shadow of soulmate

talks and talks

Is he staring me or looking for me?. This thought in my mind exposes the feelings again he has for me. The way he was looking at me was not of a friend. It was of a psychotic lover. A lover!!! . The six sense, I have me or mayI say every girl has a six sense about any boy’s feelings or trust level. It just that the vibes were different. Were they right? another doubt in my mind. The school ends and all students of our class run outside the field. Clothes which were clean now have dirt and splash of mud on it

I see him again , he was walking out of school using the ground route. I was going on the same route. He joined me . Starting his conversion he said, so how was your day?”

I Am bit surprised .this question after what happened in lunch break. Okay, I need to act same like him .

I replied,” yah good apart from just one guy who was behaving weird in the staircase with me..”

He giggles as if I said about my encounter with ghost. While , he walks a piece of paper falls out of the open pocket of his bag

I pick it up and start reading,” dear , you very good and cute and I have started feelings for you .please tell what you feel for me too". There a silence after a read the note.

Then I ask him ,”who is this ? I think this isn’t she.?”

He says , “no a junior wrote this to me"

Now this is a topic to laugh upon. I laugh like hell as my stomach will burst now. Really ,is he that in demand? Wait, this should go to her girlfriend.

I ask him, “ when will you reply her ? She is cute isn’t she. He smiles and keep his one hand on my shoulder showing affection and said,” no dude ,nothing like this . She is a sister to me" . Well I know that he was giving him that importance didn’t deserve. He removes his hand from my shoulder when we reach the vehicle stoppage as people there would doubt him. He hand shakes with me and bid good bye.

As usual half run and half walk to home , I reach in 5 minutes. It’s a record ,I pat myself. I was hungry and completed bathing in 5 minutes and then sat down to eat. After two bites , I picked up the phone and switched it on.

I saw lot of texts .

One was from his , written “I hope you didn’t tell her I trust you. Btw, you were looking vey beautiful today.”

Well I know he knows I wont let anything out ever.

I reply,” yes , so?”

I cant just go with the flow and that’s why friend and her bf . This is impossible.

His text comes, “I saw you in dream last night”

I reply, “wait., what me ?

He texted, “ yes you . You know I really like u.”

I know that. What’s the point of telling me again and again.

I need to write bold words now,” okay I know that . How many will you tell?”

He takes a pause and next text comes after five minute ,”send me your picture “

What! My picture to him that to now . I m not going to send. I think for a while and send a old picture not that old but taken 10 days ago.

I select the picture and press send.

He immediately in 1 second replied, “wow ,u always look that gorgeous?”

He is clearly flirting with me now and I m allowing him to do that.

I reply,” thank you “.

I mean after so many years I have literally known boys well. His attitude tells me that he likes me.

I Get back to studies for Monday exam.

Next day was a holiday. A bright Sunday with warm sunshine. I woke up late by 11 am. I try to eat but I m not hungry after yesterday’s talk with him.