Haven's POV
Of all the things I have learned in life, it is that I am a novice when it comes to men. I know the basics. I know how to maintain a steady relationship. Still, guys who have a certain presence about them, like Cruz Martinez, leave me absolutely out of my depth.
I don't think he is manipulating me and I believe he is being sincere when it comes to certain aspects of his personality. He is honest when it comes to his desires and, if I am being honest, it seems like he is willing to bend over backwards to please me.
All the same, I keep asking myself the same question, especially when I glance at the fine leather serving book Cruz gave me filled with perfectly crisp hundred-dollar bills.
Am I doing the right thing when it comes to him?
Am I being too flirtatious?
Do I n
