Chapter 1: The pack
Amelia POV
"She doesn’t belong here," someone murmurs as I pass.
"She’s cursed," another voice sneers.
I grip the basket of freshly washed clothes tighter, my fingers turning white against the women's handles. My eyes remain downcast, shoulders curled inward, as if making myself small would stop the words from cutting into my skin like blades.
It never does.
My half-sister, Lillian, stands by the doorway, dressed in silk and lace, her golden curls catching the dim light from the chandelier. She is everything I’m not, cherished, admired, or powerful. And worst of all, the fated mate of Alpha Damien Cross.
I wasn’t supposed to be born. I was the product of an affair, a stain on the proud Miller bloodline. My father kept me around out of duty, but my stepmother and Lillian made sure I suffered every second of my existence. And now, they were taking away the only thing I had ever dreamed of.
Damien.
My hands tremble as I kneel before Lillian, setting the laundry down in neat folds, the omega’s role forced upon me. I didn't talk, did not fight, but my pulse thrums at my throat when Damien enters the room.
He is a force of nature, dressed in all black, his dark eyes assessing the room with effortless authority. When his gaze lands on me, it is void of warmth.
"She needs to get out of here," Lillian pouts, looping her arm through Damien’s. "It’s embarrassing."
Damien sighs, but there is no hesitation when he speaks. "I agree."
I flinch as if struck. My lips part, a breath caught in my throat, but I say nothing.
Lillian smirks, pleased with herself. She turns to me, her eyes gleaming with cruelty. "You heard him. Get out.
I remain frozen. Then, with a curt nod, I stand and gather the basket once more. My head stays down, hiding the emotions swirling behind my dark lashes. I move past Damien, past Lillian, past the gathered crowd that eagerly watches me fall apart.
my hands were shaking. I bite the inside of my cheek so hard, I wonder if I draw blood. The way my heart, once full of quiet hope, shatters in my chest.
but I couldn't fight back. I hold back my tires.
I walked away quickly, with the tears that I was forcing to hold back.
The Blood Crescent Pack is my prison, its walls suffocating, its people my tormentors.
I had once believed, hoped that Damien would change. That he would realize I was his fated mate and choose me. I had imagined a future where he would take my hand, look into my eyes, and tell me I belonged to him, that he needs me by his side. But those hopes shattered like fragile glass the moment he rejected me. And not just rejected me, he did it with passion, with hatred, as if my very existence disgusted him.
The night Damien supposed to accept me and mark me as his mate, he Rejected in a disgusting way. Damien moved a bit closer to me and laugh, you're such an ingrate, Amelia. after we allowed you to still remain in this pack, you still want me to accept you as my mate. he speat out, oh, no you're such a lonely weak mate which I will never accept. when Lillian my beautiful choosing mate is here. I choose to be with Lillian my sweet mate than to be with a disgusting thing like you, who smells all day long. weak and ugly, lazy, so worthless.
“You were never meant to be my mate,” Damien had sneered at me in front of the entire pack, his voice dripping with loathing. “You are nothing, Amelia. A curse. The Moon Goddess made a mistake.”
Then, in front of everyone, he turned to my half-sister, Lillian, and marked her instead.
The pain of his mark settling into my flesh, the scent of their bond filling the air…it felt like a knife plunging deep into my chest. My wolf whimpered, clawing at me from within, begging me to fight, to scream, to do something. But I could do nothing except watch as my mate chose my sister over me.
The rejection, the humiliation, it was unbearable. But my suffering didn’t end there.
My family made sure of that.
My father had never truly seen me as his daughter. To him, I was a stain on his legacy, an unwanted reminder of my late mother. But after Damien’s rejection, his hatred for me solidified into something even worse, resentment.
“You bring nothing but bad luck to this family,” he spat at me the night he threw me out. “You are a disgrace, Amelia. An embarrassment. Get out and never return.”
My stepmother stood beside him, a satisfied smirk on her lips, while Lillian clung to Damien as if she had won some grand prize. My younger half-brothers watched from the shadows, their faces void of sympathy. No one fought for me. No one cared.
So I was cast out, sent away like garbage, banished from the home I had desperately tried to belong to. Left to fend for myself with nothing but the clothes on my back and a heart full of pain.
After that, my suffering only worsened.
The Blood Crescent Pack turned me into their punching bag, a slave with no rights, no name. Each morning, I was forced into the kitchens, my hands raw from scrubbing floors, my body aching from carrying heavy trays. If I moved too slowly, I was met with scalding water splashed across my arms or a sharp slap from one of the cooks who relished in my misery.
Lillian made sure I suffered the most.
She paraded herself before me, her delicate fingers wrapped around Damien’s arm, whispering sweet words in his ear while her eyes gleamed with cruelty. She didn’t need to say anything…I already knew what she was thinking.
She won.
Damien barely acknowledged me anymore, except when he needed something. A drink at the gatherings. A message delivered. A demonstration of my place beneath them all. He never touched me, not even to push me aside. To him, I was less than nothing. A disgrace unworthy of even his hatred.
The only solace I found was the moon, the silent witness to my suffering. At night, when the others had retired, I snuck out to the edge of the pack’s territory, standing beneath the silver glow, whispering prayers to a goddess who had long since abandoned me.
“Why was I born, if only to suffer?” I whispered, the wind stealing my words. “Why give me a mate only to take him away?”
A sudden rustling in the trees made me freeze. My heart pounded as I stepped back, instincts screaming that I should run. But my body refused to obey.
The next morning, my nightmare worsens.
Lillian's voice rings through the packhouse like a siren, dripping with feigned distress. "My bracelet! It’s gone! Someone stole it!"
A crowd gathers, and my stepmother’s accusing glare lands directly on me. "Amelia! I saw her lurking near Lillian’s room last night. She must have taken it!"
"I didn't!" My voice trembles, but no one cares for the truth. I am an easy target.
Damien steps forward, his face twisted in disgust. "I should have known you’d stoop this low. A rejected mate and a thief?" His words cut deeper than any blade.
Before I can defend myself, my father shoves me to my knees. "You’re a curse! Bad luck!" he roars. "Get out of my sight! You are no longer part of this pack."
A gasp ripples through the onlookers.
Banished.
I choke on my tears as the pack turns their backs on me. I have nowhere to go, no one to turn to. With only the clothes on my back, I stumble into the wilderness, my body weak, my soul shattered.
Night falls, and I hear it….low, guttural growling.
A beast lurks in the shadows, its breath hot against my skin before I can react.