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Chapter Eleven
Taehyung and Seokjin spend their time watching To All The Boys I've Loved Before and the model really hates the movie.
He's not really into those kind of movies but Seokjin insisted to watch it as he's really curious as to why the movie is so hyped.
Apparently, the movie is good, really good. Though, he cant really say that it was the best. He cant really give any comments since he havent read the book of it.
"But Peter is so hot!" Seokjin said wiggling his brows up and down.
Taehyung scoffed shaking his head a little as he hit Seokjin with a pillow that made the younger rolled his eyes.
"Did you like the movie, Tae?" He asked.
Taehyung shrugged his shoulders. He's not really paying attention to the movie because he keeps on glancing at the boy who keeps on giggling beside him.
He just cant take his eyes off of the younger because of how adorable his giggle is and how beautiful he looks with his face flushed a deep breathe everytime Lara Jean and Peter will do something intimate.
"You? Did you like it?" Taehyung asked completely turning his attention to the younger.
Seokjin took in a deep breathe as he hummed as a response while looking at nothing in particular dreamily.
"Yeah? It's good." He said slowly nodding his head after.
Highschool. It made him think about his relationship with Jungkook before. The good times wherein they doesnt have any responsibilities on their shoulder but the schoolworks and all- nothing much.
They love each other so much that whoever says something towards one another such as Jungkook is like this and like that or Seokjin is just a waste of time- the both of them doesnt care.
"Dont you have someone, Tae?" Seokjin asked.
He's just curious. He wants to know if Taehyung is already in a relationship or is interested with someone.
If anything, he wants to know why Taehyung is being like this towards him. As much as he hates to admit it, all the hugs and kisses that they both shared probably doesnt mean anything for Taehyung but it's affecting Seokjin.
"Is that your way of asking me out, Jin?" Taehyung playfully asked.
Seokjin immediately rolled his eyes chuckling a little because of the model's response.
Taehyung grinned shaking his head a little, "I messed around with people most of the time," He bit his lower lips as he stared right into Seokjin's eyes, "But when I love someone, I will commit. I will surrender and let that someone handle all of me." He said with a snall smile on his face.
"You only love once, though. Maybe, I think that I love someone right now but after days, months or even years the love is not there anymore. Simply because we're not for each other. Love can be as painful as that, that's why im being careful."
Seokjin stared at Taehyung just admiring how he's letting out those words seriously.
He smiled knowing the fact that yeah maybe Taehyung likes to mess around with people but once he loves, he loves so much.
Seokjin immediately jumped out of his seat when he saw that it's almost eleven midnight. He scratched the back of his head as he looked at Taehyung who's just raising his brows at him.
"I.. I have to go now." He said.
Taehyung didnt say anything and just stared at the younger for a couple of minutes.
He's lost in the beauty of Seokjin's eyes. He loves how his stares held so much power in him as if the emotion that refects into Seokjin's eyes will also affect his and it's scary.
Seokjin cleared his throat and that caught the model's attention causing him to stood uo biting his lower lips in embarassment.
"I'll walk you out." Taehyung mumbled.
Seokjin smiled while walking beside Taehyung. He laughed a little when the model almost tripped because of the tissue that is scattered on the floor.
Seokjin was about to say something but stopped when the elavator opened already, two men walked out of it looking at each other sweetly as they laughed at each other.
It's as if his world stopped spinning, it feels like someone is stabbing on his chest repeteadly as he bit his lower lips trying to suppress his tears.
There's his man- snaking his arms around their friend's waist pulling him closer going to the extent of leaning down to give the pale boy a quick peck on the lips.
Taehyung noticed how the younger suddenly stopped. He traced the direction where the make-up artist is looking and he hissed as he saw the two men walking towards their direction oblivious to who is looking at them.
"What is this?" Seokjin asked in a stern voice.
Both men stopped and their eyes widened in shocked as they saw Seokjin with the model- his tears welling up in his eyes with his breathe getting heavy as it reflects the weight on his chest.
"I.. I can.. I can explain, Seokjin." Jungkook stammered.
Yoongi looked down because of embarassment knowing that Seokjin will probably hate him from now.
As for Seokjin, he couldnt understand. Why did they do this to him? They trusted the both of them. He loves the both of them so much, so much that he didnt even doubt at them meeting every now and then.
Taehyung clenched his jaw placing his hands on the back of the younger hoping that it would make him feel better.
He badly wants to land a punch on Jungkook's face for doing this to the beauty. How can someone cheat on Seokjin? He already got the most beautiful being, inside and out.
"I trusted the both of you." Seokjin breathed out.
He shook his head and ran away from all of them not even looking back even if he heard Taehyung calling out for him repeteadly.
He immediately went inside the elevator pressing the right floor. He then cried his heart out as he leaned against the cold wall letting himself collapsed while clutching his chest trying to wash away the heavy feeling.
"Stupid, stupid, stupid."
He wiped his tears away cursing himself for crying so much. He can feel the anger and dissapointment building up in his system.
He desperately shook his head as he let out a long crying sound not wanting to accept the fact that Jungkook is not contented with what they have- no, he's just confused, that's it.
"He will come back to me." He said all to himself.
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