One thing I've learned and realized was like, I still have ropes wrapped around me and one thing's for sure, I will always have it and carry it throughout my entire life. I'm sure that it'll open the wounds that I'm trying to heal, to leave it aching. Wake up and start to fire my desires that sleeping for years. And there are some faces of tomorrow I'd like to see and touch, but I'm not really sure how it'll turn out or face it— and it was probably Rome. I'm seeking for something deep that I'd never felt to Rome for the past years. And I'm begun to see things differently with him now, I'm imagining him with so much colours. After that night, instead of seeing myself far away from him again, I'm thinking of having him again in my arms like we used to but this time... no more lies and be

