Chapter Nineteen
"Why are you even there, anyway?"
Yoongi shook his head as he scrunched up his nose. He distance himself away from Jungkook as all the words that is coming from the older seems to just pissed him off.
It's almost an hour since Jungkook lied down next to Yoongi. Of course, Yoongi likes the feeling of having the older next to him especially with the large hands wrapped around his tiny waist with Jungkook's hot breathe fanning against his neck.
It's different this time. Yoongi cant help but to just roll his eyes at the photographer.
Jungkook keeps on talking about how he irritated he is because Seokjin just left this morning with a luggage without even saying where he's off to.
"Did you even ask him?" Yoongi asked.
Jungkook bit his lower lips and shrugged his shoulders. He opened his mouth and was about to reason out but closed it again as he doesnt know what to say.
"See?" Yoongi let out an exasperate sigh, "You didnt even ask him where he'll go and now you are so damn pissed!" He scoffed.
The young model noticed the sudden change of behavior of the photographer.
Before, Jungkook is always attentive in everything that he is saying and is always clingy but now- it seems like he is not even himself.
Yoongi knows that their set-up is alreay affecting Jungkook. Maybe, just maybe he doesnt want to be in this mess anymore- that's why even though he may seem like a fool, he wont accept it. He will pretend that he didnt know anything about Jungkook's sudden change of feelings.
He doesnt know if he can handle his life without Jungkook. He became so depenndant on the older that he always wants to feel his presence every single day.
Selfish. Everything that Yoongi wants includes Jungkook's time which screams selfishness as the older is never his to claim.
He is taking a lot of time from Seokjin and Jungkook.
The photographer made it clear that they doesnt have any label- Jungkook made it clear that no matter what happens, he will stay with Seokjin and wont ever leave his side.
Yoongi agreed to all of thay saying that he doesnt need much attention. Look where he is, sulking because Jungkook keeps on blabbering about his man, the legal one.
Jungkook took in a deep breathe staring up on the plain boring ceilling of the young model's spacious room where he spend most of his nights.
"I should really make it up for Seokjin." He whispered.
Yoongi hissed shutting his eyes closed as he bit his lower lips trying to prevent himself from saying anything against the older's words.
He can feel his heart wrenching as he saw the way Jungkook talks about Seokjin, the glow in his face and the never-ending spark in his eyes whenever the name of his boyfriend came out of his mouth.
"Y..you really should." Yoongi nods his head trying to mask his sadness away.
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Seokjin let out a deep sigh exhausted from the hours of travelling. He smiled and looked around satisfied with the whole room.
Taehyung put their luggages in the corner of the room before walking towards Seokjin wrapping his arms around the younger's waist.
"Did you like it?" The model asked putting his chin on the younger's shoulder.
Seokjin hummed in response before caressing the model's hand that is still wrapped around his waist.
"Do you want to walk around first?" Taehyung asked.
Seokjin protruded his lips. The invitation is tempting because he saw that the hotel has a huge garden, gazebo and swimming pool where they cant stay but he is already too tired.
"Can we do it tomorrow?" He asked shyly.
But if Taehyung wants to walk around now, he will gladly do it. He doesnt want to spoil this vacation just because he is a lazy ass.
"Of course, babe. Whatever you want."
Taehyung gave the younger a couple of kiss on the cheeks before letting go of him. Seokjin bit his lower lips before grabbing the model's hands so that they are face to face.
"Thank you..."
The model stared at Seokjin for awhile just observing the sincerity in his eyes and the slight happiness that can be seen because of how his smile glows like that of the sun, it's mesmerizing.
"No, baby. Thank you for coming with me." The older intertwined their fingers together, "I wouldnt be this happy if you're not here with me." He breathed out.
Seokjin can feel all the blood rushing up to his cheeks. He looked down and took in a deep breathe hoping that Taehyung wont notice how he was taken aback by his sweet words.
His body tingles everytime the model touches him. It only take a second for Taehyung to take his breathe away, the model is doing a good job leaving him in such an awe.
"I am so sorry for bringing you into his mess, Tae." Seokjin said in almost a whisper.
He knows that Taehyung is doing all the best the he can just so he could divert his attention into something other than his cheating boyfriend, Seokjin appreciated that.
He couldnt think of ways to thank the Taehyung more than just saying the little words of gratitude, he wants to do something more that he also doesnt know what.
Taehyung let out a tight-lipped smile bringing his hands up to cup the younger's cheeks caressing it ever so lightly.
"It its you, Seokjin. If its you then I will be fine."
Seokjin almost stopped breathing because of how hard his heart is beating against his chest begging to come out.
He hissed and shut his eyes closed taking a step closer as he completely embraced Taehyung burying his face on the older's chest which made Taehyung chuckled.
Seokjin leaned even more closer, their body pressed against one another as Seokjin inhaled the manly scent of the model that he used to love now.
The younger hummed in satisfaction with a small smile gracing his lips when he felt Taehyung's hands caressing his hair.
"Let's stop thinking about and just enjoy, okay?" Taehyung said in a deep soothing voice.
Seokjin hugged the model even more tighter before nodding his head vigorously afraid that Taehyung will let him go if he says otherwise.
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Read Epiphany and Crystal Snow too! If you guys have some time.