Shh relax, it will be over soon
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Danny positions himself on top of me again. I can feel his tip at my entrance, making me both excited and nervous about what is to come.
Slowly he parts my lips and starts rubbing my cl*t. With his other hand he finds my entrance and enters one finger in a swift motion making me gasp. He pumps in and out of my p*ssy while still rubbing circles on my bud. I feel the pressure build within my stomach and bite my lip to prevent another moan from escaping my mouth.
Then he adds another finger, which he has to pump in slowly since there barely is any room for it. Once I adjust to the feeling he continues pumping in and out of me increasing his speed. All of a sudden it feels like he is scissoring me with his two fingers. "I gotta make sure I fit in your tight p*ssy." he mumbles and goes back to tongue kissing me. He shifts between scissoring and pumping into me while increasing his speed.
I can't take the pressure anymore and feel myself convulse around his fingers and squirting my juices all over them. He pulls them out, licking them while smiling mischievously at me.
"Are you ready for me?" he asks repositioning his c*ck at my entrance. "Spread your legs for me princess." And I open them wide. He traces small circles with his d*ck by my p*ssy making my hips buck up to meet him. He chuckles and tries to ease himself slowly into me. All my pleasure disappears and I feel intense pain since it seems like he can't fit at all.
"Aw, stop Danny! It hurts! Stop!" I whimper. "Shh it's OK, once I am in you will feel lots of pleasure!" he groans. But I can't feel the pain subsiding yet. "No Danny! Stop! No!" I start hitting his back with my hands. He pins my arms down with one hand, and uses the other to cover my mouth. "Just relax, it will be over soon." he says while slowly pumping into me. I freeze. My mind wonders back to that fatal night.
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Flashback - 8 years ago
I am in my bunkbed. My sister sleeps on top, I in the bottom. We are having a guest staying at our home in the guestroom. He is always so nice and attentive towards me. I was sleeping, when I feel my mattress move. I instantly shot my eyes open and he is there. "Shh relax, it will be over soon" he says, touching my panties. I move further against the wall and tell him now there is enough room for him to sleep. But he creeps further towards me, until I am pressed totally against the wall.
"No, you sleep there. I here!"
"Shh baby, call me daddy."
That is so weird, he is not my dad just a family friend. "No, you are not my dad!"
"Tonight I am, and you have to do what I say, understood baby? Or should I get your mum over here to beat your ass?"
How does he know about that? I stutter "Y Yeees Dad-dy"
"Good girl." He removes my p*nties "Open your legs wide. That's it baby girl" He inserts a finger into my v**ina, then one more. It really hurts and I start crying. "Shhh, don't want to wake up your sister and mother, do we? You know what your mum will do to you."he says while placing a hand across my mouth. I shake my head while tears silently stream down my face.
He pulls me closer to him and climbs on top of me. He puts my legs around his waist and uses one hand to shut my mouth, while the other holds my hands tight above my head. I am so scared! But nothing prepared me to the excruciating pain that curses through me, when he thrust into me in one hard swift motion. I bite his hand in pain
An evil smile spreads across his lips. "Oh so you are a bad little girl! Daddy is gonna punish you!" And he increases his speed.
All I want to do is scream. But I want it to stop. So I tell him "I will be good"
" to whom" he asks.
"I will be good, Daddy"
"Now that's better Baby Girl" he pants. Why is out of breath I wonder? He continues to thrust in and out. It feels like an eternity. His relentless speed, piercing me with every move.
"Call me Daddy. Tell me you want more."
"No, please stop."
Then he starts thrusting harder again, making me whimper. "Are you sure?" he mocks
"Ok, sorry. Daddy, I want more." tears are running down like an endless river "Daddy, please."
And as if those were the magical words I needed to stop the torture, he finally thrusts in sporadically until he stiffens and some weird sticky liquid pours into my p*ssy. He groans "Good Girl. Daddy is proud of you." Then he pulls out. The liquid pours down making my thighs sticky. He grins, and leaves. I quickly find my underwear, and put them on.
There is blood on my sheets, but I don't bother to remove it. I pull up the blanket and crumble into a fetus position, crying uncontrollably.
The next morning I discard my underwear and sheets into the laundry basket. Unfortunately my mum did laundry that day. She calls me in a demanding tone "Alice, have you been playing with yourself?" "What?" I really don't know what she is talking about. Then she shows me my bloody p*nties and accuses me of having played with myself. "No mum I didn't do nothing." "Liar!" "No mum you have to believe me." I couldn't tell her about their friend, since he said I would receive a beating. But how do I tell her it was not me? I don't even know what happened, except for I didn't like it and it felt wrong.
She grabs my earlobe, and pulls it so hard I fall on my knees. "You know God doesn't approve of liars!" The she gets her paddle, pulls down my skirt and underwear. "You will receive 30. Remember stop lying and don't ever play with yourself!" I bite my lip and sigh. How come I get punished even though I did as I was told? Like always I zoom out, while stroke after stroke hits my sore *ss.
end of flashback
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"Danny! NO! PLEASE! It hurts! STOOOOP! NO, NO, noooo!" I whimper in pain, starting to panic.
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