But I don't need it. I'm fine. Masaya ako at maayos. I only need myself. I don't need anything or anyone to be okay.
Marcus held my hands. "We both know that you're mentally unstable, Solene. Don't destroy yourself."
Nanikip ang dibdib ko. I became like this because I couldn't handle everything. I let myself become like this.
Matapos umalis ni kuya sa bahay ay napunta sa'kin ang lahat ng responsibilidad na dapat ay sa kanya. Our mother is mentally ill because of something that happened to her. Because of her illness, I was forced to stay with her. I was forced to do everything that she wanted me to do. I did everything to keep her sane and happy that I ended up being like this.
I always think of running away just like my brother. Gusto ko na lang din na umalis pero ayoko na masaktan si
