Step 47. Engine Light On Playlist: “Whataya Want From Me?” by Adam Lambert From the moment we arrived at our home, Matthew had been reluctant to leave my side. As if he feared Dante awaited me in the next room to snatch me away. I didn’t mind. In fact, I found it quite endearing that my husband kept following me around, wanting to take care of me. I was glad of his company and his support. You know the joy of a hot shower after being outside all day? Perhaps you're dirty from gardening, or you’re sweaty from working out, or maybe you smell of smoke from roasting marshmallows during your annual family camping trip. Whatever you experienced, the pleasure of washing it all away and watching that stress literally disappear down the drain is exquisite. Matthew and I showered together. He

