shadow of soulmate

shouts in bathroom

Next day in the ground, playing badminton my shorts had some kind of stumble that didn’t happen before. The opponent looked at me with gawky eyes. I shout at him,” there is so much sunlight on my eyes , I cant see property . Can we continue after sometime?”

He is quite shocked to see my unusual behavior to restraint from sports which is not the case usually. I start waking towards the gate when he suddenly comes and pulls my hand and drag me through 3 floors and suddenly stop in corridor. He squeeze me shoulder with anger in his eyes and asks me ,” are you trying to ignore me , why haven’t u replied anything from last 2 days?” .I refused eye contact and comment , “ I was busy ,unlike u who run errands all the time.” He releases me in shame and I start to walk towards the next room when he come towards me . I start walking backward and reach the end to wall. He is closer to me as he can feel my breathing. He ask ,: what happened?” my mind is now our of control . There is sudden energy in me and I push him back and my hand is on his face. For a second, I forgot everything and I slapped him

He was in state of no words and he released his hands from my arms and walks back and turns and leave. Everyone’s is having a good show to watch and they look at us with flashy eyes.

I go back and sit in my bench keeping the book in front of me with purpose to hide my face. Back to normal after forty five minutes, I go to bathroom. Returning back I saw him coming with one if his hands on his face with looks swollen a bit from my powerful hands. Dude , was that very harsh ? I try to interpret in my mind the force and power and calculations going in my mind which is suddenly interrupted by him he takes me and leads to the women’s washroom. he orders the girls to leave and everyone obey him quietly. He releases me with a jolt. He closed the door. I m now very tensed . I don’t know what is going to happen.

WILL YOU SPEAK UP? , now ? Please, he shouts!

I wrap up myself and in one sentence try to tell everything that was going on, “ okay ,call ally we both will talk with u then.

He takes one sec and replies ,”trina please ! I have told you that we cant tell her now. She might get upset and get this all wrong. We need time to tell her.

I m very angry now, I snap at him, okay Lee, the time you have the audacity to tell her that day you might get an answer from me.”

CAN I LEAVE NOW?

He opens the door and I leave.

I rushed in the room and sat with other fellow people discussing the homework given and finding easiest way to solve it.

The classes end at about 4 pm. All students almost drained our after today’s lecture. In a slow motion I walk the stairs to my home, knotting my fingers and my head is in whirl. My head feels heavier than the bag. As I enter home I, drop my bag run to my room and lie down sipping on water. After a lot of thinking I , proceed towards the shower.

The warm water is soothing and feels heaven for that very moment.

After a good lunch , I sit down and complete the homework given. It was tough and gave me a f headache .

Stopping it for a bit , I switch on for some music to loosen my mind. I feel there is music in the air. I was really enjoying it when suddenly there is sound on my left window. I plug out the earphone and drag my feet towards the window. It was him hanging on the window . This is insane I live on the fourth floor, climbing it without support is a dangerous thing. this is the second time of this childish behaviour has caught heights today.I open the other side of window, he shouts,” pull me in!! I m still in state of shock.

I hurriedly pull his arm to the inside hard wood support so that he can enter the room.

What the hell, are you doing here now?” I shout

He says, “just came to see you and spend some time alone"

Perplexed to hear his request, I plug in the earphone again back. He snatches it and puts it in his pocket. He requests,” can u please stop it. I know you are trying to ignore me and it’s because you are ally's good friend. Please trust me"

Yes, he is right. I love ally and really she is my great friend. Even if it is love or not , I felt like at least she should know the truth about us . We are silently sitting on my bed since last fifteen minutes. We don’t know how and why we should talk and spend time with each other. He stares and slides every object in my room every carefully.

Then he speaks “ that’s a good shade of lipsticks and lip gel you have!”