Crown of lust

HI ..I am Rose Andreson.. .I'm 21 years old ...yung,beautiful, very simple girl . "who just want to live her life on her own demond".... My mom is Asian and my father is Christian and yeah I'm a very beautiful mixture of my parents ..I got  all the  beautifully Genes from my parents .. that's why I'm beautiful. I'm very happy ,jolly,fun loving soul...  I love to live the life ,,I want to enjoy every moment of my life. I mean every moment ,every hour ,every minute, every second,,, I want to feel the essence of life.till I meet him .. but now I hate my self most....! SIX months ago....! That was a last day of my college .I attend my graduation ceremony.  A bright future was waiting for me .I got a job before college was over...Mr Smith also introduced his son to marry me ...then  he become my boyfriend.. ...ohh you don't know about ..Mr Smith..! ...he is one of the old friend of My Dad.....And my Dad Mr James Andreson ,he is a owner of grosary store...my mom Mrs lily james Andreson is a teacher in very elite school at out city...I have also two siblings ...one is elder than me and one is younger than me ....younger one is my sister and elder one is my brother... "my brother is very talented that's why he has gone to job outside", living us ... Well its been a long time, since we have got a habit of living without him..   I love my family very much ..they all are my life I can't tolerate at all,that  someone suffers in my family because of me,...because already they suffered a lot. I'm so happy because slowly slowly everything is changing.  ...i have complete my college , I've  got a job, I've got a boyfriend ,family is also trying to recover slowly . Now I don't need anything any more  except my own  happiness.I pray to God just that, my further life better passing away.. may be now I can lived with that life which I want. But may God doesn't want this that's why everything was changed..I mean everything...me,my family,my boyfriend..everything in just  one look of him.. Sudden one look changed me. because this is his look..he gave me all the happiness of the world but snaches me from myself...he snaches me up all the night like the beast in bed....my painfully screams gave him happiness . he wanted to reach every corner of my body..He said I'm his princess...in fact he gave me a crown ..that is a ..."CROWN OF LUST" .... When he is kissed me like crazy ...I also kissed him passionately...when he call me I gave him everything. his tuch like an acid for me which flows on all over my body ...he controls me and I'm control him.....he snches me on the bad and do whatever he want..... He said I'm his drug ....but I'm a slow poison for him ....he try to destroy my womanhood...and I want destroy him....When he bites my nippeles I'm scram with pain...when he goes inside me I hate myself most..he comes near me only calm down his hunger ....but what happened now.? why is he  said that he loves me..... when did his lust turn in to love.?             ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: Hello Readers !!! this is new plot of my story ...I want your suggestions that what you think about this plot if you are interested than please share your advice through your comments and press the star button. if I got 20 stars ⭐⭐than I will continue the story ..❤..so please cooperate with me ...❤I want your support ❤