R-18+ Drügs (Read at your own risk)
I didn’t have any plans. I was lost in the wilderness of life. I have lost all that I have built－my relationships, myself, my purpose, and even my feelings. I was numb.
When I first arrived in the States, that was me. I endeavored to the most dangerous pastime, I was healing backward and I stopped because I didn’t know how to continue.
I experienced being on that point where the most comfortable and right thing to do was to end my life, again, but it wasn’t for me. No matter how much I desire to do it; no matter how many times I tried to, God has other plans.
I have realized that life will throw us a series of problems and we don’t master how to overcome them the first time we experienced them. We will fail and fall many times even if we desperately
