I wait for you with my youth.

I wish for your happiness more than anyone else, but it saddens me to think that your future happiness will not be because of me. Hello, how are you doing during that season of falling flowers and the time when we were young? I still remember that summer, that youth, that place, the boy named Gao Xinye and the girl named Yan Jin... In that summer, the weather was scorching hot, and the merciless sun relentlessly scorched the earth without any relaxation despite nurturing delicate lives. Even the towering trees were subdued, their leaves sealed shut, motionless. The wind seemed to have ceased as well, except for the incessant chirping of cicadas who remained unaware of any sense of amusement. Their cries resembled those of a resentful wife, wanting to express years of buried grievances all at once. However, all of this began in the hot summer at a high school, their story... "Quick, quick, they're coming..." Gao Xinye said excitedly. "What's happening? Who is coming? " the classmate standing next to Gao Xinye asked in unison, craning their necks to look down the corridor. "Look, she's coming," Gao Xinye said to the classmate standing next to him. After speaking, he silently watched Yan Jin without saying a word. He quietly watched her approach, staring at her back until she entered the classroom and he couldn't see her figure anymore before entering his own class." "I don't know if it's just for fun, or if I really...". Every time when Yan Jin walks towards the corridor, the classmates from Gao Xinye's class would start making a fuss, as if Yan Jin is a 'prey' that hunters want to 'capture'... However, all of this did not catch Yan Jin's attention. She walked past coldly, pretending not to see them and minding her own business. In fact, her heart was trembling with so many people standing opposite to her, looking at her and discussing with smiles on their faces. Her feet were already shaking, but she knew she couldn't show it. She is just an ordinary girl, with a high ponytail and straight bangs. She has a not-so-high nose bridge and fair skin tone. Combined with her average height, there is no particular attractive feature that can be found on her. Throughout the whole appearance, she can only be described as ordinary. Although Yanjin really wants to prevent this situation, she doesn't want others to see her with different eyes, staring at her like prey. However, Yanjin has no way of solving it. She doesn't know how to resolve the issue. She can only hope that with time, they will no longer engage in such childish behavior. But the current thinking is still wrong. In the future, every day will be the same. As soon as class ends, there will be a noisy commotion in the hallway. After all, they are all children who love to play... "Oh? Where is Muzi? Morley, have you seen where Muzi went?" Yanjin turned around and realized that Muzi was not in her usual spot. With only five minutes left before class, there was still no sign of her. "No, I have been keeping my head down and doing my homework!" Mo Li lazily responded, feeling very tired. Thinking that Muzi probably wouldn't go anywhere, Yanjin had no extra thoughts. He rested his head on the desk, closed his eyes, and prepared for the start of the next class. "The sound of 'zzz...'" "The sound of 'zzz...'" The phone in the drawer vibrated, displaying a text message. Curious, I opened the phone. "Yanjin, I forgot to bring tissues. Can you help me by bringing some over?" Yanjin looked at the message and realized that it was Muzi who had forgotten to bring tissues to the restroom and asked her to bring them over for her. As the class time slowly approached, without hesitation, Yan put down her phone and grabbed a large pack of tissues before running out of the classroom. Little did she know, as she ran out of the classroom, what she saw were the boys in the corridor standing in two rows like soldiers on duty. Moreover, they were from the neighboring class and were so close by. Caught off guard by the situation, Yan Jin stood there staring at them blankly. Suddenly, she turned around abruptly and ran back to the classroom. She knew that passing through again would only lead to more commotion, which was too much of a headache. Sure enough, when I turned around and ran back to the classroom, there were various laughter and some incomprehensible words coming from outside the corridor. "Oh my...," Yan Jin sighed silently in his heart, sitting anxiously on the chair and watching the time pass by on his phone, feeling very worried. It was because Mu Zi was still stuck in the restroom and couldn't come out. He couldn't ask other classmates for help, so he could only wait there with an anxious heart. The bell for class finally rang, and Yan Jin instantly snapped out of his thoughts. He felt secretly happy in his heart: 'Finally, it's time for class.' Yanjin, like a fugitive, glanced at the people outside and finally they all entered the classroom. At this moment, Yanjin hurriedly ran to the restroom to bring tissues for Muzi. Muzi Ke, who had been waiting in the toilet for a long time, was miserable. When she saw the lifesaving straw coming, she was so excited that tears almost fell from her eyes. 'Finally, you're here! My feet are numb from squatting for so long...' Muzi complained pitifully, with a face full of grievances and regret for not checking if there was any toilet paper before going to the restroom. "I'm sorry! I didn't dare to come over just now. The guys from the next class were standing in two rows, blocking the corridor. You know, if I walked past them..." Looking at the pitiful person in front of him, Yan Jin hesitated to speak. Best friends will always be best friends, and Muzi naturally understands Yanjin's difficulties! The two of them quickly left the restroom with laughter, as if it was a rescue mission or a game, creating a somewhat bittersweet feeling. On that day, it was still sunny. Different expressions appeared on the faces of those people. Listening to their voices, the tone of their speech fluctuated, but it sounded so natural. This is campus life... Day by day passes, sometimes the world seems very small. By chance, Yan Jin and Gao Xinye cross paths. However, for some reason, whenever Yan Jin sees Gao Xinye in front of her, she immediately averts her gaze as if she didn't see him. Even she herself doesn't know why she treats him like any other person. Could it be that...? "How is it possible..." Yan Jin muttered to herself in her mind. She doesn't like other people, she has never liked anyone before, and she doesn't intend to start liking someone... I used to think that time could make people feel tired, but later I realized that time cannot change anything.