Elisa
I couldn't believe it.
Ansel proposed to me without any effort on my part. And here I thought I had to go through much length to convince him. But I didn't have to do anything since he wanted me anyway.
But now what? What if I got pregnant even though I didn't want to carry his child? Oh god....
I should've never let him come inside me. It was a spur of the moment decision, and now I would have to be scared the whole month.
I sighed, feeling frustrated with myself. But then again, would it be so terrible to be the mother of his child? It'd make my position even more permanent. Our child would inherit his part of the wealth, and I will never have to worry about money again.
At the same time...I hated myself for having these thoughts, but what was the point of feeling guilty? I w
