The Ganeswolf

The Moon Goddess Tales: Before Logan, the begiining.

Kimi's PO

 I woke up after my ordeal at the mating ceremony the night before. Remembering only that he did not want me. Which made no sense. I could remember shifting and feeling proud of my wolf, my wolfs name is Mia. Mia was just as proud of our ability to shift easily compared to some of the other wolves. I remember biting down catching my bottom lip and drawing blood when the first bone cracked. Once the first bone cracked and shifted into place the others transformed quiet swiftly. The shift was not as painful as I was prepared for. The sounds of bones breaking, then the burning sensation that my body felt after the shift was so painful it weakened my entire body. What most humans did not understand was what a person and their wolf went thru in order to truly become one. The pain of a first shift has been known to paralyze some wolves human form if the transformation took too long. If that happened, it was most likely that the werewolf would never be able to shift again, killing the werewolf over time. After my shift I was proud that my wolf was strong and the shift was bearable. She assured me that our future shifts would become easier the more we shifted. She was proud of us too I could feel it. Her walk was one of confidence.

Watching the blue moon raise in the sky all the young wolves turning 18 and shifting for the first time had all been gathered together to head deeper into the woods away from the pack where the ceremony would take place. All the unmated wolves were already present when we all arrived. Some could be seen standing in groups together. Others could be seen trying to show off their strength in the pose they made standing alone. I wandered, as I looked at many of them, which pack member they were and would one of them be my future mate. I know the sense of smell is strong in a wolf. Unshifted wolves did not have their wolf senses as of yet unless your wolf would be a high ranking wolf. And even then only faintly. My wolf had been stirring inside for a bit now and some of my wolf senses were stronger than that same sense in my human form. I could smell all the wolves around us. I was not keen enough to be able to separate them all. Their were just to many scents to have to separate with not enough time. With all of us in one place I was smelling them all and it  was a bit overwhelming. I could smell one scent stronger than the others. I was not trained enough to break down the individual scent of one. My wolf was now stirring. I could only assume she felt it too and that our future mate must be close by.

 My father had come from a line of strong wolves. He was the Alpha of the Greystone pack before there was no longer a Greystone pack. I felt a large wave of sadness as I did not have him to guide me, He was not here to be proud of me today, He was not here if I needed someone strong to hold me reassuringly.  I hope to Moon Goddess that he can still watch me from above and still be proud of the daughter he has. 

My Mother is somewhere back in the pack. She had stayed strong long enough to get our pack and me to safety. Once our pack officially transferred to the Coldmoon Pack she seemed to fade into a shell of her prior self. Her grief could still be felt by any that approached her. She raised me but she seemed to have lost the joy in doing so. I look a lot like my father so everyone keeps telling me. I often wander if that makes it harder on her. 

Today however, that was not the case. She was acting like the Luna and mother that I knew and missed. She had decided to escort me for my first shift and I was excited to have her. I had expected to have to shift alone. Walking to the ceremonial site she had learned that the pack doctor would not be present and she went livid. Every wolf knew of the complications that could take place during a shift. Often times a pack doctor would be there to administer a dose of wolfs-bane to help the werewolf finish their transition. If a were-wolfs human suffered from anxieties and had a panic attack during its first shift it could cause the transition to only partially complete. Leaving the werewolf and human deformed which would lead to the slow death of both the were-wolf and its human. Wolfs bane if administered correctly would slow the heart of the human just enough to cause the human portion to black out allowing the were-wolf portion to take over and finish the transformation. If given too much wolfs-bane it would kill the wolf and possibly the human as well depending on the dose. A wolf would fight to protect its human form so it has been known in rare cases for the human part to survive. 

My mother had one of our prior pack members to leave our pack after loosing its wolf. She could not bare to be around all of the pack with a constant reminder of what she had lost. Her case had been different. She had been given enough wolfs-bane during an attack to keep her alive long enough to pass on what the attacker wanted her to say. The woman had been saved. But she had lost her wolf and could not bear to live amongst the pack any longer. She had left and I had never heard her name mentioned again. I was barely a pup running around when that had happened.

Before leaving me to go hunt for the doctor my mother had grabbed the nearest she-wolf. A she-wolf named Chyme, and paired us together. She gave us instructions on what to expect and what was normal she said if anything else happened to mindlink her. She told us both she would return to us as quick as possible hoping to be back before our shift began. Chyme was just as nervous as I was. She had been grateful for the pairing as she was here alone and had no one to prepare her. Her mother had been killed shortly after the Alpha Luther had taken over the pack. Alpha Luther had only been over the pack a year or two at most. Her father was a perimeter guard and was on shift. He couldn't even mindlink her to give her support due to being on guard. He knew that if caught mindlinking any wolf not work related he and the wolf in questioned would face punishment's by the Alpha. Her father was not willing to risk her being punished, especially on a day as important as today. The cruelty of this Alpha was well known to all of the fellow pack members. 

We had been brought into a thicket area that formed a large open circle. Surrounding the edges where pockets of palm brush that several single wolves were laying in wait staring at us like we were the next meal instead of us joining their ranks. I am sure their wolf senses were stronger than ours so some of these wolves were already smelling the scent of their mates if they had one. Still they would have to wait for their wolf's mate to fully shift to claim them. We were both nervous and excited about shifting for the first time and seeing our wolves. We watched nervously as the moon was nearly ready. The wolfs began howling a loan howl hear and there. The more howling we heard the closer to time we knew it was getting. The howls were getting louder as more and more wolves were howling together rather than the lone wolf as we had first heard upon entering. Chyme and I had both promised that we would help look out for one another. Both of us knowing that we had no clue what to expect outside the few minutes explanation my mother had spared us both.

I was standing side by side holding hands with Chyme when I felt her hands suddenly snatch away from mine. I watched in awe as the lively nervous chattering person next to me dropped down on all fours and started whimpering. I looked down at the hands that I was just holding and saw the skin as it began split tearing apart the flesh with rapidly growing hair. I watched as her fingernails broke splitting in two as a claw pushed thru the nail. I was so focused on her hands transitioning that I never noticed her face go from human to werewolf. The moment our eyes connected I felt a sharp pang and I knew it was now my turn. 

I can still remember the first splintering bone breaking sounds that pierced my mind. You know the eerie sounds when some one scratches their nails on a chalk board. It was that same skin crawling feeling you get from that. While trying to cope with the sounds I can remember opening my eyes looking to see if Chyme was ok. She was wobbling around next to me like she couldn't get her balance. Balance on four legs instead of two should be easier right? Her status as an Omega could mean her wolf was weaker. I hope I had better balance than that. I did not want to be weak and embarrass my fathers memory by being a weak were-wolf.

Her head turned to look at me and her mouth dropped open wide. She must have felt the same mental shock that I was feeling. We know what we are. We see pack members in wolf form often. But to finally be that thing yourself for the first time cam mentally shock your whole mental system. Chyme is a mixture of browns with her two rear paws being like white socks. She was of medium height which was normal size for an Omega Wolf. I had walked over to stand next to her. I felt like I dwarfed her in size. I forget that the Alpha bloodline never dies even if the Alpha that sires the pup does. It can skip a generation in genes but that happens no matter if the Alpha is living or not. I stood a good 4 inches taller than Chyme. While smaller than many of the Alpha lineage I am still larger than most wolves and I could feel my wolfs power. I had nothing to compare it too but I could tell that Cymes wolf was submissive if I stared at her for any length of time. I had purposefully stared just to see if I really held any of my Alpha lineage or was the power I felt new and I was just wishful. My legs were muscled and I could feel the strength humming with in me. Chyme my links me for the first time chattering away I stare at her again and she ceases to chatter. I stop staring using my aura and  she proceeds to start chattering again. Telling  me how beautiful I am that I am a smoke grey with black tipped ears and tail. That where she has two white socked feet I have four blacking colored socks that matched my ears and tail. Looking down I can see my smoke grey is shiny and I feel pretty. How could my mate not be proud of me looking like this. 

Looking around at all the other wolves as everyone seems to have shifted safety. I see several noses twitching pointing upward as they began tracking scents. I watched as two smaller Omegas seemed to have found their mates and were nuzzling and licking each other. When I noticed a strong scent that caused me to pause my breathing. The scent was so intoxicating that I couldn't concentrate so all I did was stand their dazed. The scent was getting stronger as if it was coming to me. I could see the other wolves parting and making a clear path as the wolf scent was getting closer. Mia was prancing and pushed herself to the front as this is her moment. 

No, no, no. It's all I could hear my human saying to me. This is impossible. The Alpha, Luther Coldmoon, of our clan was heading straight for us. Even in his wolf form there was no doubt that was who he was. Upon reaching me he took a deep long breath and then started sniffing me all over. He let out one long howl and nuzzled my neck. I just stood their frozen. My human side rejecting the thought that the Moon Goddess dared to pair us with this cruel monster. I had to tell Kimi to hush and remind her that we only knew what we heard. He was an Alpha and their position in the pack required harsh acts. That we needed to give him a chance. Besides the feelings I got from his wolf were not like the vibes we got from his human. He started to nuzzle my neck and I couldn't stand it any longer so I pressed into him and started nuzzling him back enjoying the scent of our mate. Luther's wolf name is Max. Max is growling and licking our face and our wolf was softly whimpering enjoying the small intimate moment being shared.

Mia closed her eyes, sighed and opened her eyes again. The intimate moment was shattered as we watched  Maxs' eyes, his gentle blue eyes had shifted from a dusky blue to piercing green.  With no other warning Max stepped back and shifted back into his human form. Luther was not as loving as his wolf form. His aura was very cold and black compared to that of the loving side shown by Kade. I wanted to shift back into my human form. Shift, he commanded. I shifted,  I could feel his eyes boring a hole straight thru me the entire time it took me to shift. Once I finished shifting I started grabbing my clothing and started to slip back into something so that I would not be having him to face him while I was naked. I turned back to him and looked at him. He seemed to just stand and stare. Fine, I dropped the clothing and turned to stare at him. If this is how he wanted to play this out then so be it. I was not going to be weak in front of him. If he was my mate and I would be his future Luna then he needed to know from the beginning that I would not let him intimidate me. I was a bit uncomfortable standing their naked in front of him, watching him examine me with a blank expression and cold eyes. He just stood there, legs apart with all his man giving glory on display. Not that he wasn't nice to look at it, he was indescribable, tall, dark, muscled, dangerously handsome. I was not use to being around a naked male as us unshifted wolfs were sheltered a bit. I could feel my body becoming aroused just looking at all of him, his member was slowly growing. The fact that Max went from loving acting to Luther who was cold acting. All of my senses were in panic. I waited for him to react as I didn't want to misread him and his intentions. 

Out of no where his loud booming Alpha voice started demanding the attention of those close by. I almost wished in this moment that I had taken time to cloth my self as all eyes human and wolf form alike were now staring directly at us. "Beta Blade, lead the pack thru the rest of the ceremonial run. We will join you back at the banquet hall after the run." No one dared to argue. The ceremonial run was to be lead by the Alpha. I watched as the Beta spoke briefly to the pack members and all of the pack member present began to howl as he led them away. 

I had stared at Luther through out all of it. Not daring to look at anyone else for fear that my strength would falter. Luther walked up to me grabbed me roughly around the throat and brought his lips to mine. At first I did not respond as I did not like to be man handled and did not appreciate the grip he had on me. I shoved his hand away to let him know so. He snaked his hands around my back and pulled me so that both of our naked bodies were touching. I could feel the arousal of his male parts growing in length against the flat of my stomach. Mia was growling and going nuts in my head. Her anger and arousal over powering my human senses. I knew this was no good. Mia was stronger and her s****l arousal blocked any of my ability to reason with her that he did not intend this be a loving mating. He grabbed my breast and I screeched. "What the f**k Luther?" before I had even realized I had spoke it aloud. My breast are tender more so no with the shift that I had just done. All of my muscles were in a weakened state due to my first shift. I had not completed the ceremony to take my oath to the pack in my wolf form yet so the strength of the pack and my werewolf's easy healing abilities were not at my strongest as my body was still healing from the shift. 

"I am your Alpha. You will not talk to me is such a manner!" came Luther's fast response. I could feel his arousal growing. His anger seemed to fuel him. Now I was nervous. He is talking to me as an Alpha not as a mate. I know he is my mate. My wolf was ready to jump up and mate with him when she smelled him for the first time. Long before we laid eyes on him. Mia has been responding to Luthers wolf Max. Max is nothing like his human.

I felt him picking me up and rubbing me against his hard erection. I could feel it pulsing up against me. He raised my v****a just above his erection. I felt the tip of his p***s flexing at my entrance wanting in. I was paralyzed between my innocence and his anger. My own arousal I was trying to control. None of this felt right. Yet, if felt oddly electrifying. 

"Stop Luther, you are my Alpha and my wolf says you are my mate. Yet we know nothing of one another and what I have heard of you I do not like. We are not mated yet. I can reject you just as easy as you can reject me!"

"You think so." Came Luther's tense reply.

Slamming me against a tree and in one long hard push his erection ripped thru my body. His hand covering my mouth to muffle any objection that I had. He continued to grunt pushing in and out. My body was frozen. Shocked at the assault taking place. This is my mate and my alpha. The pain of his movements lessoned with each thrust. The pain of the betrayal he was committing was indescribable. My body began to betray me crying out for more as mind scream against the assault that  was being committed against me. 

Crying out Luther slumped against me. Lessening his grip I was able to push him away from me. He landed backwards spent on the ground. His member slick with a substance dripping off of him. Realizing what he had just done I began to run from him, Using his Alpha tone he brought me to my knees.

"Stop, and bow to me now! What is your name Omega?" Luther spit out. Still naked. Still smelling of s*x.

"Kimi, KImi Greystone." I said void of emotion. He will not get the satisfaction of seeing me react to him.

Alpha or not.

 "I, Alpha Luther Frost  reject you Kimi's Greystone as my mate!" He then turned around and walked away. Never once looking back. He did not get to see the pain that he inflicted with that one small sentence. I dropped to my knees. Shifting swiftly into my wolf form. My intentions were to run and run quickly away from this awful place when I felt my entire body loose strength. Shifting back into my human form as a sharp burning sensation could be felt deep inside my chest. The intensity of the  hurt  consumed my whole being. I realized I was feeling the sharp pains as the separation of the mate bound had begun. These pains where like a knife being stabbed over and over, ever increasing in the size. Watching what was suppose to be my mate get farther and farther away.

"I. Kimi Greystone, accept your rejection, and I. Kimi Greystone reject you Alpha Luther Fallon!" 

The last thing I heard was a long painful howl of a wolf crying, and I knew that if nothing else I had the satisfaction of knowing that he was now feeling a small portion of what I was feeling. 

 I knew that the sound came from Luther and I felt some small satisfaction in that as the darkness over took me. 

What neither of us had paid attention to was the lone wolf that was sitting by in the brush taking in the scene with discust at the actions of his Alpha. He walked over and licked Kimi's face. When there was no response he dragged a blanket over and covered her abused naked body to shield it from any unwanted prying eyes.

After Luther had gotten far enough away the wolf mind linked his Alpha. Informing him that the run had been completed and that he was needed in the ceremonial grounds to complete the ceremony. He would be busy for awhile with his welcoming of the new were-wolves to the pack. The were-wolves would pledge allegiance to the Alpha and the Coldmoon pack. The were-wolves would then be dismissed to carry on as usual unless the Alpha summoned for them. 

The wolf had stood guard for as long as he could until being mind linked by his Alpha as to his where about. Knowing that he could not refuse the call by the Alpha he once again licked Kimi's face and slowly walked away. Vowing that he would find away to not let the Alpha bring her anymore harm. 

The sick fucker had already taken her virginity. He could smell the traces of blood coming from between Kimi's legs and knew it was not the smell blood normally smelled from a normal injury. He had showed up after the assault had begun backing off thinking the Alpha had found his mate and they could not control themselves as happens at times with were wolves. Hearing her run from the Alpha when he was finished with her and the conversation he realized how wrong he had been. He had wanted the Alpha to find his mate. The entire pack did. Hoping that whomever she might be she could help control the Alpha before he destroyed them all.

He mind linked her mother and told her that Kimi needed her assistance and where to find her. The rest of the tale would be up to Kimi to decide on. 

Reluctantly the were-wolf walked away. Head hanging low as he hated himself for not being strong enough to grab her and take her away from this night mare. He would not risk her safety. Gamma or not he knew that he would die trying to make her safe, When he touched her. He felt electrified. How could that be if the Alpha was intended to be her mate. He watched her reaction when the mate bond had severed.