am i ok
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i nodded, even though i am not, my mate has someone already.
"thank you, i am sorry i didnt do anything"
"you dont have apologise sir" just then i heard the she wolf.
"oh there you are, is this our room"
i felt my heart sink to my stomach.
"it is my room, i am going change and mira is going wash my clothes" wait why have i got to.
"i can help" she flutters her eyes and walks past me and straight to my mate.
"thank you, can i ask for you once my man is ready for his things be washed"
"no, she is waiting here and you are going go back, i wont be long"
"okay" she kissed my mate and i looked away feeling a tear roll down my cheek.
why doesnt the moon goddess like me, what have i done to deserve such hatred.
i heard her heels down the stairs.
"can you come wait inside" i snapped my head up, why would i need wait inside.
"i.."
"please, come in" he opened the door and stood waiting.
is he being serious right now.
"i have to..."
"just take a second, please"
i nodded and walked in i feel really awkward right now. i shouldnt even be here but as i turn around i see my mate locking the door and he comes up to me and leads me to sit on the bed.
i stay standing up, i cannot sit down.
"you just going stand there" i stare at him dumbfounded.
he grabbed my waist and pulled me close to him hugging my waist.
what is he doing, could he be rejecting me, he has got someone.
"are you going reject me sir" i ask.
"no" he shook his head into my chest.
"but you have that girl"
"will you stop calling me sir and she is nothing since i smelled my mate" he sounds angry.
i flinched "i dont know what call you" i looked down, he is beautiful with his short black hair and tall frame beautiful blue eyes.
"freddie or fredrick" my eyes widening with realisation.
i quickly pulled away and bowed as i bowed i flinched, i feel wet dripping down, s**t, i ripped it open.
"why are you bowing to me. you dont need to" he then sniffed the air.
i gulped s**t, s**t s**t "i have to go your highness" he turned me around and pulled my zip down what is he doing.
i feel tingles through my bandage.
"what happened"
"nothing you need worry about your highness" i pulled my zip back up and went walk out the room when he grabbed my hand.
"please just sit on the bed, i just need change" i nodded defeated and sat on the end of the bed.
when he comes back out he is wearing his navy blue royal attire.
"are these your dirty ones your highness" i ask pointing to the hamper in his hands.
"i can carry them" i look at him shaking my head profusely.
"it is fine your highness, i can manage" i go try take them off him but he pulls them away and snake his arm around my waist and kisses me.
i melt into his kiss for a few moments and pulled back, he has someone mira i remind myself.
"you taste amazing" he smiled.
"you have someone your highness. she is pregnant, congratulations" i forced a smile grabbed the basket and unlocked and walked out the door after a few moments he followed me down to the laundry.
"please just reject me. you can have your family."
"wha...."
"son. there you are, oh im sorry. who is this"
"im mira your highness" i curtsied.
"you do not need bow. mira you look like your mum"
she knew my mum, how is that possible. i took the princes clothes and put them to wash.
"i know you have alot of questions which i cannot answer right now. but i can say. your so beautiful sweet girl" i heard that before.
flashback....
"selena she is such a sweet girl. she has such beautiful purple eyes like her dad but such beauty from you"
"mama. who is that"
"that is queen claire, sweetie"
"hello your highness" i bowed.
"such a sweet girl. no need bow" she smiled.
end of flashback....
i felt tears well then heard banging.
"MIRA" f**k i ran out there and into the kitchen.
"im here alpha. i was just putting the clothes in the wash"
"GET DOWN THE DUN..."
"alpha. i am sorry for the interupption. but i wanted my things washed"
"of course" he gave me a look so i decide nod and walk down towards the dungeon after a few minutes the alpha came and tore my dress i screamed as i felt my skin getting ripped into, not only does my mate have another but so does my ex mate.
i scream as he keeps whipping me with a sadistic look on his face, when he is finished he drops me to the floor leaving me, i feel like im dying. bleeding out, my tears soaking the floor mixing with my blood.
fredricks point of view....
i took sally to the doctors to confirm if she is pregnant and she lied to me and my family, least i havnt got force my mate to accept a child.
after we get back to the table i explain everything to my parents and sallys father, he is fuming at how his daughter has behaved so far and was even more angry finding out she lied about a grandchild.
"sally we are done. i already found my mate"
"what but love i"
"no. we are done" i shouted drawing attention of others.
just then i felt an agonising feeling in my chest.
"f**k" i double over. my beta david and my parents are at my side.
"what wrong"
"i feel like im dying, f**k my mate"
"thats fine shes dying anyway" sally said and i grabbed her neck ang growled in her face and took off searching for my mate.
"where is she" i shouted storming into the kitchen, one girl called silvia whispered mate staring behind me.
"mate" my beta said and wrapped his arms around her.
"sorry break this up but where is mira" her eyes widen as tears streamed and she ran to the dungeons as we followed and screamed into the cell as we got to the cell my heart dropped. me and my dad ripped the door off and i lifted her in my arms. not even a whimper.
i rushed to the hospital as nurses came to check on her, she wasnt healing. she hasnt made a sound, not one murmer.
3 days later....
3 days, i have been here. i only just met her. i cant believe my mum knew her. she said we used play together as kids aparenately i wouldnt leave her alone then either. i do remember staying by her side in hospital. much like now. i cant sleep.
i eventually fall asleep holding her hand for a couple hours just like i am doing now. dreaming all about our times we played together as kids.
mira point of view....
i wake to beeping machines and a heavy hand in mine, i slowly sit up, i try think about what happened and everything rushed to me before i finally calmed myself feeling tingles in my hand.
i stretch and a nurse walks in with silvia i smiled at silvia, tears brimming in both our eyes.
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