"We had so much fun" He says hugging her.

"That's good news"

She looked like she had showered. I could see the A behind her ear. Hell I could see every tattoo. The clothes she was wearing didn't leave anything to the imagination at all. I felt myself hard. I got up and went to my room. Soon after everyone else was getting ready for bed. I saw her in the doorway. She was leaning against the door frame.

"Are you going to sleep in here tonight" I asked sitting on the edge of the bed.

"Maybe if you change the sheets" She says looking at her feet.

One minute she's a crazed torture machine and now she's shy.

"Fine" I said getting up and tearing the bed apart.

I went and got new sheets and started putting them on the bed. I even put new cases on the pillows. What the f**k am I doing? I must be just as crazy as she is for doing this.

"Thank you" she whispers to me shutting the door behind her.

She slowly walks over to bed. The light hit her eyes just right and I could tell she had been crying. She got into the bed and rolled over facing away from me.

"Did you want me to join you" I asked.

"It's ok" Her voice caught.

I gently climbed into the bed and cuddled her close to me. After hours of torture for something I did and a mistake because I was hurt she still wanted to sleep next to me.

"Little bird I'm sorry"

"Asher I told you that you were mine" She sniffles.

"I know what I did was childish"

"You brought another girl into our bed"

I was shocked. She had just said our bed.

"Please forgive me little bird" I said kissing the A behind her ear.

"I'm sorry Asher. I just didn't want to see you like that with anyone else" She sniffles again.

All that torture because she was jealous or was it she was proving to me I was hers to own and hers alone.

"Please little bird I'm sorry"

"Asher now you have to prove to me that I can trust you"

"I just want you little bird" I say nuzzling my face against her neck.

"Words whispered through prison bars lose their charm Asher"

"I am only a prisoner as long as you make one and I will never whisper such nothing's through prison bars again little bird. You have all of me and I intend to prove that I will always be your prisoner" I said gently leaving kisses down her neck.

I gently started to run my one hand up her tank top and gently squeezed her breast. I heard her gasp. I gently started running my other hand down her thigh and I stuck my hand in her underwear. As two of my fingers played at her opening I gently kissed her neck again. I stuck my two fingers in and out slowly. She let out a soft moan. I quickly pulled my fingers out and rolled her over on her back. We quickly got undressed. I got on top of her and she spread her legs a little. I placed myself between her legs gently. The tension between us was building. I started thrusting slowly and placing kisses all over her body. I felt her arch her back.

"You're mine Asher" She says leaning up and kissing me.

I enjoyed hearing her soft moans fill our room. We kissed while I kept thrusting and eventually we both went. I was breathing hard and so was she. This was how we showed how we felt doe each other.