Ashley Tinatamad akong bumangon ngayong araw, I just wanna kept my eye shut and sleep all day. This past few weeks makes me often weakened. The doctor's want me to undergo Chemotherapy but it worsen me. Ayoko ang kina-kaawaan ako, 'cause it feels me, a loser. Here I am in the hospital rooftop. Nakasuot ako ng pang-pasyente na pinatungan ko ng manipis na jacket. Ramdam ko rin ang panghihina ng katawan ko, but I don't mind it. Inalalayan ako ni mom but, I refused. Matigas ang ulo ko at hindi ko na mababago pa ang ugaling mayron ako. “Mom, can you please let me stay here for a while? You need to rest too!" Saad ko bagay na ikinatitig ni mama sa akin. “But, Ashley---” I cut what she said. “Don't mind me, mom. I'm okay. Magpapahangin lang ako,” nakatalikod kong sabi at nagsimulang huma

