The lycan loyalty

fredricks POV

she was pregnant before she used the spray, f**k, how, f**k, f**k, f**k.

i keep messing up with my mate, sally, she must know something.

i stormed down to the dungeon, i am so angry with my mate for not even wanting come with me to my room, before i know it im in the cell with sally against the wall in chains and im strangling her while f*****g her.

when did i f*****g come in here anyway, as im nearly come undone i hear a scream and turn to face my mate, f**k.

"WHYYYY" she screamed at me.

"I MIRA DANIELS" i stormed up to her and kissed her she pushed me away tears streaming down her beautiful features.

she turned and ran up the stairs, i had to f*****g hurt her.

"Sally. you were pregnant before using the spray. you made me lose my and your child just for some cheap shot at the crown"

she stared at me dumbfounded and tried to come towards me as we are both still naked and she sucked my d**k.

"fu..."

"WHAT THE f**k" my beta shouted.

i pushed sally off me and faced my beta.

"your mate is upstairs in the kitchen with silvia and your here f*****g some w***e"

i growled, "she doesnt want share my room with me"

"that gives you the right f**k this w***e"

hes right f**k i start pacing and stormed out the cell and up the stairs and what i saw in the kitchen made tears sting my eyes.

my mate holding a knife covered in bloods, cuts near her neck and across her wrists and she was crying blood.

fuck, i did this to her, i went to her i held her and took the knife from her.

"love" she just stared at me, and then slapped me.

"DO NOT SLAP THE KING" a guard yelled.

"DO NOT YELL AT YOUR f*****g FUTURE QUEEN" i yelled stunning him into silence he bowed.

i looked at mira, the blood isnt stopping, f**k, i made her this broken. i hurt her this bsdly, f**k.

"You did this. i dont want to live if it means this agony of you f*****g someone else"

"i didnt mean to love i cant live without you" i bowed and grabbed hear legs tears spilling from me.

"You f****d her, i only asked for you let me think and you f****d her" she sneered.

"hunnie, im going go to my mate" my mate nodded to silvia and returned her eyes to me.

"go"

"what, im not going anywhere"

"fine, i will go, you have f****d up big time already"

"i am so sorry, please just stay with me, ill give you space, i will do anything"

"go shower, you smell like your dearest sally" she spat.

i went up and got in the shower and i felt arms around my waist and tingles.

"thought you wanted stay away from me mira"

i turned around to face my beautiful mate, why did i hurt her, i should of just went for a f*****g run, but no i f****d sally of all people.

"i knew you had feelings for her still" she said after she sorted herself out and wrapped a towel around herself and went change.

i jumped straight out following her, i love her. i f****d up.

"i love you" she froze as i said those words.

"them 3 words were probably used on sally"

"no your the first" she froze again and then continued getting dressed.

i helped her as she was struggling with the zip of her black corset jumpsuit.

"i love you, i want my mate but you rule a whole kingdom, how would i be able handle that" she sighed shaking her head.

"i will be by your side. listen, i will never hurt you. im sorry i messed up and done nothing but f**k up since we met"

"it is okay, but honestly i have to much to think about, i just found out my parents are alive"

"they are, where are they"

"she didnt say" she sighed "she said they will turn up when the time is right"

i kissed her with all my might and we cuddled, i woke up the next morning with her mouth around my d**k.

"love that feels so good" i moaned her mouth is like magic and i pulled her up to me and kissed her.

"i wasnt finished" she pouted, i smirked and smelled her arousal i fingered her tight p***y slowly adding one finger and she rode my fingers till she screamed my name.

"more" she moaned.

"are you sure your ready love, i may not hold back and i dont want hurt you" she nodded biting her lip and i pulled her lip away.

"i need words"

"yes i am ready but it is my first time" that pushed me over the edge and i kissed her and stripped her off the rest of the way and turned over so im on top and kissed her and her neck all the way down.

i tasted her and she tasted so good i moaned at the taste so sweet, she moaned as i f****d her with my tongue, her fingers pulling my head closer as she rode her high, i slowly entered her and stopped hearing her whimper.

"it will hurt at first but it will feel better i promise" she nodded and soon we felt amazing after our amazing few hours she was ready go again, we made love 4 amazing more times and i marked her and she marked me making me c*m into her again, we lay there cuddling for a few hours before we had get up and ready for the day as we got dressed, i asked if she was okay.

"that was amazing freddie" she whispered blushing profusely.

i kissed her and we walked hand in hand to breakfast her friend ran and hugged her.

"omg your marked to" she said.

"yeah, my mate and i marked each other last night" my mate and silvia chatted while i grabbed breakfast for me and her and sat down at the table waiting for her.