Heiress Spy

With memories flooding though

After Winston left and having such a memory overload with questions about his laptop. And thinking About this Alexander and taking his private computer and removing his personal information and my dad leaving me to deal with the aftermath. No wonder he was trying to get me out of that life style I felt like I was having a hard time dealing with peoples anger but turned it around to give me strength over them., Anger was never a strength but always a crutch. To grow up with a dad that taught you to think of away around every situation was a task of always trying to make him happy. Always being thorough and fast and learning a task never giving the opponent the opportunity to win. And then the aftermath of picking up the pieces.

Thinking back to the limousine ride to meet dad back at our Paris hotel room. Staying calm after being with a man all night clutching all over me and then him taking me into his bed room to personally body search your body was a mental overload. I remember the ride back was long and not talking to anyone when I got back just going into get along shower. Then having to tell my dad every detail after he left with the driver. I remember going to bed crying wondering why I enjoyed one part of such a job.

After the memories I just needed to find some fresh air and decided to go walking and instructed Winston’s security not to touch his laptop because if I hadn’t they would have taken it and destroyed it so I couldn’t finish going through it. With cherry blossoms trees starting to bloom with the crisp air I just enjoy the walk through a beautiful country with a seasonal weather change happening what a beautiful time of year here. Watching the animals starting to scurry around enjoying the weather of this day. For hours I walked without meeting a soul just enjoying nature. Feeling relaxed I come back to the cottage to discover that Winston had called. So I pick up the phone and call him back. When he answered saying hello I didn’t really know what to say. Then hearing him ask why I was out walking around. I told him after going through his laptop I was just having to many memories. He became silent and then asked if I trusted him and I honestly said not as much as I did before getting into your laptop. Who’s all those women Winston? We have been married for over a year why are they all over your files? Some are work acquaintances, some are just friends and some are from my past? Ok but no men are on the list just females so reinterpretate please….. And I am not happy with all the information you have been hiding from me. It could have jogged my memories quicker and stead I am walking around like a dummy thanks Winston. Hey babe you know I was just following your dads orders right. To a point you were but some of this is not what I expected of you. When you return you can go through the list an explain how you met and know each one of these ladies and how you are in contact with each one and remember please I will not leave one stone unturned inside this laptop. Ok Winston agreed to that request. You are not mad I broke into your personal laptop I asked Winston? He said no he knew what my skills were and knew I would eventually start to get my memory back as I came off the medication. I had a rather large memory about a party and that Alexander was there and I cleared all the info from his computer got it to dad and he left me to deal with the aftermath. When you are back I want to talk to him. I will go out for a jog in the back just because I need a release before you get back and I suggest you doing rush. Understand. He agreed he understood and he knows his and dad’s security is staying far away from me right now. Winston said he would be back in a few days I told him I love him as he did the same and we hung up our phones. I could hear the phone of Erin one of Winston’s security men as I could hear Winston’s voice booming from the other end of that call. Winston was telling them to keep a better eye on me but give me space don’t do anything to make my fuel ignition til he decided what to do.

Micheal Dickson

We were in the backyard with Jared and his family having a family cookout. I could feel the stares from everyone upset that Ashley wasn’t back with us yet. That’s my baby girl I want her back more than anything and I regret getting her into such a dangerous life style. Winston Chadwick called Pretty upset Ashley got into his personal laptop found lots of females profiles and a history on Alexander Grant and she remembered a party in Paris we attended and stole his personal information. I remember when she got back to the hotel room that night she was quiet wouldn’t talk about what had happened til later that night. Winston asked me if something had happened so I told him about this Alexander taking her into a private room and body searching her. I could feel his anger almost as fueled as mine the night Ashley told me what happened after I left she was crying as she explained the man personally checking every inch of her body. I knew he day could come she was touched by a man and I couldn’t protect her especially in a job like this. I was anger at myself for giving this Alexander Grant the opportunity to touch my daughter. Winston told me for the first time he was afraid to return to her. I was sure what to say I held back a laugh thinking about how easy going Ashley is tell her anger I’d fueled I knew this day was coming for me I just didn’t realize Winston would be in the line of fire too. So I accessed Winston’s laptop to see if I could cover anything up to deflect her from takeoff needing some time alone we didn’t need her disappearing right now. Christina knew that my call had something to do with Ashley and was not happy with me not fully protecting her daughter like I promised her I would she remembered Ashley coming to the hotel that night we were in Paris and the tears in Ashley’s eyes. I knew we had to get her away from this life into one she was happy I just didn’t expect Winston to go and marry her till this Alexander thing was behind us.

Damn Ashley caught me snooping inside Winston’s laptop. She linked me and said dad you change one word inside this computer that she would never forgive me. Well I called Winston and told him she caught me and he was on his own. I sent Ashley a message asking if she was okay and she said no and wanted me to let her message her mom, So I agreed and Ashley at least got some much needed consoling from her mom.

Christina Dickson

Micheal called me to come here while we were outside enjoying time with our grandchildren and Jared. Micheal told me that Ashley wanted to message me that she needed her mom. I hit Micheal on the arm as tears whaled up in my eyes. I knew he was anger at himself for getting Ashley into this mess and I didn’t want to blame him and put more pressure on his guilty conscious but knowing my baby girl needed me was to much to hold in. Ashley’s message read:

Mom I have tried to be tough and hold everything in not wanting to be a weak female, but all I want is to be in your arms and you rubbing my hair telling me we will fix everything together because that’s what families do. I miss our talks and I just want to be that little girl that followed her beautiful mother around the house asking a billion questions. After some of my tears subsided I sent Ashley A message back: my beautiful baby girl you are my heart and soul my shadow for so many years. I have missed so much in the last year but soon we will be together soon. I know you are angry at your dad right now but please do what he tells you to do. Your dad maybe me a promise and we will be together soon just hang in there. And remember the story Wrote for you that I had your dad read to you every night for many years. I will always been searching get my baby bear looking far and wide to protect my cub from harm. Ashley responded that’s the dream I have been having about a cub looking for his mom it’s some of my first memories. Mom I love you and miss you so tell everyone I love them. Christina answered Ashley that’s our story mine and yours we created that story together and your dad had the book published for us. I love you and we miss you more than you will ever know. Stay strong and don’t faultier we will be together soon.

After the tears I went out for a run to calm my head and try to relax thinking about how I wanted to be with my family, I know that’s not fair for Winston right now but he has been keeping secrets from me. Enjoying the beautiful day I came up on this stream with some animals around it I just watched from a distance as a young cub came up playing around in the water and soon a large mother bear came to find her cub being mischievous. I smiled and thought about our story and how it helped me get through this past year keeping my mother close. Back tracking I decided not to bother the animals and left the area to head back to the cottage.