FLAWED

A DESICION TO MAKE ?

"Does he has to consider her request ?"

"She's a criminal...U r lucky she didn't use u for wrongdoings!" He could still hear the police statement 

He doesn't want to..but ,He's not sure ..one part him never want to see her face but the other part literally couldn't able to deny her pleading face

Slowly leaning towards head board, Sidhnath closed his eyes as memory lane hit him

ABOUT 18MONTHS AGO:

Frustration at its peek ... what is happening to him? Where does it went wrong? Doesn't his love effect her when she's taking that horrible step?? Why even ? Is there any void present No..He always make sure to make her happy ...Had taken care about the tiny things make sure she's happy

With a shivering Body, Sidhnath signs in defeat turn to see the click sound and found Mrs.Batra, a friendly neighbor making her way towards him..

"I'd put her to sleep... She had her feeder but still restless even in sleep... Tc ..call me if u need anything !!" Sidhnath nodes as yes silently thanking her

Now he has so much to deal with..!! Where the hell did he go wrong ? and why? Is it a crime to dream of a perfect family ?? Being A kid of a dysfunctional family he still couldn't able to cope up with that unhealed scars...His Parents were divorced..His mother married another man and moved on as he remained with his Father... He doesn't know who was wrong and right..maybe he never wants to judge them . so, he chooses to stay with His biggest support system..His Father along With a bunch full of best friends and with a soul brother whom he met when he was 14 completing his schooling..He's the only one who's stay remained as forever in his life...

Didn't he have the right to dream for a perfect family? He thought he has ..!! He has the right to love and to be loved ..!! May be by this illusion he proposed the lady Meera..who happened to be his neighbor and whom he fell instantly for .

She doesn't have any family and therefore no drama for their marriage..he's glad she liked him back and said yes after a week of the proposal ... She's such a genuine and smart woman. Maybe that's what he assumed her as..!!

A best memory lane crossed through Sidhanth's mind.....

Meera: "Sidhanth... Mei Jeysey ladki nehi ho jho tum sochraheyhoo"[ Sid..I'm not the one whom u thought for ]

 Sid: "Mujhey koie farak nehi padtaa"[ I don't care !]

Meera: " But I want u to know ..Mei Ada Hindu aur Adi Muslim.."[ I'm a half -Hindu and Half-Muslim]

Sid: "Tho? Kya mujhey appni pyaar sey ek nayi zindagi ki shuruwath karneykehliyeh uski Mazam, aur caste ki justification ki zarurath hai? Mujhey nehi laktha... Chahey tum Meera ho..Yaa Khanam... Mujhey ussey koie farak nehi pedta kyu ki mei tumsey..sirf tumsey pyaar kiya thaa..tumhari dilsey.."[ So? Is it necessary to know the Religion and caste of the person whom I loved to core and want to start a life with ?? I don't think so ... What difference it makes to know that U r Meera or Khanam ? My Love for u can never change ..!! I loved u whole heartedly..Only this fact matters to me Meera..!]

Sid: "Aur tumm"[ And U]

"Marry me..!!"

"What?"

"Marry me Sidhanth..Make me urs...will u ?"

"Offcourse"

"Tho shadi karo..Abhi issiwaqt... Ajj sey tumhari saath ek Nayi zindagi ki shuruvath karna chahthihu..plzz"[ Then Marry me..!! Now ..At this movement ..I want to starts A New Life with u ..plz]

They dreamed together... To settle down in their small careers which is self-sufficient to lead their life happier and got married a month after he proposed her at a temple

He can never forget those Movements.. She looks more beautiful and that glow. That glow on her face, shine in eyes he can never forget... She's the most beautiful he ever met in his life .. She's a generous soul who always looks up to help someone in need..And he's glad to have her as HIS !!

----AFTER 3 MONTHS: 

"Where r u taking me Meera?" Sidhanth who been pulled along asked his wife 

" Didn't u the one who told to follow me even to hell?" Meera asked with her expressive big round eyes 

"Off course..so r we going to hell now?" Laughed sidhanth

"Shut up and follow me"

"Hey, Is this gynic clinic?" Sid was taken back... What they were doing here ??

"Hey Meera.. is this what I'm thinking about?" he asked pulling to a side 

"hw would I know what u r thinking sid?" Meera acts like an innocent deer

" Is this for a test ? test for u ?"

"Absolutely..such a smart baby I got "

"What?? Could it be possible?" Sid was taken back...

"R u kidding me Meera? R u ?"He asked again holding her 

"hw would I know..stop acting like a stupid sid"

"sorry.. but, Meera what if it's possible... it's just 3 months we got married ?"

"Haww... My husband never wanna become father..I'm Destroyed!!" Meera pull up an act while sid pulled to another side closing her lips...

"Pagli..what was that ?"

"Hahhh... Drama aur kyaa?? Hahh shakal ho dekhooo"[ Just Acting...Hahh..Look at ur face ..hw cute ] Meera laughed cheekily as sidhanth didn't help to laugh along with her ..Such was her Antiques ..Her Charm and Her Innocense which faltters him in instance every damn time

----AFTER AN HR:

"what happen?"

"Check the result yourself.."

"what is it? It's something like proofs and documents  ?"

"Yeah, doc that would be required to adopt?"

"Adopt? Why ?" He asked as Meera gives a bright smile 

Meera wants to welcome a child in their lives..He was happy but not sure about her intentions.. But lately came to know she want to Adopt a Baby..

Though he's not more into that idea , but he finally agreed as they were going to give a new life to A Child ..A healthy and happy family which they craved for in their tender age some years ago 

They warmly welcomed " Myraa[ Mili] " into their life Who's barely a month older ..A tiny female who lost her family in a car crush .. Initial days were a bit harder but soon they accepted her as their own Involving in their usual parental chores. Initially, Mili turns to be Mumma's girl as Meera bonds with her so well..Being an Infant Mily got habitual to her warmth and presence 

Sidhanth seems stressed and occupied with his work but ,can never neglect his lill family for sure.. On Meera's insistence, he somehow manages to spend some quality time with his lill Lilly who bounded him well within a short span of time

But Then, He was hit by this Tragedy,Meera demands an outing as he couldn't oblique her so.They went to Shimlaa.They were heading to all tourist attractions together and had spent tym together ... He finds Meera a lill distracted throughout the journey but when he enquired she just let it go...

Next mrng, he couldn't find her anywhere and around the cottage..Its been same scenario for next 4 hrs and Mili was cranky as she couldn't get a glimpse of her Maa . so as he ...

Finally, he found a letter which states she's sorry...but she need to go away from them..

"She's a criminal...U r lucky she didn't use u for wrong doings"  He could hear the police statement who reach him searching for her ..But The Numbness...He's too Numb to react on anything at that tym..

Signing in sheer helplessness sidhanth seated defeatedly but in next moment, a soft cry hits his ears..he know he has to deal with it as now, he's not alone..A lill life is dependent on him and Needs him to comfort

Opening the knob, sid turn on the lights only to find his 5months babygirl crying her lungs out of fear ... Taking 2 big steps towards her, he picked the child who just hugged him tighter sobbed clutching to his shirt

"Shushhh... Milii Kuch nehi huvaa..Baba is here " he tries to console her and starts to pace dimensions of room muttering nothing but sweet words to console his lill bird

Taking the sleeping figure in embrace Sidhanth stood in his balcony at Night  as cool breezes was touching his face .. His Baby is busy in her dreamland snuggling closer to his warmth .Gently dropping a kiss on her hairs sidhanth rests his head over his baby muttering "We Don't need any stranger Mili..As I will be your Mother and Father !"

'Acp Prathap Verma' Sidharth's uncle some how convinced him to go back to home which is much needed for Mili 

The jouney was indeed tough, Dealing with a cranky child as well the pain of betrayal make him venerable.. He needs to be strong..at least reflects as Strong just for his baby girl...

Hw can she go leaving him?? All that vows which they made for each other doesn't matter to her? hw can he be so wrong reading a person??

###Flashback ends###

He has decided they both were enough for each other .

'Mili'..she's so tiny and fragile and still carries the burden of a broken man effortlessly ..His Baby always amazes him

Their bond were so special to describe..People says he's Best father to mili..but they don't know hw much strength mili gives him to fight all odds . they don't know hw much she loves him and cheers him whenever he feels a bit low

They don't know hw her baby senses his discomfort gazing at him just for a sec, they don't know his baby stays up whole night when he's not feeling well ,takes care of him just as a mother ...

Sidhnath kissed her and held her closer ..It's True he's lucky to have her ..!!

"Bhai..Aren't u asleep?" Sidhnath turns back only to hear Manav his eyes were reflecting concern for him

"No.!!"

Manav: "Too much of joy drive aways the sleep so as sorrow"

"I guess both for me ..." Sidhanth utters in agony gazing the stars as Manav took him in a brotherly hug from behind 

Manav: "Love is indeed a strange thing Bhai.Once it happens, will make sure no matter other person is they will stick to each other..i still believes its just mare distance but ur heart still stick with her "

Sid: "Yes, Indeed I had sticked with her..and will be for lifetym damn it !! Becoz I loved her and even does now"

Sid: "U still believe she didn't cheated u ?" asked Manav sharply 

Sid: "I know she didn't cheated me ... though it looks as one, But I know she's going through something.. I can sense it in her eyes..but why can't she able to say that... Why is this void still exist between us ?"

Manav: "May be u r too blind in her love that u can never see her faded love for u "

"No Manav..I'm sure she went away on some purpose..but what is that? Why can't she able to share ?? The girl who can never sleep lying to me..hw can she been so silent like she's muted for life? " Sidhanth asked in agony 

Manav: "To know this, U have to meet her again..May be accepting her request of meeting Mily ..Just for one last tym" Manav's voice brings him back to Reality...

Shifting his gaze towards his 24months old baby girl " Myra " who's taking her nap in her innocent world which is sheer opposite to real harsh world around... Is it easy to forgive her? Maybe he can give a chance but seeing hw much his baby had suffered..hw much he has gone through just becoz that lady who had labeled herself to be a responsible mother to this child and took his lill bird in her warm lap few years ago... But Now, he cannot do that...If he would think to let a chance which ultimately injustice to his child.. Which he can never ever bear to do so... as Now, sidhanth varma isn't only a husband ..but He's A FATHER too !!

Where the hell was she in these 2yrs? It was always him who comfort their Baby whenever she cried for her mother..

It was always him who assures that he's there to protect her whenever his baby shivered in fear

Indeed It's hard for both of them.. The sleepless nights which he gone through  with her memories along with the restless nights in which his little one remains sobbing for her mother still remains fresh in his memory.. His heart shatters every time when he remained of those bad days... But Now, some how he coped up.. He cope up dealing with his baby..Cope up to comfort her in absence of her mother!

He some hw turns himself more responsible and more lovable father so that he can fit in his child's mother shoes.. the security to provide ..to let the lill one know now, his father is here to protect and comfort her.. Now, He doesn't let him sob for her mother..Knowing She's not even worth for his lill girl's misery.. Never!!

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JAIL:

MEERA'S POV:

Leaning towards hard wall, Meera signs closing her eyes in peace... Life is an incredible journey that is surely unpredictable... She knows it better... But can this ever gonna change again? 

"Ammaa...why Baba needs to go by hiding ?" She asked her mother when she's 7 

"Babaaa...?" But he was gone..didn't even spared a glance to her ever..Never took her in embrace Nor Consider her as a daughter ... She's just a Liability 

Her childhood was never an usual one for Meera ..It always surrounds with Dead bodies, Cruality and Mostly in Hideouts 

At 13yrs, Her  father shot her mother in front of her eyes ... She still has shivers whenever that memory crossed her mind... Why she destinated for this ?? Why can't a normal one... Now, she couldn't bear that ..neither she could be in that place nor with  the person along  tagged as her so-called Father 

Her Mother's relative Mr.Pradeep Sinha Who is an police commisioner ....helpled her and had put her in hideout wanted to safeguard her from CBI enquiry Mostly from her Father but that's when her heart starts beating hard for sidhanth who proposed being a neighbor.she was on cloud nine..!!

He's her Prince Charming.!! Whom she dreamded of a man who will safeguard from every odds and will love her to moon... she wants to be with him.. He become Love of her Life And Breathe of her existence

But will his perception gonna change knowing her Truth..? Her Haunted Past? She trust Sid but She has to let him know the truth before it's get too late ...

"Phar Mamu.. Ussey hakkh hai merey barey mei Janneykaa"[But Uncle, we has Right to know about me ] She argued with her uncle 

Mamu: "Issey koie pharak nehi padtaa..."[It doesn't;t matter my child] Her uncle clearly doesn't want any mess 

Meera: "Farak padtha hai Mamu... Pyaar karthi hu mei ussey...aur ussey appney barey mei sab kuch janney ka haq hai..Mei ussey dhoka nehi deysakthi..!![ It Matters Mamu... I love him and Sidharth has right to know about My Truth ..Neither i can  lie to him nor cheat on him]"

Mamu: "Meera..Tum shayad bulrahihoo ki Tum Bhi Ek Hindustani hoo..Tumhari Ammi , Meri Behan mei hum sab Hindustan hai aur raheygi..Hammey unn Aathank wadiyosey..koie rishta nehi hai beti..."[ Meera, Don't forget ur an Indian too..My sister and Ur Mother she's an Indian too and will remain as one ..Now, we no longer related o that Terrorists ]

"Zithni jaldi tum yeh sab kuch bulakar Agey badogi sidhanth key saath..Tumhari Nayi zindagi ki shuruwath hoyehgii..socho beta"[ Hw fast u could forget and move on ..U can lead a happy life with Sidharth ..Think about it child ] saying this he left giving a long stare

But She has decided to let him know the truth...she can't lie to him..

Meera: "Sidhanth... Mei Jeysey ladki nehi ho jho tum sochraheyhoo"

Sid: "Mujhey koie farak nehi padtaa" That's it her Love and devotion has reached an another level for the man ..who claims he loves her..Yes he is..and He became Inseperable for her ..

She agreed for marriage and her life turns to be blissful than she could ever expected..But her One Decision has turns everything downs instantly ..Will She can ever make it up to normal? Can she? 

But, Second chances don't come to many or they do? Not all will be willing to acknowledge second chances ..Now should she  ? Can she  ? after knowing she's the only reason for his misery ..do she deserves him? being a part in his life ?

"I'm sorry Sid..Maaf kardo Mujhey " Meera  sobbed in  silence 

That's it for today...Hope u all will like it