Waking up no pass to remember.
I hear the most beautiful sound of birds I slowly open my eyes to a large comfy bed in the most beautiful room one could image. I slowly get up and walk to my bedroom window, as I open the window there are so many beautiful birds singing right outside my window I look around to see I am high in a beautiful castle in an upper chamber. Who am I why do I not have any memory of my pass life or where I am. I stand there enjoying the beautiful sound of birds chirping and flying beautifully around the castle and my head singing the most songs. I hear a knock at the door. Come on I said as I looked to see who would be coming in the door. I look to a Older lady with a very high pitched voice surprising me saying good morning Lady Chadwick just wanted to see if you are ready for breakfast or would you like to have it served in your room. I looked at the small round lady with the cutest dimples I have ever seen. I looked at her tentatively asking her where I was at and if she could tell me who I am. She looked at me with confusion why Lady Chadwick I will serve you breakfast here in your room and send for the town doctor. I thanked her as she rushed from the room. I wanted to ask more questions but she left so quickly. I walked over to one door of the bedroom to the bathroom with a large tub and I see these set of doors that go out to a large bay boucony I walking out side to see a beautiful pool of flowing water and beautiful red roses on both sides of the pool. I could smell the roses as each bush was so full of blooms. I walk back into the bathroom and to a door on the other side of the room as I opened the door there is a large walk in closet one side has the most beautiful clothes and shoes with the other side being full of men’s clothes and two shelves of shoes. A man lives in this room with me. I wondered who he was and what he looked like.
I took a cute long flowing shirt with a cute pair of matching tights. Walking over to the bathroom and I decided to get a shower. After getting bathe and dressed I walked over to a eloquent makeup table got my hair brushed and put up into a messy bun. There is a knock at the door as I say come in the door opens to a tall gentleman in a three piece suit, he is middle aged with green eyes and blonde hair. He looks at me and says hello Lady Chadwick good to see you up and around after you fell a few days ago on your boucony I just wanted to examine you once you came too. How is your head feeling asked the doctor? I look at him and ask his name and who he was and if he could tell me any info about were I was and who I am. He looks at me saying Well you answered my questions Lady Chadwick I am Doctor Evan Marion I have been your doctor ever Since you married your husband Winston Van Chadwick. I looked at him with surprise in my eyes I am married how long have I been married? Doctor Evan walked over to me as he answered my question. Well Lady Chadwick you have been married about six months. I will be calling your husband upon my departure you rest I need to check your head from your fall. I look down at my hands and realize on my left hand I have a large karat diamond ring. After the doctor finishes checking me over I ask him if he could tell me where my husband is at this time. As his green eyes look into mine doctor Evan tells me my husband is on a business trip. And should return any day now.I finish my breakfast on the boucony enjoying the beautiful roses and the beautiful view of a gorgeous red rose garden I knew I was planning on visiting today. I hear the cheerful high pitch voice ask me if I was done with my breakfast. I look up to her asking her name explaining I don’t remember anything. She gently smiled at me and introduced herself as Charlotte My personal chamberlain. I looked up at Charlotte and asked my name if she didn’t mind. As Miss Charlotte’s sweet kind eyes looked into mine she said my name was Ashley Chadwick of Scotland manor estates. I thanked her and asked if she could walk me around the Castle and grounds.
As Miss Charlotte walked with me from my bedroom down the hallway to a set of spiral steps we walk pass a beautiful thin maid with a black and white dress that looked in her thirties and addressed me as Lady Chadwick and she addressed Miss Charlotte who said hello Trudy as we walked down toward the main floor. We walked to a large open room with large hand painted murals of very distinguished men and women. As I look at the art work I ask Charlotte who all these portraits were paintings of? As she once again looked at me with her sweet face and told me in time sweetie you will learn and remember all that You need to know. As we walked through each room to finally come to the main floor Charlotte Gave me time to meet each staff member busily working through the estate. There was Short frame Rollie man with a full round face Alister manager of the estate as we made our way around the rooms, everyone we talked to as I apologized for not remembering them each person seemed to understand and seemed so concerned about me. Charlotte led me out the back of the Castle into a patio down the walk way beyond the pool into a beautiful red rose garden with a hanging hammock. I looked around knowing I would be spending many days in the beautiful garden. Charlotte said that Master Winton had this beautiful red rose garden built just for me she said it was my favorite place to be on the miles of estate. I loved the beautiful water falls and cascading stream floating from each of four water fountains each with a different design one a large lion and one a angel with a bear the other was two small children playing. I had never seen a flowing streams flowing to each fountain it was unique with its own little flowing stream going to each fountain. As I enjoyed the garden throughout the day it was dinner time and seeing I had skipped lunch, I was ready for dinner I walked back to the Castle as Charlotte met me at the doors she led me into the main dining room it was a long large table eight chairs on each side with one chair on each end of the table. Looking around to not see anyone joining me for dinner I asked Charlotte if I could eat in my room. And she realized I didn’t want to eat at such a large table all alone. Charlotte let the kitchen staff know I would be eating in my room. As we headed back up stairs Miss Charlotte she said she could take me back up to the boucony where I loved to eat my meals. Wow I have so much to learn about myself. After dinner I looked back on this day and I wondered how I become the Lady of this beautiful castle. The view from looking out at the grounds of the estate as the sun was setting in Scotland. As it started to get a little colder I decided it was time to put on some pajamas and head to bed.
Once again I wake up to the beautiful birds outside of my window. I jump out of bed and open up the window to the cute little red bird dancing around enjoying a warm spring day. Miss Charlotte come in with my breakfast and takes it straight out to the boucony. As I thank her for bring my breakfast I sit down to enjoy the day as I look out into the beautiful garden I noticed a forest on the back of the grounds. I would love to check out the area maybe I will remember something about who I am I thought. After breakfast I checked out some of my clothes I chose a pair of blue jeans with a cute pull over t-shirt with a pair or cute hiking boots. I decided on letting the long hair flow down my back today as it made curls. I looked into the mirror to see A blonde hair young lady with the deepest blue eyes I was way to skinny and my skin was pale. But I hope to get some sun as I thought I shouldn’t be so pale as I was sure I loved being outside. I made my way down the hall as I must have got turned around I ended up in the South tower of the castle as I made my way down a hall I heard this rude voice snapping at me wanting to know why l I was at her wing of the estate. I looked at her and asked who she was and what her problem was. The young lady being close to my age or a little older. She informed me her name was Autumn and her father was Master Winston my husband. I could understand her bitterness at me being her step mom and being younger than her. So many questions and I so want answers. As I make my way from the anger young lady I slip into a room which looks like a library with books on every shelf and any subject available. Finally making my way to the main floor and trying to get out the back doors without any followers. I go and enjoy the garden and then I make my way toward the back of the grounds, there is a gate that leads toward the forest. I walk to the gate and slowly force it open enough to get through the small opening of the gate. I walked into the forest it seemed quiet for a forest why where the animals not making noise could they all sense my presence in the woods. I walked a little deeper in the woods and there is a jet black wolf, I just turned and run I don’t know if the animal is chasing me because I don’t stop. Then I feel myself being pulled into this rock hard body that just happened to be one of the grounds keepers that must have been watching me leave the grounds. He pulls me back into the Estate grounds and tells me His name is Jack and that, the gate was for my safety I must never leave the grounds without protection. As I head back to the main house. I see Charlotte and ask if I can’t eat up stairs in my room. She had a covered dish out on the boucony. As I sit there eating and looking into the forest I felt like there was something or someone staring back at me. I head to bed and not long after I had this dream it’s almost like a memory. I was a young child on my fathers lap and he is reading my favorite bed time story. There was this baby bear that lost his mother he looks far and wide through the forest to find his mother he sees a squirrel that was busy gathering nuts but to busy to bother with the baby bear. Then there was a moose but the moose knew nothing of baby bear’s mother. I remember my dad smells like fresh men’s old spice and I relax into his arms and I fall asleep as my dad carries me up into my bedroom and tucks me into bed. Then I wake to this body I feel a mans chest I sit straight up and jump out of bed. I know I was alone when I went to bed. How could I not feel someone get into bed with me. I look over to see a very handsome man with brown hair and no shirt on his chest is very chiseled out like he workout on a daily bases from the looks of him. Then I hear this very deep voice say hello beautiful I have missed you. I slowly look up to see this man’s eyes open wide what handsome blue eyes he has. I look at him and he ask how I am feeling he stated the doctor called him about my contusion from my fall out on the boucony. Yes I say I don’t have any memory of my past beyond two days ago. His eyes look at me so sad, and he tells me he is home with me for awhile. He slowly pulls me next to him and an ask if I mind if he holds me for a bit. I state it’s fine and snuggle into him and find the perfect spot in his arms. I had this thought of wondering what it felt like to be so close to a guy without wanting to beat him up. How strange I wondered you have a thought like that I wondered what my life was once like.